Have آپ ever been in love with someone so deeply that once your دل was broken it was hard to turn back to the person آپ were?

Around this time last year, I had found out that my ex-boyfriend had played me for the four years that I've been with him. How did I find out?....through his fiancee on the internet.To make it even worse, he neglected to say that he was living with her then again what can آپ expect from a total jerk. The four years that I've been with this guy of course I thought he was Mr. Right, but never knew that the whole entire time he was breaking my heart. He کہا all those things that us girls love to hear. The thing that got me was he sounded do sincere about it that everytime he was say that he's love me, for example, I felt all warm inside. I've been broken hearted for almost a سال and I will be for a long time coming. Since that has happened, I feel مزید insecure about guys than I ever was before.