I know, random post.
But this is the only place where I know I can write and express myself without them seeing it and well, lets face it, anyone I know see it.

I'm so scared, I am so fucking scared that he's forgotton about me already. I was just a fling that made me feel so good and happy.
Man, I had never been so happy,I couldn't escape from the smiles I had when he spoke and when he kissed.
I need him, I can't برداشت, ریچھ it when he's gone, یا when I can't see him. I toss and turn and fidgit when he doesn't text back یا talk back to me.
I feel this weight on my chess, I'm alone, thinking about him....