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it was a سال پہلے an after 2 really bad relationships (on here) I was done ready to give I کہا my goodbyes I had my bottle of pain pills and pepis ready to end my life at ہوم I was going through abuse I was covered in bruises I figured my life wasn't worth living so I was done the night before I was ready to take my life I checked my fanpop دیوار and there was one post that کہا *im wounded* so I checked it this user had been dumped lied to hurt just like I had been I had never talked to this user before but now I was on his دیوار posting a *what happened ans how can I help* a few posts back...

He stares at آپ a lot- He hits آپ a lot(playfully)- He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you- He yelled, "HI"to your mom that دن she picked آپ up from schoo- He blew off his buds to go see "Brown Sugar" with آپ cuz آپ couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone- He tries to make آپ laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process- His voice gets softer when ever آپ two talk-You hung up on him. He called آپ back- آپ where invited سے طرف کی him to a group outin- He called آپ to talk about nothing at all.- He imitates your laugh Which...

Poem-
Love is patient
Love is kind
Love is psycho
Plays with your mind.
I still need you
And آپ need me too.
Mea Culpa, Mea Maxima Culpa.
My fault, my grievous fault.
When you're hurt
By my hand
It's Mea Culpa, Mea Maxima Culpa.
To love is to destroy.
It's a contradiction.
When I've tried my hardest to keep آپ safe
Shield آپ from the world outside
I try to kill those who breathe on you
I feel apathy.
You're warmth on my skin
Chills me within, I push آپ away
I run away from you, my fears of losing you
Overcome my love for you
Cut myself, dreams of آپ deteriorating slowly kill me
Driving me insane
You ask of...

Main characters: 
Kerry- 14 
Dillon- 16

Other characters:
Parker- Kerry's little brother, Travis and Lukas's best friend- 10

Trevor- Dillon's little brother- 13

Lukas- Dillon's little brother, Travis and Parker's best friend- 10

Will- Dillon's little brother- 7

Lucy- Kerry and Dillon's neighbor, Sam and Travis's little sister- 9

Sam- Lucy and Travis's older brother, Kerry's best friend- 14

Travis- Lucy's older brother, Sam's little brother, Parker and Lukas's best friend- 10

(this whole story is in Kerry's POV)
Chapter 1
     I picked up the phone and called Sam. Sam has been my best friend since third...