I'm sad most of the time??

theres this guy whose liked me since last سال nd i guess ive been flirting with him without knowing nd like he tyold me ha liked me and i realized that i liked him too so i told him i did and like were not going out but he kisses me on the lips when were alone. and i really like him and he really likes me and theress this guy at my church who ive liked for 2 years and he told me he liked me and we went out but then when i told the other guy im not single anymore he got really sad ans i told him from the begining that i didnt wana get close and he understood. but he got really sad then a week l8r i realized that i dont like the guy at my church so i broke up with him then i told the guy at my skool that and i told him we can be together, but he told me the sadest news.... he got back together with his x gf, the girl who left him for another guy!! i realized i made a big mistake, but for some reason he still likes me.....heck he told me he LOVES ME!! nd he still kissed me when werew alone and we both know its wrong and for him its cheating but he doesnt care..... now ppl are getting the wrong idea about us... thinking were going out and stuff and his gf is jealous of me but.... i dont like her cause "I" get jealous of her for hanging out with him and hugging him even tho there going out but for some reason he wont break up with her :,(
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