I sit inside my room
As آپ crawl under my skin
I fight a pointless battle
In which I cannot win
آپ tell me that آپ love me
But I do not believe
But I can not say no to you
So for you, I still bleed
Rushing in my veins
My blood is red, no more
I cannot get rid of it
For insanity has no cure
And as I write this poem
My tears come to an end
Because I've made it through hurt and heartbreak
And I have made a friend


The moon dips down and the world
Forever casted in this lake of darkness
No place of shining light
To guide me through the treacherous maze of death
Sadness, sorrow, and pain
In this life, I stand alone only imagining to have a light
I’ll watch the devastation I have brought;
Watch all of the people suffer
In agony just like mine I would take their pain
The sun forgot to take its reign
And the moon weeps starts its twinkling tears
Perhaps I wasn’t meant to simply be here at all
The way I cause destruction where I stand
I must be no مزید than a burden
This realm of eternal night takes hold of this
Twisted, tainted soul of mine
Please forgive me for what I have done
And what is only on my path I’m sorry I’m here
I’m so sorry I was born