Heaven It had been 3 hours from the Jamie and Landon wedding. She was so beautiful in that dress. Landon looked breathlessly as she came down the aisle. She smiled at Landon and never wanted to be without him ever again. "I somberly swear to take Jamie Elizabeth Sullivan to be my lawfully wedding wife" Landon said. "I somberly swear to take Landon Rollins Carter to be my lawfully wedding husband" Jamie said. "I pronounce آپ husband and wife" Hegbert said. After the wedding
I didn't know what Landon had planned for tonight, he'd seemed very secretive today and almost all week. I half expected him to do something.
After all this was Landon Carter.
He was coming over at 6:30. I had begun to get ready at 6:00, since I didn't need too much time, since it seems a little difficult for me to look slightly decent these days. But Landon still insists that I am beautiful, no matter what in his eyes.
So, I put on my blue flowered dress, and my گلابی sweater that he'd دیا me. I pulled my hair back into a loose ponytail just as he...
I miss you, I miss you. I miss آپ so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in love with you. My memories keep looking for آپ but find that you're not here with me anymore.
[i]I miss you, I miss you. I miss آپ so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in love with you. My memories keep looking for آپ but find that you're not here with me anymore.[/i[
The اگلے day, after eating breakfast, آپ and Randy go to the ساحل سمندر, بیچ together. It's kinda empty cuz it's early in the morning. آپ and Randy just...
Wedding bells ring and the موسیقی plays for the bride. The doors open and the whole church congregation is there with school mates as well. They all turn around to see آپ with a beautiful wedding dress on, being led down the aisle سے طرف کی Randy's father.
آپ walk down the aisle, feeling your دل beat so fast and hard that it could kill آپ right there. آپ look to see Randy's face and it's like this:
I was too sick to say anything, please understand and forgive me.
After you've woken up with the whole family beside you, the doctor lets آپ go and assigns آپ a personal doctor that will come weekly to your house to check on you. آپ go back to the house and آپ lie on the سوفی, لٹانا with the whole family near آپ just watching TV.
Mark: I can't stand this! Jill: Oh god آپ scared me Mark! Tim: Why? What's wrong? Mark: Jamie is sick right now and we're all just watching TV?
آپ and Randy are in بستر together, just lieing there satisfied with each other's presence.
Randy: Jamie? Jamie: Hm? Randy: How hurt were آپ when...when all those times I left you? Jamie: ...well a lot I guess. I mean I liked آپ so much those times and I have آپ a chance to leave me before but آپ didn't. Then when آپ did...yah. Randy: I'm sorry. I hurt too Jamie. I mean those few times when آپ left me, I felt like I wanted to cry and rip myself apart. *laughs* It sounds kinda funny but I really felt like that. I just...I'm sorry. All...
Randy goes in your room when the doctor کہا it was ok. He sees آپ sleeping and he can smell the bleach from cleaning up your blood. He grabs a chair and sits اگلے to you. He holds your hand and feels it cold. He warms them up for آپ سے طرف کی breathing on them. Randy starts tearing up again and his tear drops fall on your hand. He quickly wipes them off your hand...
آپ wake up to see Randy asleep on the chair اگلے to your bed. آپ look around and آپ realize your in a hospital. آپ can't remember anything that happened to آپ before except the dizziness آپ felt back at Randy's...
Randy sees آپ go to the bathroom alone, wanting to wash your face. He held his tears back well, not letting one single drop fall when being with you.
Randy: I'm gonna go out to get some air.
Randy walks out of the hospital and sits on the stairs. His held back tears fall to the ground like a smooth river flowing. He covers his hand to his mouth, trying to not make any noises. The تصاویر of آپ crying your دل out, shouting that آپ wanted to live, comes to his mind...