I Remember
© Jennifer
I remember the way it felt
when آپ where on سب, سب سے اوپر of me
It was like آپ controlled me
Your forced yourself in
So I gave up & let آپ win
I remember the way آپ looked at me
when I کہا NO
It was like آپ wanted to دکھائیں آپ were in control
آپ pushed harder
and I tried to say no again
آپ covered my mouth
so I gave up & let آپ win.
I remember the sounds آپ made.
It was like آپ enjoyed it too much to care.
there were other people there
I should of yelled for them
But I was too ashamed; too afraid
they wouldn't believe me
یا say it was my fault
I remember everything آپ did
But don't worry your secrets safe
I'm still afraid.
Nobody will believe me
So I give up and I guess آپ win.
© Jennifer
I remember the way it felt
when آپ where on سب, سب سے اوپر of me
It was like آپ controlled me
Your forced yourself in
So I gave up & let آپ win
I remember the way آپ looked at me
when I کہا NO
It was like آپ wanted to دکھائیں آپ were in control
آپ pushed harder
and I tried to say no again
آپ covered my mouth
so I gave up & let آپ win.
I remember the sounds آپ made.
It was like آپ enjoyed it too much to care.
there were other people there
I should of yelled for them
But I was too ashamed; too afraid
they wouldn't believe me
یا say it was my fault
I remember everything آپ did
But don't worry your secrets safe
I'm still afraid.
Nobody will believe me
So I give up and I guess آپ win.
Sanctuary
Fate has caused me all this pain
Inside I bare these scars
That will not heal
Please help me feel
All the love I was denied
I've tried to find sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise یا will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
This curse inflicted upon my heart
Has gone and left me all alone
No one can justify
The cruelty i've known
Will I ever be the same again?
I've tried to find the sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise یا will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
Is this the answer to all thay is real?
Can pain really be love?
Is life too cruel to feel?
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise یا will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
Fate has caused me all this pain
Inside I bare these scars
That will not heal
Please help me feel
All the love I was denied
I've tried to find sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise یا will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
This curse inflicted upon my heart
Has gone and left me all alone
No one can justify
The cruelty i've known
Will I ever be the same again?
I've tried to find the sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise یا will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
Is this the answer to all thay is real?
Can pain really be love?
Is life too cruel to feel?
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise یا will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me