hi, so i think i might have depression. i know people just say these things to get attention, but i'm not just saying it, this is something i'm really scared about. i'm sorry if this is really long, but i need to just let it out.
i'm sad all the time, manly when it comes to things like school and family. i just started سال 10 and it really isn't gong well.
i've been put in the challenge class (advanceed class for super smart people) and dont know why. everyone n my class gets A in every subject and 100% in tests and my average grade is a C یا B, and my average percentage is under 75%. it's puttting heaps of pressure on me and i have to work 10 times as hard than ayone in the class to just keep up. i feel lke that if i dont get A's then i'm disapponting so many people. there are heaps of peopole in my grade who deserve to be in this class and they're not and feel like i'm the reason for that.
on سب, سب سے اوپر of all the school problems, i have a lot of family issues too. my parents got divorced 5 years ago, and i haven't really heard from یا seen my dad since. he got re married 2 months after we moved out and i feel like he's replaced us. he used to call us once a week just to talk and ask how school was and now i'm lucky to hear from him twice a year. he's forgotten my birthday this سال and he forgot my brothers 18th birthday too and this really hurts. i cant talk to anyone about it either becausse i know if i bring it up to my mum, she'll get upset یا angry and i know she's already hurting so much. i feel so alone.
the one person i useed to be able to talk to about these things was my grandmother (on my dad's side of the family), but last november she died and now i feel so lost. despite what happened between my mum and dad, she cared about us so much and now she's gone and i'm so alone.
the last time saw my dad wass at her funeral and he acted as if we weren't even there. he practically ignored us and it hurt so much and made me so angry.
i feel like i have all this bottled up anger and sadness and t's weighing me down. it's making me sad and tired all the time. i forget things. i find it hard to concentratein school and i jjust get so angry all the time. i dont know what to do and it's affecting my so much
i really need help but i dont know how to do that. please tell me what آپ think, anything will help.
i'm sad all the time, manly when it comes to things like school and family. i just started سال 10 and it really isn't gong well.
i've been put in the challenge class (advanceed class for super smart people) and dont know why. everyone n my class gets A in every subject and 100% in tests and my average grade is a C یا B, and my average percentage is under 75%. it's puttting heaps of pressure on me and i have to work 10 times as hard than ayone in the class to just keep up. i feel lke that if i dont get A's then i'm disapponting so many people. there are heaps of peopole in my grade who deserve to be in this class and they're not and feel like i'm the reason for that.
on سب, سب سے اوپر of all the school problems, i have a lot of family issues too. my parents got divorced 5 years ago, and i haven't really heard from یا seen my dad since. he got re married 2 months after we moved out and i feel like he's replaced us. he used to call us once a week just to talk and ask how school was and now i'm lucky to hear from him twice a year. he's forgotten my birthday this سال and he forgot my brothers 18th birthday too and this really hurts. i cant talk to anyone about it either becausse i know if i bring it up to my mum, she'll get upset یا angry and i know she's already hurting so much. i feel so alone.
the one person i useed to be able to talk to about these things was my grandmother (on my dad's side of the family), but last november she died and now i feel so lost. despite what happened between my mum and dad, she cared about us so much and now she's gone and i'm so alone.
the last time saw my dad wass at her funeral and he acted as if we weren't even there. he practically ignored us and it hurt so much and made me so angry.
i feel like i have all this bottled up anger and sadness and t's weighing me down. it's making me sad and tired all the time. i forget things. i find it hard to concentratein school and i jjust get so angry all the time. i dont know what to do and it's affecting my so much
i really need help but i dont know how to do that. please tell me what آپ think, anything will help.
yours truly SurferChic. :D
ps thanx so much if آپ responed pss thanx
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