Edward♥

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This is it for me. I have become the thing I most feared and most hated about myself. I am a monster now.


I have been traveling a lot lately. It started out with time abroad, trips here and there. I wanted to see the world, and somehow I ended up wanting to experiment with a new way of life. I wanted to see how the others lived, which isn't so bad. I was curious, but mostly I watched from afar, never really partook in their lifestyles although they were usually مزید than welcoming. Most of the vampires I visited were دوستوں of Carlisle's....

“Happy Birthday Edward!” Both Mom and Dad sag together. Today was my seventeenth birthday, they had thrown me a surprise party, well it wasn’t such a surprise anymore. There was a huge cake in the middle of the table, homemade. A couple of presents surrounded the cake, of all shapes and sizes.
“Thanks.” I told them both as Mom came in to give me a hug, and a kiss on the side of my cheek.
“My little Edwards all grown up.” She whispered in my ear. I hugged her back, until she finally released me. Then came Dad, he gave me a strong hug, and then a long look.
“Happy Birthday Son.’...

hi this is edward with a new true love not bella she is not a livejust macking it clear i do not have anythin agenst edward and bella.

for some reasome i felt a pull here to itly and when i saw not defenceav her vampire coming towerds me i didn't feel at all it was a wonder to me why i did not feel defences.


"hello edward"she کہا in a varry atrative voice "my name is casey"i was lost in the sound of her voise but some how i was able to answer"h-how آپ know my name"i asked.she started to laugh.in that instent that i knew that she was the one for me.

"we must find your famly befor they come...

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The love between Carlisle and Esme is unbelieveable. One would think that their endless joy and happiness would rub off on me, but for some reason it only makes me feel worse. I am glad that they have found each other. I would never hold that against them. Yet at the same time, the intensity between them leaves me feeling lonely and even مزید in despair.


I have been traveling in order to keep myself busy. It seems to help keep my mind and body occupied. I have visited many different vampire friends. Most do not live the same lifestyle...