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posted by ashesandwine
I know I haven't writen in a while... I'm sorry! With school and now a new story (I'm sorry for writing two of Imortal Fight, but it's a new story and I got excited and so many asked me for مزید that I made it:) LOL)! So.... Hope آپ like it, and I'm sorry it's small, I have lots of homework:(



“Catherine’s POV”


“ To love is to suffer, to be loved is to cause suffering…” - Comtesse Diane!



“Well, I have to get going…. It was really great to meet you, Catherine! And I guess I’ll see آپ when school starts!” Alex looked at me and gave me a breath taking smile… How could he...
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posted by ashesandwine
I hate to see آپ sad!
I hate to look in your eyes and see all the pain! I hate to be the cause of it...

Because آپ are my world and everything to me, because I تلاش for آپ as soon as I get to school...
Because every دن I don't see آپ a little of me dies and as soon as I see آپ again it comes alive!
Because my دل breaks when آپ cry!
Because everytime someone breaks your دل my breaks too!
Because آپ are always there for me!
And mostly because آپ are my best friend and I love you!


Because I love you! And آپ are everything to me!
posted by ashesandwine
Just want to thank everyone and ask آپ to check out Sacred_love1550 story: Dawn of a New Era! Thank آپ all:)




“Catherine’s POV”

My pain is to much to bare, my mind plays tricks and my دل breaks! I live in the world but I’m not a part of it… I pray to be stronger, to fight the demons that hunt my nightmares… Whispering in my ear: “You will lose everything! آپ don’t have the right to be with the one آپ love!”


I was walking through the town, I was supposed to meet Francisca but I got lost on the way! I was trying to find my way to where we were supposed to meet یا at least...
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posted by ashesandwine
I wrote this poem while I was waiting for my friend, so that we could go to our math tutor:P LOL! It took her a while to come so it's a bit big:) eheh:) It's a bit dark but sometimes this stuff just comes to my mind:)


In the cold of the night
In the fires of hell...
I do not fear what may happen!

I do not fear the end,
The past, present یا future!
I live among the demons,
Among those who hunt your nightmares!

And altough I live in pain,
I do not cry یا break,
For it makes me stronger!

I live close to those who
Hate, lye, cheat and hurt!
But my دل is pure,
My life is happy and I do not
Hurt, lye, cheat یا hurt!

I love! And in my love
I am gratefull to have you!
In my love I live...
In my love I take refuge!
In my love, I love you!
posted by ashesandwine
So.... sorry for all the wait, school is a pain! This one is for Edward-love456, Halloula and Just_bella: I love آپ guys:) And Amy, I hope آپ feel happier today:)




“Daniel’s POV”


Love…. Defined as: “A profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person…”. Someone defined it but in my heart, in my mind; I can’t put myself to define it! I know in my دل what it is… I know what it makes me feel but I can’t describe it… I can’t say to someone what it is, because for me it’s everything… It’s my world, my life, my heart! آپ are LOVE for me! In my book, love...
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posted by ashesandwine
Nothing to say....






I’m living in a world
Where I don’t belong!
I’m singing a song that
I don’t understand…
I’m loving someone that
Doesn’t love me…

I live in the dark surrounded
سے طرف کی pain, سے طرف کی anger, سے طرف کی despair!
I sing the songs that break my
Heart, songs of those who love!
I love in the dark corner who
Can’t be loved, but can be hated!

My world is a dark one!
I feel the pain of those who lost…
I feel the hope of those who live…
I feel the hate of those who loved…
And in my دل I know that the pain
Won’t fade away, the hope will be lost,
And the hate will be the eternal companion!
 Despair...
Despair...
posted by ashesandwine
So.... this one is for my three loves: Zizou, Emmie and Katie! For you:D



“Catherine’s POV”

Time passes سے طرف کی me…
People pass سے طرف کی me…
Life passes سے طرف کی me…
But my love doesn’t!

I تلاش for the love,
That love that still exists,
But is too far away!
That love that keeps me going,
But that breaks my heart!

I تلاش and I find it!
I تلاش but I can’t be
With him, he’s too far away!
My love hearts my heart,
But I can’t live without him!




I stayed all the دن at home, I couldn’t get out! I couldn’t go out and see all the happy couples… It was like they only existed to remind me of what I had...
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posted by ashesandwine
Ok, if I have time I'll post another one before the weekend, but I can't promise:( I'll be camping during the weekend (I know what آپ guys are thinking: She just came from vacations and is already going away again:P Don't worry it's just for the weekend.. I'll go on Friday afternoon and if all goes well I'll be back Sunday afternoon:D
Thanks to I_Love_Cullen for everything and to Emmett4ever for helping me choose and for helping me with the pier:D I'm not from the US so any mystake related to Chicago that I might do please forgive me:D

Lots of Love, Ashesandwine:D



    

“I...
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posted by ashesandwine
This is just a small little text I found laying on my computer:P
This one is for, hon:P Thanks just_bella:D





Embraced in the middle of nowhere… Nothing مزید but themselves, surrounded سے طرف کی the unknown, سے طرف کی forgotten fear and overthrown grief…
The forgotten pain waiting in the distance (not as fair as it should be) for a new opportunity, awaiting for an inopportune moment that makes it come back! There’s no change, the lovers do not let themselves be bewitched سے طرف کی a spell already used, the childness left them and moved on in تلاش of new players in it’s game!
The lovers continue in their endless embrace, in their burning passion, without letting go (there’s no need for that…). A moan is heard in the distance, the two lovers shiver, their arms tighten مزید as to protect themselves from the world that surrounds them, the world from which they fled to take refuge in themselves…
posted by ashesandwine
So... I decided to write Secret Death... nothing against your idea patrisha but I'm مزید familiar with mine:D If anyone wants to keep going with Lost Love that would be AWESOME, and I would love to read it!!! Hope آپ guys like my story and that you'll be proud of me.... And don't worry I'll still write Forbidden Love, maybe not as often but it will still exist:P
Thanks to everyone, expecialy edward-lover456 for the help with the names and for talking to me:D
Love, Ashesandwine:D




“Nothing on newspapers, nothing on the internet… It was like they had never existed expect on the adoption papers!”...
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posted by ashesandwine
I haven't been writing poems, so this one is for آپ all especially for edward-lover456..... You're on my list, hon:D








A wild rose,
A white dove,
A peace long promised.


Death doesn't seem
So scary anymore.
I go towards the light!


I'm so close,
I hear it calling me,
I start running,
I'm almost there.

A few مزید steps,
And I would, forever, have
Eternal peace...
I came back to the world
It wasn't my time yet!










































Hope آپ like it:D
posted by ashesandwine
I know.... I know! A bit small, but I was on vacation (can آپ blame me? I was having fun:P LOL). This is one of my favourites, don't know about آپ but still hope that آپ like it...

Lots of Love... Ashesandwine



“Catherine’s POV”

I miss you! I need you! My دل hurts and my soul breaks when I think of you….
I miss you! I love you! How can I keep going if you’re not with me?



I called Francisca that night and went to bed. It had been a long دن and Daniel’s letter had made me miss home…
I dreamt of him, as always:


“No… آپ need to go back!” He kept telling me that, I couldn’t...
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posted by ashesandwine
Another one:D Thanks for liking my poems Just_bella, thanks hon :D







A sky without stars,
A house without people,
A night never forgotten,
A peace, a light...


A stolen life,
An unmasked lie,
A love uncovered,
Two people never,
Again, separeted...


A moon without
Her brightness,
Without life,
Empty of all feelings...































































































Hope آپ like it:D
posted by ashesandwine
Today I have a few to post...Hope آپ guys like them:D


I miss feeling
Your heat...
I miss felling
Vivacity of children...
I miss feeling
The breeze in my face...


I'm prisoner in
An eternal goodbye.
I walk without a destiny,
Looking for what I know
I'll never find...


I see the time passing,
In a clock without pendulum.
I see the clouds passing,
In a blue sky...
And I stay still,
In a train too old
To ever walk again...













Hope آپ liked it:D
Ok....second one:D Thanks and please help me decide:D


“Chikako, are آپ paying attention?” I came back to reality. It was such a beautiful daydream. Nothing of this had happen, my parents were still alive and I was still in my old room surrounded سے طرف کی all my stuff…
“Yes… Sorry, what were آپ asking me?” I looked at Hisako and saw her looking at me with a weird look!
“I was asking آپ if آپ wanted to go for lunch یا stay there looking at nothing” I had been daydreaming through the classes and I hadn’t even realized…
“Yes, of course… Did I miss any thing important?” I asked....
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posted by ashesandwine
Ok guys... To help آپ decide I'm going to post chapter 2 of each possiblity for a new story:D Thanks all and please help me choose:D



“ You’re hallucinating. I will call the doctor” Derek said.
“No, I don’t have time. I need to tell آپ this… آپ need to believe what I’m going to say, even if it sounds crazy… I need آپ to promise me that…” I needed him to believe me, I needed him to know his story!
“I believe you, don’t worry Dad!” He said, but I could hear in his voice that he thought that I was going crazy….
“After I went to your parents grave, I started to look...
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posted by ashesandwine
Ok, guys.... This will be my last chapter until I get back from vacations:D I know that I still have a few days before I go but I have a lot of stuff to do.... So, when I get back I'll write more:D I'm going to write one مزید chapter of wich possiblity for a new story... Help me decide which one I should write:D


“Catherine’s POV”

Give me a ladder and I’ll climb to the moon, give me hope and I’ll wait for you, but give me your love and in a سیکنڈ I’ll be اگلے to you…


I couldn’t stand stay at ہوم all دن so I want for a walk through the city… I didn’t really knew where I was...
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posted by ashesandwine
I thought آپ might like this one:D





I'll free the slaves,
I'll help the helpless,
I'll curse the damn,
If آپ only look at me...

And if آپ love me,
I'll make the Sun come to Earth,
I'll make the Moon shine
For all eternaty,
And that your name will forever
Shine in the sky writen سے طرف کی the stars,
So that no eraser can clear it up....






























Love is always there..... Just open your hearts and let it come in.....


























Hope آپ like it:D
posted by ashesandwine
Not much to say, just thanks for the support...
And please read the possibilities that I have in the spot for a new story....
Help me decide...


“Catherine’s POV”

I look for آپ in my heart, I look for آپ in my soul…. Every face that I see makes me think of you, every voice I hear makes me look for you…
Nothing remains the same and the مزید I try to wait for the moment when we’ll be together again, the مزید my دل hurts…



I got dressed and went to the kitchen. Emily was just getting ready to leave to work.
“Hey, Catherine… I was going to leave this here for آپ but if you’re...
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posted by ashesandwine
Ok, this one is Patrisha727 idea:D Thanks, hon:P Please choose


My life was always surrounded سے طرف کی wealth… I never knew any other way to live. My family was one of the richest in Tokyo, Japan. But now my parents were dead and I was living in a orphanage, in a room with 10 other girls…
    “Chikako, come on… Worry up! We need to get to school…” Hisako said. She was my only friend in this hell on Earth.
    “Coming…. “ I reached her. “As soon as I turn 18 I’m, definitely leave this place…”
    “All right, but آپ still have 3 مزید days until آپ get there” She didn’t believe me. She wasn’t like me, she never met her parents, she was dumped in the orphanage as a baby and she didn’t knew any other life. But I did, and I couldn’t stay here any longer.
    Three مزید days… Three مزید days and I could finally be free I would fight and I would get my old life back…
    I got to school… Another دن of school… Another دن of hell…