What on earth is this feeling I get from seeing pic of 1D help

Ok so would u please tell me what these feelings are am I going down the road that my friend when down and all u directioners when down the road that at the end u love 1D and are single minded in your love for them because I want to know this mad feeling I just want to scream out about 1D is this what u feel all the time endless feelings of love for 1d where u just want to have sex with them and then مزید sex is this what is happening to me am I becoming what I hate am I domed to scream out about 1D for good is this what u all wanted for me to get the feeling of never ending love for 1D OMG