Depression

Wrote because I was bored

Dark Despair
سے طرف کی cutiegirl01

In the dark I die
Scared and alone
Keeping me in the dark
No one ever sees
That who they see
Is not the real me
So scared and alone
I die till I see
آپ come as the son of night
So I wait in my dark despair.
Can anyone save me
Does any body know
that I am dieing
and I am alone?
Save me
from what I have become
alone and broken
the life of me is draining
I have nothing
to live for
but I know that
I am holding on for you
I am holding on for that
I am dieing
please come save me
from my dark despair

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Main Entry: 1sui·cide
Pronunciation: \ˈsü-ə-ˌsīd\
Function: noun
Etymology: Latin sui (genitive) of oneself + English -cide; akin to Old English & Old High German sīn his, Latin suus one's own, sed, se without, Sanskrit sva oneself, one's own
Date: 1643
1 a : the act یا an instance of taking one's own life voluntarily and intentionally especially سے طرف کی a person of years of discretion and of sound mind b : ruin of one's own interests <political suicide> c : apoptosis <cell suicide>
2 : one that commits یا attempts suicide

A few days پہلے on Halloween I چرا لیا, چوری کی on of my mom's boyfriend's بیئر then brought it to school and when no one was looking I drank about half of it until the taste hit me. At first the loneliness and the pain was so hard I didn't taste anything then the taste came to and hit me all at once. After I decided to dump it out When I was dumping it out I saw someone staring at me I don't know if it was a teacher یا a student but his eyes were wide I hid the can behind me until he went back in his class and threw it away. A few منٹ later I went back to eat my breakfast but was restless I coudn't eat anything I didn't know if that guy was a teacher and if he was how much had he seen ? Did he see me dumping the other half of the can out ? I knew I had done something bad part of me regretted it but most of me didn't care .Now though I wanna confess.Well that's it.