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I could be golden
I could be glowing
I could be freedom
But that could be boring
Sometimes I feel this is too scary to be true
I sabotage myself for fear of losing you

Fear Of Bliss

It was a bad idea. Tremendously so - she reasoned, sipping her coffee, drowning in guilt, smelling him on her and missing the sight of him. He was gone - some walk of shame at the break of dawn, she imagined. Convenient.

Like most things in her life, her story with him was a complete, sudden mess - like a tornado had swept off a house and let it crash on her head - and yet, yet it had been slow (achingly so), a self-finding/self-losing...

ارے there Hulies!

Well...I have had a lot of pent up Huli feelings that I haven't been able to do anything with. i decided to go ahead and create something a little different. As usual, I ran this سے طرف کی my dearest Bea to check for me. She approves so here is my first chapter of my new Huli FF. It's a fairytale. This is a really different concept for me and for this in general. I hope that آپ like it. Like I say, it is very different.


Moon Glow
A Huli Fairy Tale



Once upon a time in a small village سے طرف کی the sea, lived two sisters. One was named Mavis and the other was named Melvina. They were both witches...

ارے how y'all doin'! I'm not much of a writer, I can write stories with made up characters but I cannot find myself writing a story about two peope who actually exist...as much as I want to it ain't in me but that hasn't stopped me from being a Huli! Below is an مضمون I found not long after the season 6 finale aired. It's a little Huli and Huddy in one. And I hope not many people have read this because then I'll feel like an idiot for posting it! But enjoy anyways :)

Lisa Edelstein wants House romance
Sunday, 23 May 2010

Lisa Edelstein thinks it's time House lead characters Dr Gregory House...

Is this a quick update یا what?;) Thanks for your reviews!

‘Mmmm’, Lisa almost moaned as she took another bite of her curry. Hugh smiled, ‘You want me to leave آپ two alone for a minute?’ Lisa smirked, ‘It’s just so good, I could eat this every day.’ ‘Well than maybe we can come back here another time, like one of our Thursday nights.’ Lisa nodded and smiled, she was happy that he apparently still wanted to spend his Thursday nights with her. She had been a little scared that if he got a girlfriend they couldn’t do that anymore. ‘Is your سالن, کوٹنا good too?’, Lisa smiled....

Previously on Just Friends...

Without warning, Lisa jumped up and grabbed at the nearest cupboard, and Hugh reached one long arm out and circled her waist, pulling her back in the direction of the table. Lisa’s hip hit the counter, and before anyone could realize what was happening, she had lost her balance and fell, spinning 180 degrees and landing in Hugh’s lap across from where she’d been sitting.
    “I told you,” he whispered in her ear as she started giggling. “No مزید ٹوسٹ for you!”


~*~*~

    “You know I always thought of آپ as a...

Enjoy....!

‘So ehm… how are we going to..?’, Lisa asked as Hugh was driving them. ‘Uhm... how about…’, Hugh started but Lisa already sighed. ‘This is going to be such a disaster.’ ‘O, come on honey… what are they going to do?’ ‘Well they either drop dead themselves our they kill us, either way there is going to be a bodycount…’ Hugh smirked at her comment, ‘Try to not let them get to آپ to much… I mean… what’s so crazy about it? We’re going to the Emmy’s like a family, why shouldn’t we?’ Lisa wanted to give him an angry and confused تبصرہ but...

ارے everyone! I just want to say that I left this spot for a while b/c I stopped believing, but than my unconscience didn't agree with me, so here I am again. This is going to be a very short multi-chap, مزید like a one-shot تقسیم, الگ کریں in pieces (simply b/c I don't have the time to write more). Don't expect to much from it, just well... enjoy

Lisa heard her phone ring and immediately panicked as in all the chaos of this afternoon she couldn’t remember where she put it. She was trying to hear where the sound was coming from, but with Eileen on her arm that wasn’t the easiest thing.

‘Hey…’,...

((Here´s next...a little sugar for u guys! Thanx for the تبصرے and reviews....LOVE U ALL!!! p.s.-if آپ don´t like smut, don´t read! XD
Hope آپ like it anyways....enjoy))


Hugh watched her going back into the House. He smirked lightly and was sure that this would be a fun game. But at the same time he was very unsure about his اگلے move. “What if she doesn´t want him to flirt with her? What if she felt bothered سے طرف کی him یا his actions? What if? Oooh Man!”, he thought سے طرف کی himself as he saw Lisa coming back to the patio only wearing a very short bikini.
L: It´s damn hot today, isn´t it?...

Yeah yeah I know...I'm late with the Valentine fics but whatever. LOL Short Huli fic…Oh and just so آپ know, Hugh is divorced in this fic. Lol.

February 14. Such a دن for love, gifts, and just spending time with the one آپ want to see…. Well maybe to some. For Lisa it was a دن for sulking in depression at the thought of another romantic دن spent alone. It was 9 am already and she hadn’t done anything special. After yoga she fed her animals, had a چکوترا and cereal, and was now watching reruns of Project Runway. She had tried not to think about the whole meaning of today, afraid...

Oki, here i am..back again. Sooooooo SORRY for that f***ing loooong time. First a little backflash and then here we go.....hope you´ll guys enjoy it! Thanx and love XDD
**special thanx to WIZ13***


BACKFLASH:
(Jo visited Lisa, she asked Lisa about her feelings for Hugh and about that sperm-donation they´re planning together. Lisa hide her true feelings of course. Jo left her very angry and truly disbelieving.)


As Jo arrived at their L.A.- ہوم she found Hugh sitting in the livingroom. He was shocked to saw his wife standing around him. Then he got a little pissed off why she didn´t tell him to...

January 2, 2010
It was three o'clock in the morning in London and Hugh was flying off to Los Angeles.
"Are آپ excited dad?" کہا Rebecca.
"A little, why?" Replied Hugh.
"It was just a سوال ... what will آپ do with Lisa?"
"I dunno ... sooner یا later she will find out about my divorce"
"Don't آپ gonna tell her?!"
"I dunno, I guess so!"
"So? What will آپ do? ... going to say what آپ feel for her? "
"I dunno ... let time decide"
"Let time decide! Dad, you've been hiding your feelings 6 years for that woman! And آپ want time to decide?! You'll wait another 6 years یا what?! "
"Rebecca,...

I have no idea how many chapters I am going with this. Just a little fun in light of the حالیہ pictures and ویڈیوز that have kept us so entertained this past week. I hope آپ all enjoy.



Shooting had just ended for the cast of House in preparation for the People’s Choice Awards that night. Lisa Edelstein was getting her last منٹ hair and make up touches done before jumping in the limo and heading to the awards ceremony. Olivia sat اگلے to her getting primped as well.
“So how is your ankle?” Olivia asked.
“Not bad but I have to wear flats. They found some cute ones so I should be ok.”...

Have been almost 6 years since the serie began, they have won over 20 awards for best series, best actor, best director, etc., but none of that can express what Hugh has for a special person.
His relationship with his wife has not been the same since he lives in Los Angeles, یا perhaps before, he still loves his wife but he loves her only because she is the mother of his children, he had already cheated once his wife, he didn't want that to happen again, but it was difficult to fight with this feeling that he has hidden for almost 6 years, this feeling that has cost so much to accept.
One and...

Ok.... this spot... is getting SO crowded with FF XDDDDD
I bet آپ didn't even read chapter 21 XD (link )
Anyway...
Here comes chapter 22, and I really... really had a hard time writing this...
It was too painful...
But sometimes, آپ just have to do it.
So, I hope you'll like this... where I'm taking this...
And... I hope آپ haven't lost interest...
If آپ did... That means Hilly will NEVER ever EVER write a long fanfic...
This long, anyway...
So...
Here it is...


Chapter 22: The فہرست

Three weeks later

A breeze caressed the گھاس with every contact the two made. Hugh watched the گھاس shift under the...

ارے sinners! This is just a little one shot(maybe a little long), hope آپ like it anyway! Hopefully it´s not too boring at all! Enjoy, rate ánd review! Love u all!!! :))
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Dear Hugh,
hope you´re fine. Happy New to آپ and your family btw. Well, i miss you! L.A. is just boring without you. اگلے week we start shooting again. Oh, and...my sister is pregnant! She told us at Christmas Eve. I´m sooo glad that she and Todd will be parents soon. New Years Eve i spent with Michael, Robert and his family in Aspen. We laughed a lot and had much fun! Greatings...

I have NEVER written a Huli پرستار fiction and in fact, I feel semi evil for writing this.(muhahaha)
I wrote this just for fun, so it isn't accurate سے طرف کی any means. The song lyrics are to be credited to the original writers of the songs. I won't فہرست them all here, but they can be googled. Hope آپ enjoy this little one time shot.
; ) Belle

It was New Year’s Eve and Lisa had a number of parties to pick from. At all of them she could have easily found a fine specimen of manhood to lift her spirits. She tossed the idea around in her mind of which one to go to, but the مزید she thought about it, the...

I decided to go through with this whole story today. Since this is my Christmas gift for you, I wouldn't want to keep آپ waiting :)

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[Later] The mood was buzzing, everyone was joking and having a grand time. The سوفی, لٹانا corner Hugh, Greg and Robert had occupied earlier was beginning to develop into the hot-spot of the lobby.

Lisa: I need something to drink. Anyone want me to bring something?

Hugh: I'll شامل میں you. Wouldn't wanna risk to sober up too quickly, right? (he grins)

This elicited an eye-rolling from Lisa and she grabbed him at the cuffs to...

In which Hugh discovers his manliness in مزید ways than one...
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Monday, Dec 14, 8.00 p.m.
The lobby of the Princeton Plainsboro Teaching Hospital looked as if Santa Claus himself had taken care of the decoration and دیا it the full treatment: Fake snow on the walls, Christmas trees, candles, advent wreaths and an obscene number of light strings that illuminated the setting and set it into a beautiful, soft glow. David and Katie had hired a jazz combo and they were already engrossing the small stage that centered the lobby where usually fake clinic...

ارے guys... So so sorry for late update.. As آپ know, I'm not feeling too good these days :/
The only thing that's keeping me (somewhat XD) cheerful is fanfics and آپ guys :D
And, yeah... I'm back to being a bitch... what can I do?
*sigh*
Thank you, as always, for your lovely reviews :)


Chapter 12: Let me change...

Three hours later

Hugh was pacing through the hallway in front of Lisa's room in the hospital. The kids were sitting on the bench near the door. This all resembled the terrible night Hugh had gotten a phone call, the one that had changed his life dramatically.
This, was possibly even...