MICHAEL’S PRIDE AND JOY
I’m about to give آپ an in depth view of each dream that I have. I do not know why I have the dreams that I have. They seem so real that I just cannot wait to tell آپ about them in full detail. All of the dreams that I have, happen to be about me being Michael Jackson’s child. The dreams that I have being from my birth to adolescence. Before I start telling آپ about my long dreams let me fill آپ in on a few things. In my dreams I was born as Michael Jackson’s 1st child to Debbie Rowe and Michael Jackson. My name in the dreams is Alanna Michael Jackson, let’s start.
The setting is March 15, 1994 the دن that I was born. I was born in a dark hospital room lit سے طرف کی just one lamp. Michael yelled “Here she comes Debbie!” With one مزید hard push I was welcomed into the world. I was rushed to the NICU; not even letting my father cut the cord. He looked worried with tears coming from his eyes. They did tests on me a number of times before letting my dad see me. Before he was let in to see me the doctors told him that I had Cerebral Palsy. He was told that I may not ever be able walk, but that I will live a normal life. As he walked into my hospital room he sat اگلے to my incubator. He stroked my head and I smiled with my newborn lips. He acted like a father from the start. While at the hospital he would ask if he could feed me یا change me, the nurses were pretty much out of a job when my dad was there, and he was always there.
HOMEWARD BOUND
March 19. I was let out of the hospital, I remember that دن like it was yesterday. Daddy was so happy packing up my stuff. Debbie had left the hospital days ago. Something tells me she will not play a big role in my life. Daddy put me in a car seat, he gave hugs and autographs and lots of thanks. Once we left those doors it was crazy. Helicopters and news reporters were everywhere. Daddy tried to keep me from the flashes. When we got to the limo daddy opened the door, someone کہا “Michael, how آپ like being a father?” Daddy replied “I love it”. Finally we were in the limo; daddy was trying to calm me down because I was crying. It was a 20 منٹ drive to my new ہوم Neverland Ranch. When we started down the long driveway I looked at the animals like, lion’s, bears and stuff like that, it was so cool. Once we got inside daddy kissed me on the forehead and put me in my baby swing. The house was just so calm I fell asleep.
LAYING DOWN THE LAW
Jan 1, 1996. I woke up and yelled, “Daddy I’m up”. He ran up the stairs. He lifted me up and out of my پالنے, پالنا and gave me a kiss, and then he changed me. The 1st thing I wanted to do was watch toy story for the 100th time. Daddy کہا “Let’s watch Pocahontas instead of Toy Story”. I was on his lap at the time; I hit him across his face. He کہا in very stern voice, “No آپ do not hit daddy; آپ sit in time out for 2 minutes”. About 2 سیکنڈ in to my time out I said, “I’m sorry daddy.” He looked at me and said, “O.K. but آپ still need to sit there.” After my time, out daddy knelt down to my level. He said, “Do آپ know why I put آپ in time out Alanna?” I said, “Because I hit you”. He said, “That is right.” “I’m sorry daddy” I said. “It’s ok, do not do it anymore because it gives me boo boos.” I had never seen my daddy lay down the law till now.
OUT TO PROVE THEM WRONG
Jan 5, 1996. I was still on my Toy Story kick. I am telling آپ that I must have broken the strings on at least 20 Woody dolls. Even though we had maids to clean my room daddy wanted to try and have me do it. The maid’s argued with daddy. They کہا that I was too young to clean my own room. Daddy was out to prove them wrong. When I got up from my nap daddy took me out of my پالنے, پالنا and said, “Why don’t we clean your room for a little while.” I کہا “No daddy no”. He کہا “Just for a little bit.” I said, “No dada” in the sweetest voice possible, and with maybe a bit of a wine. ” I’ll help you. “He کہا with a smile on his face. He scooped me up in his arms and کہا “What آپ think.” I کہا “Ok daddy.” I rapped my arms around daddy and rested my head on his shoulder. I whispered, “I love آپ daddy”, he whispered back “I love آپ more.” Daddy carried me to the huge باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ where one of the maid was. He کہا to her, “Guess what Alanna and I are going to do?” She looked at him puzzled. Daddy کہا with a gleam in his eyes and a smile on his face, “We are going to clean Alanna’s bedroom.” The maid’s mouth dropped as daddy walked into my room with me in his arms. When we got into my room daddy said, “Wow look at this mess!!” There were tons of Toy Story dolls everywhere. I must have every character from Toy Story. When we were cleaning daddy would pick out a character and ask me who it was. I would say, “Buzz, Woody, and Rex. I did مزید playing than cleaning, but ارے I was not even 2 yet. It took an گھنٹہ but we, یا should i say, daddy, was done.
DAD TO THE RESCUE
January 29, 1996. It was رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا time, and daddy told the chef to make me macaroni and cheese. When our رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا was brought out to us, I dug right in. Daddy asked if it was good, I did not answer him because I was chocking. Daddy said, “Are آپ ok?” When he realized that i was chocking he jumped from his نشست and ran over to me. He opened my mouth and pulled the food out. He took me out of my highchair and wrapped me in his arms. Daddy said, “Are آپ alright?” I shook my head yes and started to cry. Daddy said, “Oh thank god. Then he کہا “shhhhhh, it is ok, shhhh”. He started singing to me. I fell fast asleep in his arms. Daddy brought me to my room and laid me down. He slept in the rocking chair اگلے to my crib.
(If آپ are wondering why Lisa is not my mother in my dreams, here’s why. In my dreams back when Michael and Lisa did the Diane sawyer interview, Lisa and Michael announced that they had been تقسیم, الگ کریں up for 5 months because Michael wanted children and Lisa did not want any مزید children. Lisa کہا she wanted Michael to be happy and that is why they got divorced. In those 5 months Michael met Debbie Rowe and they conceived me.
I’m about to give آپ an in depth view of each dream that I have. I do not know why I have the dreams that I have. They seem so real that I just cannot wait to tell آپ about them in full detail. All of the dreams that I have, happen to be about me being Michael Jackson’s child. The dreams that I have being from my birth to adolescence. Before I start telling آپ about my long dreams let me fill آپ in on a few things. In my dreams I was born as Michael Jackson’s 1st child to Debbie Rowe and Michael Jackson. My name in the dreams is Alanna Michael Jackson, let’s start.
The setting is March 15, 1994 the دن that I was born. I was born in a dark hospital room lit سے طرف کی just one lamp. Michael yelled “Here she comes Debbie!” With one مزید hard push I was welcomed into the world. I was rushed to the NICU; not even letting my father cut the cord. He looked worried with tears coming from his eyes. They did tests on me a number of times before letting my dad see me. Before he was let in to see me the doctors told him that I had Cerebral Palsy. He was told that I may not ever be able walk, but that I will live a normal life. As he walked into my hospital room he sat اگلے to my incubator. He stroked my head and I smiled with my newborn lips. He acted like a father from the start. While at the hospital he would ask if he could feed me یا change me, the nurses were pretty much out of a job when my dad was there, and he was always there.
HOMEWARD BOUND
March 19. I was let out of the hospital, I remember that دن like it was yesterday. Daddy was so happy packing up my stuff. Debbie had left the hospital days ago. Something tells me she will not play a big role in my life. Daddy put me in a car seat, he gave hugs and autographs and lots of thanks. Once we left those doors it was crazy. Helicopters and news reporters were everywhere. Daddy tried to keep me from the flashes. When we got to the limo daddy opened the door, someone کہا “Michael, how آپ like being a father?” Daddy replied “I love it”. Finally we were in the limo; daddy was trying to calm me down because I was crying. It was a 20 منٹ drive to my new ہوم Neverland Ranch. When we started down the long driveway I looked at the animals like, lion’s, bears and stuff like that, it was so cool. Once we got inside daddy kissed me on the forehead and put me in my baby swing. The house was just so calm I fell asleep.
LAYING DOWN THE LAW
Jan 1, 1996. I woke up and yelled, “Daddy I’m up”. He ran up the stairs. He lifted me up and out of my پالنے, پالنا and gave me a kiss, and then he changed me. The 1st thing I wanted to do was watch toy story for the 100th time. Daddy کہا “Let’s watch Pocahontas instead of Toy Story”. I was on his lap at the time; I hit him across his face. He کہا in very stern voice, “No آپ do not hit daddy; آپ sit in time out for 2 minutes”. About 2 سیکنڈ in to my time out I said, “I’m sorry daddy.” He looked at me and said, “O.K. but آپ still need to sit there.” After my time, out daddy knelt down to my level. He said, “Do آپ know why I put آپ in time out Alanna?” I said, “Because I hit you”. He said, “That is right.” “I’m sorry daddy” I said. “It’s ok, do not do it anymore because it gives me boo boos.” I had never seen my daddy lay down the law till now.
OUT TO PROVE THEM WRONG
Jan 5, 1996. I was still on my Toy Story kick. I am telling آپ that I must have broken the strings on at least 20 Woody dolls. Even though we had maids to clean my room daddy wanted to try and have me do it. The maid’s argued with daddy. They کہا that I was too young to clean my own room. Daddy was out to prove them wrong. When I got up from my nap daddy took me out of my پالنے, پالنا and said, “Why don’t we clean your room for a little while.” I کہا “No daddy no”. He کہا “Just for a little bit.” I said, “No dada” in the sweetest voice possible, and with maybe a bit of a wine. ” I’ll help you. “He کہا with a smile on his face. He scooped me up in his arms and کہا “What آپ think.” I کہا “Ok daddy.” I rapped my arms around daddy and rested my head on his shoulder. I whispered, “I love آپ daddy”, he whispered back “I love آپ more.” Daddy carried me to the huge باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ where one of the maid was. He کہا to her, “Guess what Alanna and I are going to do?” She looked at him puzzled. Daddy کہا with a gleam in his eyes and a smile on his face, “We are going to clean Alanna’s bedroom.” The maid’s mouth dropped as daddy walked into my room with me in his arms. When we got into my room daddy said, “Wow look at this mess!!” There were tons of Toy Story dolls everywhere. I must have every character from Toy Story. When we were cleaning daddy would pick out a character and ask me who it was. I would say, “Buzz, Woody, and Rex. I did مزید playing than cleaning, but ارے I was not even 2 yet. It took an گھنٹہ but we, یا should i say, daddy, was done.
DAD TO THE RESCUE
January 29, 1996. It was رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا time, and daddy told the chef to make me macaroni and cheese. When our رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا was brought out to us, I dug right in. Daddy asked if it was good, I did not answer him because I was chocking. Daddy said, “Are آپ ok?” When he realized that i was chocking he jumped from his نشست and ran over to me. He opened my mouth and pulled the food out. He took me out of my highchair and wrapped me in his arms. Daddy said, “Are آپ alright?” I shook my head yes and started to cry. Daddy said, “Oh thank god. Then he کہا “shhhhhh, it is ok, shhhh”. He started singing to me. I fell fast asleep in his arms. Daddy brought me to my room and laid me down. He slept in the rocking chair اگلے to my crib.
(If آپ are wondering why Lisa is not my mother in my dreams, here’s why. In my dreams back when Michael and Lisa did the Diane sawyer interview, Lisa and Michael announced that they had been تقسیم, الگ کریں up for 5 months because Michael wanted children and Lisa did not want any مزید children. Lisa کہا she wanted Michael to be happy and that is why they got divorced. In those 5 months Michael met Debbie Rowe and they conceived me.
She’s from a world
Of پاپ کارن, پوپکارن and candy
ٹٹو rides for a dime
Little children laughing
I’m from a world
Of disappointments and confusions
But I want her to be mine
I started talking
She kept on walking
She disappeared into the crowd, oh, oh
I lost my heart
On the carousel
To a circus girl
Who left my دل in pieces
Lost my heart
On the carousel (Ooo)
To a circus girl
Who ran away
Two different people
In love for an instant
To see that the circus came today
Sometimes I can hear her crying here
And I can hear her calling me
I lost my دل (Lost my heart)
On the carousel (Lost my girl)
To a circus girl
Who ran away, I lost
Lost my دل (I lost my girl)
On the carousel (Ooo)
To a circus girl (Oh lost, oh lost, I lost her, I lost my heart)
Lost my دل (I lost)
On the carousel
Of پاپ کارن, پوپکارن and candy
ٹٹو rides for a dime
Little children laughing
I’m from a world
Of disappointments and confusions
But I want her to be mine
I started talking
She kept on walking
She disappeared into the crowd, oh, oh
I lost my heart
On the carousel
To a circus girl
Who left my دل in pieces
Lost my heart
On the carousel (Ooo)
To a circus girl
Who ran away
Two different people
In love for an instant
To see that the circus came today
Sometimes I can hear her crying here
And I can hear her calling me
I lost my دل (Lost my heart)
On the carousel (Lost my girl)
To a circus girl
Who ran away, I lost
Lost my دل (I lost my girl)
On the carousel (Ooo)
To a circus girl (Oh lost, oh lost, I lost her, I lost my heart)
Lost my دل (I lost)
On the carousel
I miss him so much..
It's been so long...and I still listen to his songs :) I still buy his albums, I still look at pictures with him every دن :)
Did آپ guys see how big Paris is now ? Wow..I'm so happy for her..she's talking to the media, she's strong and ..She's beautiful, she is so nice :) Right?
I sometimes think of him and I picture him in different moods..now if I close my eyes I see him smiling :) his beautiful smile..
How do آپ guys feel? What song are آپ listening a looot lately ? I've been listening a lot to Hollywood tonight and Man in the mirror :)
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