آپ are my beloved... Gin.
Always ever my beloved Gin. Many days have been spent without you, since we cannot meet, because آپ do not exist much...
Why do آپ run away from such a place as this?
آپ liked this place, didn't you?
I heard it from your own lips. آپ like and love this place...
آپ born here and lived in here. There were other things to like here, right?
Why?

I do not know Gin, explanation fails again.
How many times were spent so missing you...
The worst is... with the days, which increase and flow,
I have felt lost without آپ and like I lose آپ more, repeatedly each day...

I am surely full of pain and sadness...
Will آپ stay for me, then… سے طرف کی my side a little longer…just a little longer...
I want to be with آپ as often as I can.
I want to be beside you. I can prove to آپ that I will not run away-from آپ یا from the Soul Society! Can you?


I just need to say these words.
There is no other person that can change your position in my heart, Gin...
One thing, I can't stop myself from thinking of is you...
I love you... and want to love آپ مزید again...

I am missing آپ and losing آپ as often as I think about you...
Do not get gone for my eyes...

Every time I think of losing you, آپ fading, forgetting, my hearts feel s like it exited... and that is so much hurt.
That is some big pain for me...

However, every time I think of your eyes, your face, your personality...
your gentle smile... I think I can hold those pains off for a few مزید minutes...

Gin, just want to ask some سوالات of you.
If I do this for you, whatever I do, would آپ do the same thing for me?
Would آپ sacrifice for me –even your sacrifice your life?
Moreover, will آپ save me when I need your help?

Would آپ do those things for me?
I do not know.

I do not even know if I will ever meet آپ again- in the Soul Society یا elsewhere, but I hope I can meet آپ there.
Honestly, I do not know anymore... meeting آپ wherever, anywhere and I cannot برداشت, ریچھ to think about that...
I just can cry and مزید and مزید within I cry waiting you... just waiting for آپ to come back to me-to come back.
I am afraid, Gin, of losing مزید of my heart...
I am afraid I cannot take the pain...

Why?
Why must this happen to me?
I do not know. I do not know.
I am losing my mind sometimes. Never mind.
I can only wait... even if I do not want to.
Waiting on someone...
Someone that I trust can be my soul mate...
Gin...
Ichimaru Gin...