Well just think, why do I love him, when did I start to love, where has the love gone, and sould I love him now? That love آپ have for him is still there with آپ and آپ know that it is. Also think of the ویڈیوز and all that, thinks ofhow they make آپ laugh and smile, they make آپ do that because of your love for that caring man. Read this
link It may make آپ cry, but if آپ do, like me, it made me realize how much I love and care of him and his family. Read it آپ may just find the same love آپ had him before, with the pain آپ feel for his family.
God bless you