Hello! :) I wanted to write a سیکنڈ imagine. It's a bit sad, but it has a happy ending. This one is probably longer than linkI hope آپ like it! Please tell me what آپ think! Xx Enjoy. c:
Y/N = Your Name.
Y/D/N = Your Daughter's Name.
The blood started to flow from the fresh cuts almost immediately. I let the blade glide on my arm twice before I set it on the bathroom counter. Flinching from the pain, I deliberately wiped the tears from my eyes and looked in the mirror. Blood shot eyes and blotchy red nose. God, how I hated crying. I obviously needed to get a grip on myself. No, I had to. My fingers slightly lifted my شرٹ, قمیض up. They fluttered on my stomach. I had to be strong. For my child. I needed to دکھائیں Liam I didn't need him in my life. Most importantly, that he didn't need me. He was the one that left me, after all.
~ Flashback ~
"No, Liam. آپ listen to me!" I screamed. I stood there in front of Liam my hands balled up into angry fists at my sides. I couldn't even remember what our argument was about anymore. "No, Y/N. I just don't think this will work out anymore." What? I couldn't register this in my head. "But آپ don't understand. You..you promised me Liam. Remember? آپ said.. "I know. I know what I said. I کہا I wouldn't hurt you. But it turns out I'm hurting آپ مزید than I ever thought possible. All the hate from fans, the pressure, the distance. We're always apart for months. I just don't believe in long distance relationships anymore. What with Danielle and everything..it's just difficult. And the hate..I can see how our relationship is affecting you. I think we need a break." "Liam, I.." "I'm sorry, Y/N." "No, آپ know what? It's fine. Just go. Leave me like the meaningless piece of garbage آپ think I am. I knew آپ were leaving me. Every single fucking thing I do is never good enough." "Wait, what? آپ think this is all about آپ right? How do آپ think it was for me, then? How do آپ think I felt knowing that I could have my girlfriend with anyone else at any second? I read all those magazines covers, saying آپ cheated on me. But I didn't believe any of them! None! Because I knew you'd never do that to me. Because I loved you."
"If آپ really loved me, you'd fight with me to make this relationship work, Liam. And آپ were a good boyfriend. I thought آپ were also going to be a great dad, as well. But I guess not. " I turned to open the door when I felt Liam grasp my arm and spin me around to face him. "I'm done. Liam, I'm so fucking done." I pulled out of his firm grip he had on my arm and opened the door taking my car keys and my coat.
~ End of Flashback ~
The days that followed my departure had been awful. I couldn't eat یا sleep. Liam and the rest of the boys had tried to contact me a few times, but I kept myself from speaking to them. I wanted nothing to do with him. The band had reached international success after the release of their debut album. Of course, Liam and the rest of the boys were very famous had their faces plastered on ویژن ٹیلی and magazines. I sometimes pondered on the سوال of whether یا not to contact the boys and see how they were doing. I was now nine months along and due any دن now. But, I decided not to. I didn't want nor needed him in my child life. Especially not in mine. He was better off without me. Suddenly I felt a sharp knifelike pain and looked down at my bed. It was wet. My water broke! The pain began even stronger than before. I clutched a hand to my large stomach and began heaving. Oh God. I'm in labor. I called my mother with whom I'd been living with this whole ماہ since I began to attend therapy. My days of cutting had ceased because I realized the baby grew bigger and bigger each day. That not only was I harming myself but my baby as well. My mother ran to help me and helped me into the car as we made our way towards the hospital.
~ 4 years later ~
Y/D/N ran to the سوئنگ, جھول set in the park. She was tiny for her age. And very hyperactive. Whenever she smiled, she reminded me of..Liam. Liam. Her father. I assumed he'd married Danielle, because I hadn't heard of him یا the lads. It still killed me. That every time Y/D/N was at school, she would be teased یا made fun of because she didn't have a father. Every time she asked me where he was, I'd make up an excuse. I felt guilty not felling her the truth, but I didn't want her to know. At least not now. "Mommy, mommy! Can we go to the slide? Please?" Y/D/N flashed me the کتے dog face she knew I couldn't resist. Even though things with Liam hadn't worked out, I knew I'd at least done something right سے طرف کی having a daughter with him. "Sure," I smiled. She ran and I followed. When I arrived, I saw a blonde man had knelt down beside Y/D/N. he stopped speaking and looked up. I'd know that voice anywhere. My breath caught in my throat. "Niall," was all I could say. "Y/N," he replied simply. "Is she..?" "Yes. She's Liam's." "Really? How've آپ been? Liam was a mess ever since آپ left. It's been four years, Y/N. He deserves to meet her." "No. I don't want her to ever meet Liam. He left me. Broke up with me. I cut myself almost every night. I don't want him near our child." A man had walked close to Niall. "Y/N?" Liam asked "Well, nice seeing you, Niall. Goodbye." "Wait, Y/N," Liam grasped my arm. "Mommy, who are they?" Y/D/N asked. "Y/D/N, do آپ want some ice cream?" Niall asked. Y/D/N looked at me, and I nodded in approval. They began to leave and I tried to follow, but Liam pulled me back. "Liam, just let go. Leave me alone." "No, Y/N. Not until آپ tell me. Is she our daughter?" he asked. "Yes. She's our daughter." "Y/N, I've spent four years trying to find you, but I had no luck. Things with Danielle were hopeless. I was trying to forget آپ and I failed. Eventually, I filed for divorce. Please, just give me a chance." The look in his eyes..was just like Y/D/N's. Niall and Y/D/N came back and smiled at me. I felt bad for Liam. Like all the anger and reproachful feelings I felt just melted away. "Y/D/N, this is your father, Liam." "Really?" her eyes grew wide as she ran towards him. Liam smiled and so did I. "Y/N, do آپ forgive me?" Did I? I bit my lip and looked at my daughter. She reminded me so much of Liam. Suddenly I felt every bit of love I had once felt for Liam reappear. It seems impossible, but I honestly felt hopeful. Like, I really truly did love him. We could be a family again. I nodded. Liam approached me and gave me a long lingering kiss. I felt ready to love again. Like the walls I had tirelessly built around my دل had crumbled. I now had a wonderful family of my own. It would take a while to pick up the pieces and rebuild what was left unfinished. But we would work together. Liam and I would be a team. For our daughter, and ourselves. We walked out of the park, holding our daughter's hands. All three of us smiling. My life was complete.
Y/N = Your Name.
Y/D/N = Your Daughter's Name.
The blood started to flow from the fresh cuts almost immediately. I let the blade glide on my arm twice before I set it on the bathroom counter. Flinching from the pain, I deliberately wiped the tears from my eyes and looked in the mirror. Blood shot eyes and blotchy red nose. God, how I hated crying. I obviously needed to get a grip on myself. No, I had to. My fingers slightly lifted my شرٹ, قمیض up. They fluttered on my stomach. I had to be strong. For my child. I needed to دکھائیں Liam I didn't need him in my life. Most importantly, that he didn't need me. He was the one that left me, after all.
~ Flashback ~
"No, Liam. آپ listen to me!" I screamed. I stood there in front of Liam my hands balled up into angry fists at my sides. I couldn't even remember what our argument was about anymore. "No, Y/N. I just don't think this will work out anymore." What? I couldn't register this in my head. "But آپ don't understand. You..you promised me Liam. Remember? آپ said.. "I know. I know what I said. I کہا I wouldn't hurt you. But it turns out I'm hurting آپ مزید than I ever thought possible. All the hate from fans, the pressure, the distance. We're always apart for months. I just don't believe in long distance relationships anymore. What with Danielle and everything..it's just difficult. And the hate..I can see how our relationship is affecting you. I think we need a break." "Liam, I.." "I'm sorry, Y/N." "No, آپ know what? It's fine. Just go. Leave me like the meaningless piece of garbage آپ think I am. I knew آپ were leaving me. Every single fucking thing I do is never good enough." "Wait, what? آپ think this is all about آپ right? How do آپ think it was for me, then? How do آپ think I felt knowing that I could have my girlfriend with anyone else at any second? I read all those magazines covers, saying آپ cheated on me. But I didn't believe any of them! None! Because I knew you'd never do that to me. Because I loved you."
"If آپ really loved me, you'd fight with me to make this relationship work, Liam. And آپ were a good boyfriend. I thought آپ were also going to be a great dad, as well. But I guess not. " I turned to open the door when I felt Liam grasp my arm and spin me around to face him. "I'm done. Liam, I'm so fucking done." I pulled out of his firm grip he had on my arm and opened the door taking my car keys and my coat.
~ End of Flashback ~
The days that followed my departure had been awful. I couldn't eat یا sleep. Liam and the rest of the boys had tried to contact me a few times, but I kept myself from speaking to them. I wanted nothing to do with him. The band had reached international success after the release of their debut album. Of course, Liam and the rest of the boys were very famous had their faces plastered on ویژن ٹیلی and magazines. I sometimes pondered on the سوال of whether یا not to contact the boys and see how they were doing. I was now nine months along and due any دن now. But, I decided not to. I didn't want nor needed him in my child life. Especially not in mine. He was better off without me. Suddenly I felt a sharp knifelike pain and looked down at my bed. It was wet. My water broke! The pain began even stronger than before. I clutched a hand to my large stomach and began heaving. Oh God. I'm in labor. I called my mother with whom I'd been living with this whole ماہ since I began to attend therapy. My days of cutting had ceased because I realized the baby grew bigger and bigger each day. That not only was I harming myself but my baby as well. My mother ran to help me and helped me into the car as we made our way towards the hospital.
~ 4 years later ~
Y/D/N ran to the سوئنگ, جھول set in the park. She was tiny for her age. And very hyperactive. Whenever she smiled, she reminded me of..Liam. Liam. Her father. I assumed he'd married Danielle, because I hadn't heard of him یا the lads. It still killed me. That every time Y/D/N was at school, she would be teased یا made fun of because she didn't have a father. Every time she asked me where he was, I'd make up an excuse. I felt guilty not felling her the truth, but I didn't want her to know. At least not now. "Mommy, mommy! Can we go to the slide? Please?" Y/D/N flashed me the کتے dog face she knew I couldn't resist. Even though things with Liam hadn't worked out, I knew I'd at least done something right سے طرف کی having a daughter with him. "Sure," I smiled. She ran and I followed. When I arrived, I saw a blonde man had knelt down beside Y/D/N. he stopped speaking and looked up. I'd know that voice anywhere. My breath caught in my throat. "Niall," was all I could say. "Y/N," he replied simply. "Is she..?" "Yes. She's Liam's." "Really? How've آپ been? Liam was a mess ever since آپ left. It's been four years, Y/N. He deserves to meet her." "No. I don't want her to ever meet Liam. He left me. Broke up with me. I cut myself almost every night. I don't want him near our child." A man had walked close to Niall. "Y/N?" Liam asked "Well, nice seeing you, Niall. Goodbye." "Wait, Y/N," Liam grasped my arm. "Mommy, who are they?" Y/D/N asked. "Y/D/N, do آپ want some ice cream?" Niall asked. Y/D/N looked at me, and I nodded in approval. They began to leave and I tried to follow, but Liam pulled me back. "Liam, just let go. Leave me alone." "No, Y/N. Not until آپ tell me. Is she our daughter?" he asked. "Yes. She's our daughter." "Y/N, I've spent four years trying to find you, but I had no luck. Things with Danielle were hopeless. I was trying to forget آپ and I failed. Eventually, I filed for divorce. Please, just give me a chance." The look in his eyes..was just like Y/D/N's. Niall and Y/D/N came back and smiled at me. I felt bad for Liam. Like all the anger and reproachful feelings I felt just melted away. "Y/D/N, this is your father, Liam." "Really?" her eyes grew wide as she ran towards him. Liam smiled and so did I. "Y/N, do آپ forgive me?" Did I? I bit my lip and looked at my daughter. She reminded me so much of Liam. Suddenly I felt every bit of love I had once felt for Liam reappear. It seems impossible, but I honestly felt hopeful. Like, I really truly did love him. We could be a family again. I nodded. Liam approached me and gave me a long lingering kiss. I felt ready to love again. Like the walls I had tirelessly built around my دل had crumbled. I now had a wonderful family of my own. It would take a while to pick up the pieces and rebuild what was left unfinished. But we would work together. Liam and I would be a team. For our daughter, and ourselves. We walked out of the park, holding our daughter's hands. All three of us smiling. My life was complete.
One Direction have announced the first تاریخ of a UK book signing tour.
The X Factor boyband will be signing copies of their biography 'Forever Young' at the Union سٹریٹ, گلی branch of WH Smiths in Birmingham on Thursday Feb 17th.
Posting a message on Facebook, the boys said: "One Direction will be signing copies of their new book, ‘One Direction, Forever Young’. This is strictly a ticketed event with limited availability."
Tickets will be available at the store from 4.30pm on Monday 14th February. Those without a ticket will not be admitted into the signing area unless they are a parent یا guardian of a person under the age of 16.
The signing is due to take place at 7 - 10pm.
We have no official word but expect مزید signings to be announced shortly.
The X Factor boyband will be signing copies of their biography 'Forever Young' at the Union سٹریٹ, گلی branch of WH Smiths in Birmingham on Thursday Feb 17th.
Posting a message on Facebook, the boys said: "One Direction will be signing copies of their new book, ‘One Direction, Forever Young’. This is strictly a ticketed event with limited availability."
Tickets will be available at the store from 4.30pm on Monday 14th February. Those without a ticket will not be admitted into the signing area unless they are a parent یا guardian of a person under the age of 16.
The signing is due to take place at 7 - 10pm.
We have no official word but expect مزید signings to be announced shortly.
Now maybe some of آپ directioners saw One Direction's "Between Us" perfume.Maybe some of آپ didn't.But I know it'll be a great perfume!!
The commercial is really cute.
First we have Harry and he's dressed up as a mountain climber and his ingredient for the perfume was a type of پھول that was on a mountain.
Liam was dressed as a scuba diver and he had to get amber from under the ocean.
Louis was dressed as an astronaut so he got an (organic) خوبانی from a سپر مارکیٹ that was in space.
And when Niall came out he was dressed up as nothing lol.He was was his good old self.
And his ingredient was an پیاز but instead of putting the پیاز inside of the tube for the ingredients,Niall opened the پیاز in half and pt it near his face.And a tear came out of his eye and landed in the tube.
Watch the commercial on YouTube!! :)
The commercial is really cute.
First we have Harry and he's dressed up as a mountain climber and his ingredient for the perfume was a type of پھول that was on a mountain.
Liam was dressed as a scuba diver and he had to get amber from under the ocean.
Louis was dressed as an astronaut so he got an (organic) خوبانی from a سپر مارکیٹ that was in space.
And when Niall came out he was dressed up as nothing lol.He was was his good old self.
And his ingredient was an پیاز but instead of putting the پیاز inside of the tube for the ingredients,Niall opened the پیاز in half and pt it near his face.And a tear came out of his eye and landed in the tube.
Watch the commercial on YouTube!! :)