Have آپ ever wonder why Buffy was into that Bad boy thing?

Well, there are a lot of reasons why . She had a hard relationship with Angel for three years. Angel left her because it would never let her اقدام on . To start college and a new life with a career . Buffy was دل broken without Angel.


Then there was Spike a really bad boy . That Buffy had tasted , she fought Spike for 4 years and now she falls in love with him. But when Buffy was brought back from the dead. Buffy was lost, she had know one to understand the pain and suffering that cause in her death. She turned to the person that she hated the most Spike. He understands what Buffy felt. Buffy starts an addictive relationship with Spike. That it tormented her so much she wants to make all stop. She ask Tara to check the spell that brought Buffy back . Then Tara brought the results with her and told Buffy there is nothing wrong with you.


~(Dead Things)~ Season 6~

> Buffy: Why Did I let Spike did those things to me? I am not Real

> Tara: Do آپ Love Him?

> Buffy: It's Wrong , I am Wrong.....Please Tell Me I am Wrong.....Don't Tell Anyone Please!!!



Buffy had always had problems keeping boyfriends and she ended up loosing them. But then Buffy had gave up and she may think she might lose her gift of Love.


As we all know Buffy has a thing for a vampire with soul like Angel and then Spike got himself a soul just for Buffy. She still needs to understand why this happens to her a lot.


> But we all know that she is full of Love!



When Buffy was talking to Giles after her mother's death in Season 5 "Intervention". Buffy decuss Giles that she wants to know if her mother knew that Buffy loved her. Also the other lovers she had in her past. like Angel, Parker, Riley, Scott and now Dawn. Buffy was so confused about her gift of love. That made Giles think that she should go on a quest. To understand her adventures being the slayer and if she may loose her gift to love. When Buffy went to see the first orginal Slayer she told Buffy. That آپ are full of Love. Also that Death is her gift too. That made Buffy upset, she کہا to slayer . That death is not gift to me , even though I am the slayer does mean that death is my gift.


~ That made Buffy realized she can't give up now. She moved on and followed her instincts ~