I'm so confused. I'm in love with an older man. I'm 14 and he is 18, I've had a cruch on him 4 2 years an he is one of my brothers good friend. I'm always thinking of him and he is always hitting me. That's sounds dumb right? But I really really really do love him. But I seriously can't tell him because I'm shy around him. I'm afraid if I don't tell him I'll regret it and wonder what if, but what if I do tell him and he laughs? I understand that he IS older and he could find prettier girls his age and it's, like, risky. But I dint no what to do, please some1 help me!!!
I’ve waited so long
For everyone to realize
That my دل ain’t a toy آپ can play with
My دل ain’t the best toy to break
I’ve wanted so long for آپ to turn the light on
To realize that all آپ need is me
To see my through the darkest of nights
To be with me forever
Is all آپ really need
Such long nights alone
In the darkness I lay
Thinking about آپ
And I hope your thinking bout me too
Such great silence
Such great mystery
I’m all آپ need
All آپ want
All آپ need is me
For everyone to realize
That my دل ain’t a toy آپ can play with
My دل ain’t the best toy to break
I’ve wanted so long for آپ to turn the light on
To realize that all آپ need is me
To see my through the darkest of nights
To be with me forever
Is all آپ really need
Such long nights alone
In the darkness I lay
Thinking about آپ
And I hope your thinking bout me too
Such great silence
Such great mystery
I’m all آپ need
All آپ want
All آپ need is me