But it's not really what I have anymore.

I just have a few close friends.

I've had both over the years and trust me this feels so much better! Whether they are 4 or just 1 it just feels a little bit more about you than it feels when there are 15!

I used to have more close friends in the past but then I realized they weren't really that close to me.
Now my close friends are like 4/5 and the others are just people i hang out but nothing compares with the way your close friends make you feel ;)

My 'close friends' are not that close so :/

I've never had that many friends, but I'm close to the ones I do have.

I used to have many more friends in high school but leaving it for college made me realize that most of them weren't really my friend. So sure I like to hang out or party with them sometimes but I'd rather have my closest friends meaning my 3 favorites <3