Would آپ like to be Bella in real life?

Well,Bella loved a vampire & got married with him and i hope آپ know what happened next.I want to know that...would u like to have that kind of life.First being a human then after having a painful death آپ will be a vampire forever and آپ will have a loving husband and a daughter.It's a happy life but a little painful in the beginning.

I'm waiting for your answers.