Oki a little about myself.
DONUTS! DONUTS! DONUTS! *bites into a donut and my eyes widen* do آپ say dough nuts یا donuts? Doughnut donut, do not! Neva mind. *whispers* It is donut no matter what other people say.
Hi there! I am new here, well not so new, but no one really knows me well yet except SG (dunno what I would do without her!) . I really want to help out in any way that I can. I look very crazy, but I can be a very serious, trustworthy, kind, understanding friend. I cry myself to sleep every night because there so many people that do self harm, have sad pasts and wish to be dead, somedays I feel like being dead myself. I have helped suicidal people, I have also lost دوستوں from suicide and I don't want to see anyone committing suicide again that is why I want to try my very best at becoming a psychologist, to help not only my دوستوں and other people, but also myself. What I want to say is:
I'm here to listen and help, someone loves آپ even if آپ don't think so and it hurts them to see آپ hurt yourself. So hang in there don't give up on your life because every life to me is special <3
پسندیدہ song: Welcome to My life یا Perfect World سے طرف کی simple plan.
Country: South Africa (LIONS ATE MY HOMEWORK!)
پسندیدہ color: turquoise
and my dream is to save lives (no I won't become a firewoman یا policewoman, I mean like saving people from killing themselves)
Wolfcat out, bia.
DONUTS! DONUTS! DONUTS! *bites into a donut and my eyes widen* do آپ say dough nuts یا donuts? Doughnut donut, do not! Neva mind. *whispers* It is donut no matter what other people say.
Hi there! I am new here, well not so new, but no one really knows me well yet except SG (dunno what I would do without her!) . I really want to help out in any way that I can. I look very crazy, but I can be a very serious, trustworthy, kind, understanding friend. I cry myself to sleep every night because there so many people that do self harm, have sad pasts and wish to be dead, somedays I feel like being dead myself. I have helped suicidal people, I have also lost دوستوں from suicide and I don't want to see anyone committing suicide again that is why I want to try my very best at becoming a psychologist, to help not only my دوستوں and other people, but also myself. What I want to say is:
I'm here to listen and help, someone loves آپ even if آپ don't think so and it hurts them to see آپ hurt yourself. So hang in there don't give up on your life because every life to me is special <3
پسندیدہ song: Welcome to My life یا Perfect World سے طرف کی simple plan.
Country: South Africa (LIONS ATE MY HOMEWORK!)
پسندیدہ color: turquoise
and my dream is to save lives (no I won't become a firewoman یا policewoman, I mean like saving people from killing themselves)
Wolfcat out, bia.
Darkness falls around me, swirling at my feet,
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...
In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real یا not, my mind's a tangled knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...
The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from دن to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...
My broken دل is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...
In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real یا not, my mind's a tangled knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...
The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from دن to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...
My broken دل is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
~~~ FOR ALL THE PEOPLE IN UNCOMPREHENDABLE PAIN~~~
Black دل Black Soul
Filthy like Coal
Dark دل Dark Soul
Not even a Role
Gloomy دل Gloomy Soul
Left there Broken
On an Abandoned Knoll
Cold دل Cold Soul
Never a Whole
Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds
Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry
Leaving Scars
I might as well Die
With my Black دل and Black Soul
Maybe آپ will come سے طرف کی
And Watch me Weep
As I zoom in to a forever Sleep
~~~ Anonymous
"A Note from the Author"
Every 4o سیکنڈ a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths یا easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings آپ down really does hurt. Most of the time آپ don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am یا even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
Black دل Black Soul
Filthy like Coal
Dark دل Dark Soul
Not even a Role
Gloomy دل Gloomy Soul
Left there Broken
On an Abandoned Knoll
Cold دل Cold Soul
Never a Whole
Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds
Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry
Leaving Scars
I might as well Die
With my Black دل and Black Soul
Maybe آپ will come سے طرف کی
And Watch me Weep
As I zoom in to a forever Sleep
~~~ Anonymous
"A Note from the Author"
Every 4o سیکنڈ a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths یا easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings آپ down really does hurt. Most of the time آپ don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am یا even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
If tears left scars then the world would know who آپ truly are.
For your tears leave scars and it would دکھائیں them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would دکھائیں them your pain and sadness that آپ always have tried to keep in
But one دن آپ just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because آپ long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one آپ want most is breaking آپ but آپ still love him in the end?
Maybe it's all of those things...
یا maybe your just hurt and afraid that آپ can never fix your self again...
If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in مزید ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that دن comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...
Fierce & Love
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
For your tears leave scars and it would دکھائیں them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would دکھائیں them your pain and sadness that آپ always have tried to keep in
But one دن آپ just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because آپ long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one آپ want most is breaking آپ but آپ still love him in the end?
Maybe it's all of those things...
یا maybe your just hurt and afraid that آپ can never fix your self again...
If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in مزید ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that دن comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...
Fierce & Love
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
There's a crack in my دل from,
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.
My دل has your name written all over it
My دل beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.
Why.
Why did آپ leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let آپ go
Your the only one that can fix my heart
But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...
I can't trusted آپ
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave آپ and never look back
But I can't because my دل can't last much longer
Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but آپ don't hear
آپ just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain
How can آپ be so curl when I gave آپ everything I had
Your a دل breaker
آپ don't get it do you
آپ broke me
and آپ hurt me
and آپ felt nothing...
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.
My دل has your name written all over it
My دل beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.
Why.
Why did آپ leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let آپ go
Your the only one that can fix my heart
But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...
I can't trusted آپ
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave آپ and never look back
But I can't because my دل can't last much longer
Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but آپ don't hear
آپ just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain
How can آپ be so curl when I gave آپ everything I had
Your a دل breaker
آپ don't get it do you
آپ broke me
and آپ hurt me
and آپ felt nothing...
~Magically Gone~
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Book 1: Blown Away
Info: Born when her mother died in livebirth,little Rocky stays with her father near a forests. Five forest that never would bother Rocky. Infact,it was home. ہوم that was blown away when something happened. Something that grew wings and flapped it all away. Rocky's life is never the same. Just imagine,you were born and living with only your living parent. Your angel wings won't work and آپ atleast knock down your mother's diary. The love twisting story will bring آپ alive to the real world. Your angel یا تیتلی wings are going to dry...yes,yes they will!
This is for ALL آپ fly fellows! *giggles*
♥ SnOoKiE♥
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Review
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Book 1: Blown Away
Info: Born when her mother died in livebirth,little Rocky stays with her father near a forests. Five forest that never would bother Rocky. Infact,it was home. ہوم that was blown away when something happened. Something that grew wings and flapped it all away. Rocky's life is never the same. Just imagine,you were born and living with only your living parent. Your angel wings won't work and آپ atleast knock down your mother's diary. The love twisting story will bring آپ alive to the real world. Your angel یا تیتلی wings are going to dry...yes,yes they will!
This is for ALL آپ fly fellows! *giggles*
♥ SnOoKiE♥
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