First Boyfriend??

No. It's always awkward when people are making آپ do stuff. When I held hands with my boyfriend for the first time it was because of a pushy friend. And we'd been dating two days and didn't see each other very often so it was like we were still just friends. People are going to be pushy. The best way to avoide them is just do what they say and ignore the "you guys are so cute!" that will surely come after آپ comply. Whatever آپ do though, don't let anyone pressure آپ into kissing him. If آپ want to, it's your desicion. Nobody else should be able to have a say in it.

I'm really sorry this is happening to آپ though. But it's not because he's your first boyfriend. Situations like that will always be awkward.

Best of luck :)

No, it's not because he's your first boyfriend. When u have ur 1st date, it can get a little awkward, especially if ur his 1st girlfriend as well. When that happens, u should always go smoothly with ur boyfriend. Nobody should pressure though to do anything u guys feel uncomfortable doing. Even if they r ur friends. Talk 2 them and tell them how u feel. And if it's really getting awkward between your boyfriend, talk 2 him. Everything'll be fine.