As most of آپ know I wrote a letter to my friend who's a girl that I'm in love with. I gave it to her early at school, I told her not to read it until she got ہوم and not to tell anyone about it, especially her boyfriend. When she got ہوم and she read it she called me and it turns out she loves me too. I use to ask her if she had those kind of feelings for me and she کہا no but today she told me she lied. So this is what disney love feels like! WE'RE IN LOVE! She's going to break up with her boyfriend but it's not just because it me. Actually she thinks he's really clingy and that he's kinda a creepy stalker with disturbing thoughts. CuteDiana suggested that I دکھائیں everyone my letter, so here it is.

ارے Candice, it’s me Chris! Look I know you’re moving away but I wish that I could do something to stop آپ from leaving. I’ve had other دوستوں اقدام to different schools but it was different with آپ because you’re مزید than just my best friend. In choir I was trying not to cry and to hold back the tears so آپ wouldn’t see me cry. I got really mad at آپ and کہا that I hated آپ but آپ know I didn’t really mean it. Actually the truth is that I actually think of آپ as مزید than a best friend یا a sister. When I got ہوم I listened to sad love songs and I cried, than I realized why I was crying because it takes something really strong to make me cry. When I was thinking about آپ I had knots in my stomach and I really care about you. Actually I felt that every time I thought about you, and it took me a long while to realize it but I’m in love with you.

I know that we sort of tried to تاریخ during freshman سال but that didn’t really count because it was only for a day. Messing that up سے طرف کی breaking up with آپ was the stupidest thing I’ve ever done. I was just scared because I was afraid of committing to a relationship and if it didn’t work out what would happen to our friendship. I know what آپ and Ryan are together but I really wanted آپ to know how I feel. If آپ truly love Ryan مزید than anything and would to anything to be with him, I’ll just leave آپ alone. Ryan’s our friend and I don’t want to make him mad at me for stealing آپ from him. آپ and Ryan have known each other since kindergarten and I’ve only known آپ since freshman year. However ever since we broke up I kept thinking if آپ and me were meant to be. I even sometimes had dreams where we were at school and a natural disaster happened, I thought we would die and I کہا that I loved you. I kept thinking if آپ and me were like one of those stories where the main character and the best friend fall in love, but they were unaware of their real feelings until the end.

I know آپ use to think of me that way and I don’t know if آپ still do but if آپ do than tell me. Even if آپ don’t we’ll always be best friends. Also I wish آپ would try to convince your mom to let آپ stay here and not go to a different school because you’re the only one at school who keeps me sane. You’re the only unique girl at the school the others are either stuck-up snobs, perky girly girls, girls who are messed up(like on drugs, smoking, یا got pregnant) and angry with their parents, یا Emo’s/Goths who cut themselves. I can’t go on without you! I need آپ سے طرف کی my side at school! I can’t live without آپ because my life wouldn’t be complete without you. Please just try to convince her! Even if آپ can’t and آپ do love me, I’ll get my license and drive to see آپ every Saturday. I’ll call آپ everyday to talk to you! Even if آپ don’t love me I’ll still call آپ every دن to talk to you. I would give up everything to have آپ stay here! I’ll be a nicer person, I’ll be less aggressive, I’ll be less hotheaded, in fact I’d even give up my career as a book writer!

Even if you’re دل was never meant to be mine, we’ll always be best friends. I wanted to take a chance and see what would happen. If you’re truly happy with Ryan and love him than I’ll be happy for you. You’re happiness is my happiness! I know آپ don’t want to leave and آپ won’t be happy so آپ really should try to stay! Please stay! I don’t wanna lose you! Without آپ I won’t be able to make it through high school. Even if آپ don’t love me please at least try! I didn’t know what would happen if I didn’t try to tell آپ about this and I’m still scared. So what do آپ have to lose? Your mom is just running away from her problems and that’s something parents are suppose to teach kids not to do! I’d do anything to help آپ stay! I love you! You’re nice, funny, pretty, entertaining, a good friend, and the most unique person I’ve ever met! Please don’t leave me, I love you!