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posted by s3ptamber
Backwards leaving
Barely beating
Stupid reasons
Useless feelings
I wasn't that surprised (its always part of my)
Awkward attempts to stay gone

I remain unknown

[Chorus:]
Im bleeding where I bled
Im hiding where I hid
Im entertained in sicker things
And everybody said
Im burning out instead
The softer side of unbearable

Feel castrated
Complicated
Mind mistreated
I wasn't that prepared (I wasn't that aware)
Just wanted to disappear

I remain unknown

[Chorus]

Come Around, coming down
Giving a frown, to the sound
When I hit ground
I the way that I say
When I know that I don't give a fcuk
about it anyway
Stay awake, Feeling cold and tired

Resignation - life's forsaken
I should have thought ahead

And I remain unknown

[Chorus]

I'm sicker than I thought
I'm fighting what I fought
I'm right back where I started from
Backwards leaving, Barely beating
posted by s3ptamber
And I wondered why آپ came for all this after so long
When it ripped into آپ like the son آپ never were
And I don't think this is what آپ wanted now

It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put آپ here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)

And I wondered why آپ never doubted getting there
(so far from here)
When it pulls آپ down and throws آپ over, waiting there
Why do آپ always end up right back here

It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put آپ here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)

آپ always end up here
آپ always end up here
آپ always end up
posted by s3ptamber
From the scrapes and bruises
To the familiar abuses
I'll kick and scream but it never changed anything

I could spill my guts out
Wearing my best little girl pout
And I almost missed it
But nobody کہا that this was gonna be easy

This is not the man I hoped to be
And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding
I don't know how to word it
I just started to deserve it
And all my, all my faces are alibis
And me, I'm half the man I wanted to be

Most times it all comes out wrong
I don't know the words but I'll hum along
There's nothing famillar here anymore
to anyone یا anything left to feel alive

And I still taste that...
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posted by s3ptamber
All the concrete words around here
I'm the bad seed, I think I swallowed it whole
You're the compromise that never falls through
Never left behind on the break down

A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before
A hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door
With nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore
The apathy that always leads me

All the broken hearts that hang around here
All the sick things that make آپ pull out your hair
All the bad dreams, all the nightmares
All the avarice that's always sticking it in

A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before...
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posted by s3ptamber
I never took آپ for a trick but sometimes I don't know what آپ want
I can take it if آپ need to take this out on someone

That little کتیا, کتيا with her head held so high
talking shit when I cut myself so I could feel something I know is not a lie

That one stings a little
I'm always in the middle
I don't expect but try me
And آپ will always find me here
This is where I scream from

You can take it all away and I'll miss
There's a little bit of آپ in all this
And آپ can say آپ only think آپ know, yeah
Please, there's a better bit of me to see yet
Cause آپ haven't seen any of my best
You know I hate myself...
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posted by s3ptamber
This might sting a bit
You got here just in time to see everything fall apart
I'm not upset at all
But it's sad to see that everybody knows
That I've been down in here before and maybe I could want it more
I know I never tried to stop I never try

[Chorus]
Shut your mouth and hey
So what's one مزید excuse, guess
I just like the abuse
Dizzied up in my never try vertigo
They're calling out for blood, guess it's just understood
Said we'd always try, as long as
I just don't do

Disappointed
And no one thought that this would be me and my everything
Is this pound of flesh enough
And I'll cut away until آپ say enough...
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posted by s3ptamber
Did I let آپ down to get that sound
And break my knees to get release
And آپ needed some just to take آپ from
And I hit آپ more
Is your face still sore?

Sorry but I tried
It was never mine
And I can still pretend
I guess it all depends
I'm still a little crazy all the time
But I still try to hide it
That's still mine

Try a little more
a little more
a little more
They slap آپ like a bitch
and آپ take it like a whore

What a cheap perfume
I hate this room
So testify
But I still tried
And آپ need that stamp
Little handshake tramp
And آپ hit me more
And my face is still sore

Sorry but I tried
It was never mine
And...
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posted by marydestinyhart
Ever After-

Once upon a time
I used to romanticize
Used to be somebody, never mind
I don't miss it that much now
I think it's sinking in
The days that I wonder where I've been
And picture perfect porcelain
But I won't lose a pound

pre chorus-
You say I will make a better liar
And never face the موسیقی when it's dire
And I breathed it, disaster, ever after
Don't pull away from me now

chorus-
Don't آپ move
Can't آپ stay where آپ are, just for now
I could be your perfect disaster
You could be my ever after
You could be my ever after, after all
I could be your perfect disaster
You could be me ever after
[ Lyrics...
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posted by s3ptamber
I felt it turn to come and go
don't worry no one ever knows
I don't know why it just won't die
It breaks me in to stay alive
I know it hurt a lot like you
C'mon I know that آپ felt it too

It hurts the same and that's ok
I never liked him anyway
I know

It seems so long since I've been gone
I got so used to just hanging on
I feel so wrong
I don't belong
I got so used to just hanging on

I'm used to starving out instead
It's easier than fakign it
Sometimes it hurts but
That's no worsethan all those times
I guess it works
I know they walked away with a piece of me

The مزید I bruise from laying low
I walk around liek I'm alive again
But I know it's just not the same

Shut up
I'm sorry I broke it all
I don't know why it just won't die
And I'm fading
posted by s3ptamber
Tear those pictures off the wall
I don't think I will need them all again
I think the problem here is there's nothing wrong
I guess that I can coast along for now

Little bit, little more, There's something missing
I'm missing the point I did before

I'm sorry that I'm always the one to let آپ down again
And I feel so ashamed
It should have been easy
(I feel so low)
And I want آپ to know
That I won't let go again
(I feel so low)

You were the first to knock me down
In a way I guess we're even now
And I know I only used that first to justify
But maybe that's not just a lie
who knows

Little bit, little more, There's...
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posted by s3ptamber
Stop dragging around
I think that somebody knows
(turn it up, turn it up)
I think that somebody knows
(turn it up, turn it up)
So they can watch me explode
Another piece of me is gone again

I don't want آپ to go
but I already know
(turn it up, turn it up)
Yeah, I already know
(turn it up, turn it up)
It's probably better to go
And آپ can leave if it's easier

Lost and useless
no مزید bruises
I'll burn this place down
Don't make no sound

September won't آپ bring me some rain again?
This sun is melting my skin
And I would give آپ anything to feel something else

September falls away 'till I'm broken
I just hate...
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