This دل will start a Riot! in me
Chapter 2
**Josh's POV**
The دکھائیں was finally over, so Hayley and I were walking back to the tour bus.
“Zac and Taylor won't be back for a while.” I کہا trying to break through the silence.
“Um why?”
“Oh uh something about going to find a place around here that sells slushies. A gas station یا something.” I replied.
“Slushies? But it's like 20 degrees out here.” She shivered.
I took of my کوٹ and handed her it. “Here.”
“No, Josh it's ok. I'm the one who forgot my coat. Plus I can't let آپ freeze.” She refused.
“Hayles I'm fine آپ on the other hand...well آپ look like your about to turn into an ice sculpture.”
She smiled. “Alright.” She slipped on my coat.
“So what were آپ saying?”
“Oh, and it's December. Who get's slushies in December?” She murmured in disbelief.
I laughed. “Well they are Zac and Taylor aren't they? I don't really think they care.”
“Yeah.” She laughed.
“So where's Jeremy?” She asked.
“Hanging with some fans.”
“Oh that's really nice of him. I wish I could شامل میں him, but it was a long show. I'm too tired to do much of anything but sleep right now.” She کہا tiredly.
I yawned. “I am tired. I wonder where they get all that energy.” I mused.
Once we were inside I went straight over and climbed into my bunk. Hayley did the same, climbing into her bunk right above mine.
“Night Joshie.” She yawned and turned off her light.
“Night Spongebob.” I joked.
She must be asleep already, because she didn't تبصرہ on that. I turned off my light and drifted to sleep.
My dreams were mostly of Hayley, as were most of my dreams. They were of us, if I ever got enough courage to tell her how I feel about her. I dreamt of how much better my life would be with her as my girlfriend, and maybe even someday as my wife. I dreamt of our wedding. Our whole life together.
I opened my eyes. The clock beside my بستر read 3:21 am, but I needed to talk to Hayley now. After that dream I knew if I waited too long and she moved on, as she has every right to, then I'd miss out on the perfect life.
I started to think this through.
Should I tell her tonight? She's my best friend and I know I can tell her most things, but this? I'm in love with her. Everything about her I love.
The way she smiles when she's excited. The way she can put all her anger, love, یا sadness, whatever emotion she's feeling into a song and make it a hit. They she can think up lyrics at anytime and write them down. I can't even do that. Song writing is just one of the many talents she has.
I love when she comes to wake me up at 2 am just so she can tell me about these really amazing lyrics for a song she just thought of and wrote down. To tell me all about the story behind the song.
But could this one secret ruin our friendship? What if she rejects me? That would certainly put a strain on our friendship.
Before I knew it I was already pulling back the curtain to her bunk.
“Hayles? Are آپ up? I really need to talk to you.” I کہا urgently.
**Hayley's POV**
“Hayles? Are آپ up? I really need to talk to you.” Someone said.
I rubbed my eyes and glanced at the clock. 3:38 am.
I cleared my thoat. “Josh?” I کہا my voice was hoarse from all of the singing I guess.
“Yeah it's me.”
“Ok um sure come in.” I scooted over to make room.
He climbed in beside me and pulled the curtain shut again. I turned on my light.
He turned to me.
“There's something that's been driving me crazy. I feel if I don't tell آپ tonight, right now, then I might explode. Jeremy and the guys are all asleep. I just I don't know exactly how to say this یا how you'll react and I really cherish what we have. Our friendship and I don't want this one thing to mess everything up...and...and” I put my hand over his mouth to shut him up.
“Shh Josh, C'mon your rambling. Just tell me what it is. We're best friends. آپ can tell me what it is.”
He looked into my eyes, and I into his. “Hayley, I'm in love with you. آپ don't have to feel the same way. I just needed آپ to know. And if آپ don't share those feelings back then we can just اقدام on like this never even happened. I won't let this ruin our friendship. And...” To stop him from talking this time I didn't place my hand over his mouth. I stopped him with a kiss
Chapter 2
**Josh's POV**
The دکھائیں was finally over, so Hayley and I were walking back to the tour bus.
“Zac and Taylor won't be back for a while.” I کہا trying to break through the silence.
“Um why?”
“Oh uh something about going to find a place around here that sells slushies. A gas station یا something.” I replied.
“Slushies? But it's like 20 degrees out here.” She shivered.
I took of my کوٹ and handed her it. “Here.”
“No, Josh it's ok. I'm the one who forgot my coat. Plus I can't let آپ freeze.” She refused.
“Hayles I'm fine آپ on the other hand...well آپ look like your about to turn into an ice sculpture.”
She smiled. “Alright.” She slipped on my coat.
“So what were آپ saying?”
“Oh, and it's December. Who get's slushies in December?” She murmured in disbelief.
I laughed. “Well they are Zac and Taylor aren't they? I don't really think they care.”
“Yeah.” She laughed.
“So where's Jeremy?” She asked.
“Hanging with some fans.”
“Oh that's really nice of him. I wish I could شامل میں him, but it was a long show. I'm too tired to do much of anything but sleep right now.” She کہا tiredly.
I yawned. “I am tired. I wonder where they get all that energy.” I mused.
Once we were inside I went straight over and climbed into my bunk. Hayley did the same, climbing into her bunk right above mine.
“Night Joshie.” She yawned and turned off her light.
“Night Spongebob.” I joked.
She must be asleep already, because she didn't تبصرہ on that. I turned off my light and drifted to sleep.
My dreams were mostly of Hayley, as were most of my dreams. They were of us, if I ever got enough courage to tell her how I feel about her. I dreamt of how much better my life would be with her as my girlfriend, and maybe even someday as my wife. I dreamt of our wedding. Our whole life together.
I opened my eyes. The clock beside my بستر read 3:21 am, but I needed to talk to Hayley now. After that dream I knew if I waited too long and she moved on, as she has every right to, then I'd miss out on the perfect life.
I started to think this through.
Should I tell her tonight? She's my best friend and I know I can tell her most things, but this? I'm in love with her. Everything about her I love.
The way she smiles when she's excited. The way she can put all her anger, love, یا sadness, whatever emotion she's feeling into a song and make it a hit. They she can think up lyrics at anytime and write them down. I can't even do that. Song writing is just one of the many talents she has.
I love when she comes to wake me up at 2 am just so she can tell me about these really amazing lyrics for a song she just thought of and wrote down. To tell me all about the story behind the song.
But could this one secret ruin our friendship? What if she rejects me? That would certainly put a strain on our friendship.
Before I knew it I was already pulling back the curtain to her bunk.
“Hayles? Are آپ up? I really need to talk to you.” I کہا urgently.
**Hayley's POV**
“Hayles? Are آپ up? I really need to talk to you.” Someone said.
I rubbed my eyes and glanced at the clock. 3:38 am.
I cleared my thoat. “Josh?” I کہا my voice was hoarse from all of the singing I guess.
“Yeah it's me.”
“Ok um sure come in.” I scooted over to make room.
He climbed in beside me and pulled the curtain shut again. I turned on my light.
He turned to me.
“There's something that's been driving me crazy. I feel if I don't tell آپ tonight, right now, then I might explode. Jeremy and the guys are all asleep. I just I don't know exactly how to say this یا how you'll react and I really cherish what we have. Our friendship and I don't want this one thing to mess everything up...and...and” I put my hand over his mouth to shut him up.
“Shh Josh, C'mon your rambling. Just tell me what it is. We're best friends. آپ can tell me what it is.”
He looked into my eyes, and I into his. “Hayley, I'm in love with you. آپ don't have to feel the same way. I just needed آپ to know. And if آپ don't share those feelings back then we can just اقدام on like this never even happened. I won't let this ruin our friendship. And...” To stop him from talking this time I didn't place my hand over his mouth. I stopped him with a kiss