Niall Horan Fanfic Chapter 15: What Hurts the Most
We were now out of the ایمبولینس and Zayn was driving us back to my house. Niall and I were still fighting.
“I do care princess.” He said.
“Don’t call me that.” I said.
“Why? If you’re not my princess then what are you?” he کہا looking and sounding really hurt.
“I don’t know Niall. What am I?” I said.
“You’re mine. You’re my princess. Nothing will change that Hazel. Why are آپ being like this?” he said.
“Being like what? Hurt that the person I love most doesn’t trust me? Acting like I don’t love آپ because whenever I do I get my دل broken? Acting like I don’t need you? Acting like what Niall?” I said.
“Hazel I don’t know where آپ came up with the thought that I don’t trust you. Hazel you’re breaking your own heart. I try every دن to make آپ happy because I love you. آپ don’t talk to me آپ don’t let me in. I don’t know what to do so I give آپ your space and then آپ get mad. Hazel I need آپ too. That’s why we made the arrangement for آپ to be our opener. So I can spend all my time with you. Hazel you’re acting all insecure. We were never like this. I want آپ to be the crazy, weird, funny, loving, snuggly, beautiful girl آپ always were.” He said.
“I wish I could be that girl again too.” I said.
“You can. Just let go. Let’s اقدام past all this distrust, and insecurities, and just be happy again.” He said.
“I don’t know what happened to me, I don’t know who I am anymore, I don’t know how to change.” I کہا letting a tear roll down my cheek.
“I’m here for آپ Hazel. Every step of the way, I’ll change with you. آپ brought out the jealous in me, when I see آپ with other guys, I just can’t stand the thought of losing you.” He کہا and wiped my cheeks.
“I want everything to be better. I want everything to be okay. We can do that right?” I asked him.
“Of course we can. Promise me something.” He said.
“Yeah?” I asked.
“No مزید crying. I hate seeing آپ so upset.” He said.
“Promise. I hate crying I get all puffy and blotchy.” I said.
“You’re still beautiful though.” He said.
He leaned in and kissed me. When we broke the kiss, I looked into his beautiful eyes. I couldn’t stay mad at him. He was always there for me and he had my back.
“I love آپ princess. If I can call آپ that again?” he said.
“I love آپ too. Prince.” I کہا smiling.
He kissed my cheek and smiled at me. I rested my head on his shoulder.
“Hate to ruin the moment, um but آپ guys are making me want to puke. I’m still here if آپ forgot.” Zayn said.
“Yeah buddy, way to ruin it.” Niall کہا jokingly punching Zayn in the arm.
I laughed. I was so happy that I fixed things with Niall again. I don’t know why I kept screwing things up. Niall was right, I needed to let go and just enjoy my time with him.
We got back to the hotel and went up to my room. Niall sat on the بستر and I went in the kitchen. There was no food so Niall and I ordered a pizza. The delivery guy came and starting talking to me.
“What’s your name?” he asked.
“Hazel.” I said, “How much do I owe you?”
“I’m Brian and for آپ this ones on the house.” He said.
“Haze what is taking آپ so long! I’m starving!” Niall called from the other room. He walked in and saw Brian. “Who are you?” he asked getting mad.
“Brian and you?” Brian کہا back.
“Her boyfriend. Niall.” Niall کہا flatly.
“How is a girl like آپ going out with a guy like him.” Brian said.
“I’m in love with him. Now how much do I owe you?” I said.
“Why?” Brian asked.
“Um cause I need to pay you.” I said.
“No why are آپ into him?” Brian asked.
“Aren’t آپ the delivery guy? Not like an interviewer.” I said.
“I was only wondering.” He said.
“Yeah well don’t. How much do I owe you?” I کہا again.
“$25.” He said.
I handed him the money and closed the door. Niall was sitting on the سوفی, لٹانا looking really mad. I opened the box and grabbed a slice of pizza. Niall didn’t move.
“I thought آپ were starving?” I کہا to Niall.
“Not anymore.” He replied.
“Why cause of that guy?” I said.
“He was all over you, even when I came out he didn’t care.” Niall said.
“Yeah so? He’s just some random guy, and he was ugly. You’re way better looking.” I کہا nodding at him. I saw him fighting back a smile.
“Thanks for sticking up for me though.” He said.
“That’s what I’m here for. Will آپ eat. You’re like staring the پیزا down.” I کہا laughing.
“Hazel? I lied to you.” He said.
“’Bout what?” I asked dangling cheese over my mouth.
“I’m starving.” He said.
We both started laughing hysterically. That boy was always hungry.
We were now out of the ایمبولینس and Zayn was driving us back to my house. Niall and I were still fighting.
“I do care princess.” He said.
“Don’t call me that.” I said.
“Why? If you’re not my princess then what are you?” he کہا looking and sounding really hurt.
“I don’t know Niall. What am I?” I said.
“You’re mine. You’re my princess. Nothing will change that Hazel. Why are آپ being like this?” he said.
“Being like what? Hurt that the person I love most doesn’t trust me? Acting like I don’t love آپ because whenever I do I get my دل broken? Acting like I don’t need you? Acting like what Niall?” I said.
“Hazel I don’t know where آپ came up with the thought that I don’t trust you. Hazel you’re breaking your own heart. I try every دن to make آپ happy because I love you. آپ don’t talk to me آپ don’t let me in. I don’t know what to do so I give آپ your space and then آپ get mad. Hazel I need آپ too. That’s why we made the arrangement for آپ to be our opener. So I can spend all my time with you. Hazel you’re acting all insecure. We were never like this. I want آپ to be the crazy, weird, funny, loving, snuggly, beautiful girl آپ always were.” He said.
“I wish I could be that girl again too.” I said.
“You can. Just let go. Let’s اقدام past all this distrust, and insecurities, and just be happy again.” He said.
“I don’t know what happened to me, I don’t know who I am anymore, I don’t know how to change.” I کہا letting a tear roll down my cheek.
“I’m here for آپ Hazel. Every step of the way, I’ll change with you. آپ brought out the jealous in me, when I see آپ with other guys, I just can’t stand the thought of losing you.” He کہا and wiped my cheeks.
“I want everything to be better. I want everything to be okay. We can do that right?” I asked him.
“Of course we can. Promise me something.” He said.
“Yeah?” I asked.
“No مزید crying. I hate seeing آپ so upset.” He said.
“Promise. I hate crying I get all puffy and blotchy.” I said.
“You’re still beautiful though.” He said.
He leaned in and kissed me. When we broke the kiss, I looked into his beautiful eyes. I couldn’t stay mad at him. He was always there for me and he had my back.
“I love آپ princess. If I can call آپ that again?” he said.
“I love آپ too. Prince.” I کہا smiling.
He kissed my cheek and smiled at me. I rested my head on his shoulder.
“Hate to ruin the moment, um but آپ guys are making me want to puke. I’m still here if آپ forgot.” Zayn said.
“Yeah buddy, way to ruin it.” Niall کہا jokingly punching Zayn in the arm.
I laughed. I was so happy that I fixed things with Niall again. I don’t know why I kept screwing things up. Niall was right, I needed to let go and just enjoy my time with him.
We got back to the hotel and went up to my room. Niall sat on the بستر and I went in the kitchen. There was no food so Niall and I ordered a pizza. The delivery guy came and starting talking to me.
“What’s your name?” he asked.
“Hazel.” I said, “How much do I owe you?”
“I’m Brian and for آپ this ones on the house.” He said.
“Haze what is taking آپ so long! I’m starving!” Niall called from the other room. He walked in and saw Brian. “Who are you?” he asked getting mad.
“Brian and you?” Brian کہا back.
“Her boyfriend. Niall.” Niall کہا flatly.
“How is a girl like آپ going out with a guy like him.” Brian said.
“I’m in love with him. Now how much do I owe you?” I said.
“Why?” Brian asked.
“Um cause I need to pay you.” I said.
“No why are آپ into him?” Brian asked.
“Aren’t آپ the delivery guy? Not like an interviewer.” I said.
“I was only wondering.” He said.
“Yeah well don’t. How much do I owe you?” I کہا again.
“$25.” He said.
I handed him the money and closed the door. Niall was sitting on the سوفی, لٹانا looking really mad. I opened the box and grabbed a slice of pizza. Niall didn’t move.
“I thought آپ were starving?” I کہا to Niall.
“Not anymore.” He replied.
“Why cause of that guy?” I said.
“He was all over you, even when I came out he didn’t care.” Niall said.
“Yeah so? He’s just some random guy, and he was ugly. You’re way better looking.” I کہا nodding at him. I saw him fighting back a smile.
“Thanks for sticking up for me though.” He said.
“That’s what I’m here for. Will آپ eat. You’re like staring the پیزا down.” I کہا laughing.
“Hazel? I lied to you.” He said.
“’Bout what?” I asked dangling cheese over my mouth.
“I’m starving.” He said.
We both started laughing hysterically. That boy was always hungry.
