(Author's Note- ♥♥♥
The support is amazing. I really love just seeing what آپ all think. Thanks to my super crazy sisters who encouraged me to update..they also gave me an idea of what to do. No,they didn't tell me what to do..so they dunno what's going to happen! Haha!)
I felt Liam stiffen a bit,"I....love you,Hanna"
"Liam,I..can't. I'm with Harry" I whimpered
Liam let go of me,"To him آپ are just another doll. After he gets in your pants..you're a goner. You'll be a forgotten ex. Just like Katlyn and Jeniffer. Huh? Come on. Explain to me how that's love"
I stared at him,"That's not true. He...I.." I stopped,dropping to the floor,and burying my face in my hands.
I heard a thump. I peeked and saw Liam knocked out. Oh hell to the no. This was not happening. I glanced up to see if it was Hector. His curls were messier than usual. His eyes didn't have the soft,loving eyes that he usually had. Now they were just pure coldness. No love. Just anger. He turned on his heel to look at me. My bottom lip quivered as he took a few مزید steps towards me. Each step he took just reminded me that's just how much I'd be forgotten about. He'd walk out,never remember me.
"Hanna,all he کہا isn't true" He wrapped his arms around me as he helped me up
I felt a tear stream down my face,"Am I really going to be forgotten? Do آپ only want me to sleep with? Then you'll just forget me! Are آپ going to forget me after that? Are آپ going to find a new girl to make swoon over آپ then آپ sleep with her then you're done?! Is this true,Harry?!"
Then I saw anger flash in his eyes. He raised a hand. I stared at him,raising an eyebrow. Before I knew what was happening,he had slapped me across the face. I fell back,a hand on my cheek.
"Fuck!" He cussed,lifting me up from the ground,he started tugging at his curls "Hanna,I didn't mean to do that. I..don't know what happened. I'm sorry"
I stared at him,the tears threatening to fall any minute,"Harry,please,don't. Don't make me go through this again. Tell me the truth. What do آپ really want me for?"
Zayn helped Liam up as soon as he walked through the door,"Tell her,Harry"
"Shut up" Harry snapped "I'm only here because آپ چرا لیا, چوری کی my heart,Hanna."
"Meaning behind it?" I snapped
"I'm here because I love you. آپ چرا لیا, چوری کی my دل the moment I layed my eyes on you. It's everything about you." He pushed a strand of hair behind my ear. He leaned in,kissing my lips gently. I almost kissed back,but Liam کہا something.
Liam fake laughed,"Yeah,is that the reason why the papparazzi caught آپ kissing Selena?"
I pulled away fastly,"What?"
"Have آپ and Harry ever fooled around in bed?" Liam asked
I scoffed,"Does that really matter?"
"Yes" Zayn snapped
I rolled my eyes,"Yeah. What's it matter?"
"Hazza wears a beanie everytime he fools around with someone" Louis sing-songed,hopping up and down
I stared at the floor,"Okay,go on"
"Did آپ fool around last weekend?" Liam raised his eyebrows
"I chose to wear the beanie. Not because I fooled-" Harry argued
"No" I raised my eyebrows
"Unless آپ all did something that made Harry wear that beanie,he fooled around with someone behind your back" Zayn answered
I spun towards Harry,"Explain. Shoot"
"I wore it because I like to wear beanies. Does it really matter? I wouldn't fool around with someone behind your back" He exclaimed
"Liam,look,just stop trying to ruin a perfect relationship. They're perfectly fine. Harry wasn't wearing a beanie last weeked. And Hanna and Harry did mess around last week. Hanna,you just don't remember. THE TORTURE!" Niall screamed "AH! The picture of Harry and Selena kissing..photoshopped" Niall shrugged as though it was written on the ceiling
"What the? How do آپ know we..?" I raised an eyebrow almost feeling like throwing a تکیا at him,but then again..he was my Irish cutie.
"Eh....you really need to get a sound proof door..walls. Stuff like that" Niall shrugged
"YOU'RE A DIRTY MINDED PERSON!" I exclaimed
"She was throwing up,you pervert!" Harry screamed
Niall burst out laughing,"Really? I actually thought.."
"Dirty. Minded." I stated slowly
Harry coughed slightly,"Um..."
I sighed,"Maybe we should take a break."
"A what?" Harry almost choked
"A break. I'm thinking I'll go visit my cousin in the US." I shrugged,laying a hand on Harry's shoulder
"But we can come with you" Harry blurted
I sighed,"Harry,babe,I'd love for آپ to come. But I need to talk to her. It's something آپ wouldn't understand. I don't want to end up like my mum. She though my dad loved her,but he only wanted her for sex. Truth یا not? Am I going to end up like her?"
"I don't just want آپ for fooling around. I love آپ with my entire heart. The cuts I have..are from depression when آپ left. Even though it was only a few days. Being in the U.S.A will make it even worse,babe." Harry stuck out his bottom lip
"I'm not going to leave you. Not yet. I'm not planning to. I just need to leave this place. For a bit. Not for an entire week,but for at least three days." I kissed Harry's cheek lightly as I stood up
Harry stood up,"You promise?"
"I promise" I whispered
-At the airport-
"Oi,Niall,why are آپ crying? I'm not going to leave آپ forever." I hugged Niall,my Irish cutie
"Hanna! I want آپ to stay" Niall whined.
Aww,my bestie. Haha,yes. I decided he was my bestfriend. He understood me. The others..Louis,Liam,and Zayn. Liam and Zayn argue against me about Harry. Louis...a bit immature for that. Niall...perfect.
"Aw,Niall. I'll be back. I promise. Yes?" I nodded
"Fine" Niall pouted
"Poke that lip out anymore and a girl is going to bite it" I winked,giggling
Niall screamed,covering his lip,"Okay,Hanna boo. But come back"
"Okay" I hugged Louis quickly,patting a 'Kick Me' note on his back.
Liam sighed,"You are coming back,right?"
"Quit hesitating about me coming back,guys. I am coming back" I hugged Liam
Liam pouted,"You sure?"
Harry sniggered as he saw the 'Kick Me' note on Lou's back,"Mature"
I put a finger up to my lips,"Yes. As for you,don't cut yourself ever again" I hugged him,kissing his lips lightly
Zayn pouted,"And me?"
"Ahh. You. STOP STEALING MY MIRRORS!" I squealed as he spun me around in his arms.
He put me down,"Fine..you're coming back?"
I sighed,patting Zayn's quiff,"Yes! Yes! I'm coming back,boys. Quit worrying." I jumped up as the lady announced my plane was boarding.
"You should get going,babe" Niall hugged me tightly
Louis hugged me. Then Liam. Then Zayn. Then Harry. Harry kissed me gently on the lips,waving as I started walking away. Okay,I lied. I'm staying for 5 days. But Niall knows. He کہا he'd tell them I had to stay because my aunt is sick. We agreed on that. I boarded the plane as fast as I could. The lady asked for my ticket. I gave it to her almost lazily. She took it a bit rudely. Just because she didn't want to be here doesn't mean she has to take it out on me. She handed it back to me. I snatched it,walking into the plane. I sighed,sitting down. My phone started ringing. Damn it
"Aye?" I answered my phone
"WE'LL MISS YOU,HANNA!" The boys all کہا in chorus
"Aww,babes! I'll miss you,too. I have to get going. Love آپ all. Bye,babes!" I sing-songed
"BYE,HANNA!" They all sang
I giggled,hanging up. Maybe I wouldn't regret taking this little break from the UK. I shut my eyes as soon as I pictured what Harry would do. I sighed. Maybe it was for his own good. I had to make him learn not to cut himself. I'd call him for sure. Well,duh.
"Ohmigooooooosh! That's like totally Hanna Lloyd!" A girl squeaked behind me
I growled,"I could hear you" I کہا without turning around
"Is Harry Styles really your boyfriend?" The girl besides me asked
I scrunched my nose,"Yes." Of course,the fangirls were behind and اگلے to me. Oh,great.
"Oh my pussy cats!" A girl who looked around 10 squeaked
I burst out laughing,"Don't ever say that again"
The girl besides me ended up laughing,"Jessie! Don't say pussy cats. Just say cats."
"BUT HARRY SAYS PUSSY CATS!" Jessie stomped her foot
As soon as she screamed PUSSY we all earned glares. I rolled my eyes,flipping off the people who gave me mean glares. This was going to be along way...
"Aye,Hanna? Your phone..it's ringing" The girl besides me pointed to my phone.
I giggled,"This is پیزا Hut. How may I help you?"
"Damn it. LIAM,WHY DOES IT SAY HANNA ON پیزا HUT'S CONTACT?!" Niall screamed
"THAT'S YOUR PHONE,YOU DONUT!" I heard Liam scream
I giggled,"Aye,what's happening,babe?"
"Is that Harry?" The girls squealed
I gave them a glare,telling them to be quiet.
"Harry locked himself in the room!" Niall whined
"Damn it" I cussed silently "Tell him to come to the phone"
"Okay. CURLY HAIRED BOY!!!!!!!!!! GET DOWN HERE" Niall laughed
I heard stomping then a sweet husky voice,"Hanna?"
"Babe,quit locking yourself in your room" I giggled,just wanting to run a hand through Harry's hair again
"Sorry,Mrs.Lloyd. But can آپ please turn off your phone? We're about to take off" A lady with fiery red hair asked me
I plastered a fake smile,"Hold on a minute,dear." I put a finger up in the air "Harry,don't lock yourself out of the world"
"Hanna,please,just promise you'll come back. And I won't lock myself in" Harry begged.
I imagined him pouting and laughed,"I promise"
"Yeay! آپ know I got them moves like Jagger" Harry sing-songed
"Whatever,Harry" I giggled "I have to go. Bye."
"WAIT!" Harry shouted
I heard Niall running towards the phone,"Bye,Hanna"
"Bye,babe" I giggled
I hung up and the girls were staring at me intently. I shrugged,turning my phone off. I stuffed it in my backpack that Lou let me take. Well,he forced me to take. Oh,Lou. Oh crap. I couldn't do this. All I could think about was the boys. I had to deal with it.
"Mam,did آپ turn off your phone?" The red haired lady asked
"Yes.." I raised an eyebrow
"Okay" The lady walked away
"DICK!" The girl screamed behind me
I screamed,"WHAT THE FUCK DID SHE SAY?!"
"Jessie! I swear I'll tell mum if آپ don't sit down this exact moment!" The girl besides me shouted
"Ashley! But.." Jessie put on a کتے face
Ashley waved her hand in the air,"No. Don't ever say that again!"
I sighed,automatically thinking about Lou and Niall. All because of this Jessie girl. Damn it. It's a long ride. And I had to do this for my own good.