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Dear Obi,
It has been forever since i seen آپ last. When will آپ come home?
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Dear Lorrain,
I wish i could tell آپ how i feel.
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Dear Obi,
why dont آپ answer me back?
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Dear Lorrain,
Its hard to explain, i dont think i can make آپ understand.
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Dear Obi,
why what is it آپ want to say?
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Dear Lorrain,
I know we were دوستوں but i think i love you.
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PS: Its about a boy who loves his best friend but she doesnt love him back. I know its kind of an awkward thing but its just a beginning and i would like to know what آپ think.

Still I دکھائیں No Pain
© Sarah
I don’t scream
I don’t دکھائیں no fear
I دکھائیں hate

My face was burning
I wanted to die
Pleasure themselves
But torture me
I don’t cry

Not giving them the satisfaction
Smacked around
Beat down
Still I دکھائیں now pain

Harder and Harder
Still I دکھائیں no pain

Cursing
Still I دکھائیں no pain

Inside me
Still I دکھائیں no pain

About 2 hours
Felt like a life time
Everything they hoped for they didn’t get

Until I got home
I cried my eyes out

In the shower
I cried my eyes out

On my bed
I cried my eyes out

Best دوستوں shoulder
I cried my eyes out

When ever I think about it
I cry my eyes out

When someone touches me
I feel it again
Until I’m aware that its someone I love
And I grow comfortable again


Source: Still I دکھائیں No Pain, Rape Poems link

I know it's cheesy, but i have no other way to put it
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آپ see me cry,
آپ see me bleed,
آپ see my hurt,
so why wont آپ talk to me?

آپ see me look at آپ when آپ walk by,
when you're not looking, i sit and cry.

How does it feel,
when the one آپ love,
thinks you're a freak?

You're the person,
that makes me smile,
but also make me sad,
and when آپ smile,
at that other girl,
why does it hurt so bad?

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Tell me, are آپ in love with someone who thinks you're weird? Tell me..... Please, because when he walks سے طرف کی me, I feel like my world is falling apart because he doesnt even like me back :'(

(The Ones I love) My Family


I remember when we first met
And I remember آپ smiling
Can it be true?
That one day
آپ would be my everything

I remember growing up
I remember the laughter that we shared
And remember آپ taught me
to seize the moment
and one دن I will prove to آپ and me

Can't be right
All m life you've been there for me
And I don't know what I'll do
When آپ leave me in the end
But I wish we could just
Stay together forever
But I know that one day
You'll have to leave me all the same

I wonder if آپ know
How much I love you
And beleive that every word is true
You've watched me grow up strong
And I know it might seem wrong
But you've earned your rest
So rest your head and dream for me

Can't be right
All my life you've been there for me
And I don't know what I'll do
When آپ leave me in the end
But I wish we could just
stay together forever
But I know that one دن
You'll leavev me all the same