In this dark world that gets darker سے طرف کی the minute, we can only rely on your self,
And no one else. آپ start to fade in and out, آپ can barely hear your self call for help!
Your vision blurring, your words slurring, your دل thumping, your last منٹ here are coming.
آپ see no one, hear no one, and now your done. Your done with the lies, with the good byes. Your done with the hurtful words, done with hearing those mournful words.
آپ go limp and cold, your time is ending when your not that old. آپ know your leaving, but your still having a hard time believing.
The darkness closing in, all your sins coming in. Your taking your last glances around, and finally realize what you've found. آپ hear your name, your name screamed with all the pain etched in.
آپ smile your last smile, آپ smell that vile smell one last time. Now that آپ see that face, that face that comes to آپ in such haste... آپ except it, even if your still perplexed سے طرف کی it. How this came to be, how all your shame flew away.
آپ whisper with your final breaths 'come closer, come closer' آپ say deciding its finally time to make them lose there composure. آپ touch their cheek and they tell آپ that آپ should stop talking, your voice is too meek.
آپ look in their eyes, trying to find what you've been looking for all those years, those eyes that are shedding all those tears. آپ look in those eyes, that hold all your fears.
آپ wipe away the tears, آپ wipe away the fears. آپ lift your head and they lower theirs, and آپ listen to your old argurments, to everything آپ said. آپ fight against your body, آپ pour your دل and soul, as your eyes turn dark as coal...
آپ spend your last breath brushing the tips of your lips, trembling your fumbling trying to hold the others hand. آپ smile and they cry. آپ start fading off into a natural high, starting to fly away....
آپ say before آپ leave "I'm... s... sorry.... I........" and آپ hang that sentance in the air, آپ spirit starting to leave fighting to stay and do whats fair. آپ hear them crying and your soul can't برداشت, ریچھ it. آپ go into a fit then آپ see all white and آپ leave continuing to bleed....
Your other nods and smile tears falling, they ball their fists, they nod and آپ know آپ have nothing to fear. آپ know. They know. No foe can take away your final words as they linger in your others head, they finger آپ wound and with one last scream, آپ deem it ready for آپ to pass on, going up higher than the sun...
~The End~
And no one else. آپ start to fade in and out, آپ can barely hear your self call for help!
Your vision blurring, your words slurring, your دل thumping, your last منٹ here are coming.
آپ see no one, hear no one, and now your done. Your done with the lies, with the good byes. Your done with the hurtful words, done with hearing those mournful words.
آپ go limp and cold, your time is ending when your not that old. آپ know your leaving, but your still having a hard time believing.
The darkness closing in, all your sins coming in. Your taking your last glances around, and finally realize what you've found. آپ hear your name, your name screamed with all the pain etched in.
آپ smile your last smile, آپ smell that vile smell one last time. Now that آپ see that face, that face that comes to آپ in such haste... آپ except it, even if your still perplexed سے طرف کی it. How this came to be, how all your shame flew away.
آپ whisper with your final breaths 'come closer, come closer' آپ say deciding its finally time to make them lose there composure. آپ touch their cheek and they tell آپ that آپ should stop talking, your voice is too meek.
آپ look in their eyes, trying to find what you've been looking for all those years, those eyes that are shedding all those tears. آپ look in those eyes, that hold all your fears.
آپ wipe away the tears, آپ wipe away the fears. آپ lift your head and they lower theirs, and آپ listen to your old argurments, to everything آپ said. آپ fight against your body, آپ pour your دل and soul, as your eyes turn dark as coal...
آپ spend your last breath brushing the tips of your lips, trembling your fumbling trying to hold the others hand. آپ smile and they cry. آپ start fading off into a natural high, starting to fly away....
آپ say before آپ leave "I'm... s... sorry.... I........" and آپ hang that sentance in the air, آپ spirit starting to leave fighting to stay and do whats fair. آپ hear them crying and your soul can't برداشت, ریچھ it. آپ go into a fit then آپ see all white and آپ leave continuing to bleed....
Your other nods and smile tears falling, they ball their fists, they nod and آپ know آپ have nothing to fear. آپ know. They know. No foe can take away your final words as they linger in your others head, they finger آپ wound and with one last scream, آپ deem it ready for آپ to pass on, going up higher than the sun...
~The End~
Make My دل Beat
Uncontrolably
i Hate How You
Make Me Blush When
i See You
i Hate How You
Make Me Say The Stupidest Things When
i Talk To You
i Hate How You
Make Me Jealous When
i See آپ With Another Girl
i Hate How آپ
Make Me Care
About You
it's To Bad
i Do...
... Other Wise
i Would Tell This
To Your Face.
i'd Tell You
"i Hate You.
i HAte آپ So Much,
That i Love You."
But You'd Probably
Laugh At My Face
ANd i'd
Never see You...
...Again.
Another one to آپ guys:D
A sky without stars,
A house without people,
A night never forgotten,
A peace, a light...
A stolen life,
An unmasked lie,
A love uncovered,
Two people never,
Again, separeted...
A moon without
Her brightness,
Without life,
Empty of all feelings...
Love to all:D
A sky without stars,
A house without people,
A night never forgotten,
A peace, a light...
A stolen life,
An unmasked lie,
A love uncovered,
Two people never,
Again, separeted...
A moon without
Her brightness,
Without life,
Empty of all feelings...
Love to all:D
Mirror
سے طرف کی Alyssa Rivers
Every morning I look in a mirror
I don’t see anyone I know
I just see
Fear
Blackness
Coldness beginning to take over that person body
Forever
Their scared
They can’t found themselves anymore
I can feel the person slipping away
One سے طرف کی one
Then all of sudden
Their gone forever and never coming back
All I can hear is the thoughts of that person
Saying
I cried every night with my eyeliner running down my face
From the tears of sadness.
And I kept on saying ‘I wish this would end ‘
Over and over again
But no one answered my call یا pled
Until now
She starts to sit there
And says “I’m alone”
No cares about me at all
Because if they did they wouldn’t
Walk out on me
And leave me here alone
To die
Every morning I look in the mirror
I don’t see anyone I know
Until now
That girl
Was me.
سے طرف کی Alyssa Rivers
Every morning I look in a mirror
I don’t see anyone I know
I just see
Fear
Blackness
Coldness beginning to take over that person body
Forever
Their scared
They can’t found themselves anymore
I can feel the person slipping away
One سے طرف کی one
Then all of sudden
Their gone forever and never coming back
All I can hear is the thoughts of that person
Saying
I cried every night with my eyeliner running down my face
From the tears of sadness.
And I kept on saying ‘I wish this would end ‘
Over and over again
But no one answered my call یا pled
Until now
She starts to sit there
And says “I’m alone”
No cares about me at all
Because if they did they wouldn’t
Walk out on me
And leave me here alone
To die
Every morning I look in the mirror
I don’t see anyone I know
Until now
That girl
Was me.
I still cry.
Why did آپ leave me like this?
Why did آپ have to die?
Now my life is a crisis
آپ knew آپ would rot
There was no god to you.
I would have fought
To keep آپ from being blue
But آپ resorted to a gun
Which left me in hell
Now I run
Trapped inside my shell
I make myself bleed, like آپ did
I starve myself, like آپ did
I hid my feelings like آپ did
Now, Will I die like آپ did?
Maybe if آپ would have stayed
I wouldn't wish for death
I could've been saved
But now, I let out my last breath
So I know this is depressing but it means a lot to me, no rude تبصرے please...
~OfmiceandDes
Why did آپ leave me like this?
Why did آپ have to die?
Now my life is a crisis
آپ knew آپ would rot
There was no god to you.
I would have fought
To keep آپ from being blue
But آپ resorted to a gun
Which left me in hell
Now I run
Trapped inside my shell
I make myself bleed, like آپ did
I starve myself, like آپ did
I hid my feelings like آپ did
Now, Will I die like آپ did?
Maybe if آپ would have stayed
I wouldn't wish for death
I could've been saved
But now, I let out my last breath
So I know this is depressing but it means a lot to me, no rude تبصرے please...
~OfmiceandDes
In the end
By: Alyssa Rivers
Every time I close my eyes
I go back in time
Thought damaged memories and dreams
Of unfinished جوابات of why it happened
I go though seeing all the
Tears of morrow
To blackness and darkness of my life
To never knowing when it will end
All over again
Until now
I can’t feel
My دل beat slowly down
My breathing stopping one سے طرف کی one
My hands and body grow cold and numb
Do آپ know what this means?
I do
My memories and dreams
My tears of morrow
My not knowing when it will end
As finally
Come to an end
I’m gone
Forever
By: Alyssa Rivers
Every time I close my eyes
I go back in time
Thought damaged memories and dreams
Of unfinished جوابات of why it happened
I go though seeing all the
Tears of morrow
To blackness and darkness of my life
To never knowing when it will end
All over again
Until now
I can’t feel
My دل beat slowly down
My breathing stopping one سے طرف کی one
My hands and body grow cold and numb
Do آپ know what this means?
I do
My memories and dreams
My tears of morrow
My not knowing when it will end
As finally
Come to an end
I’m gone
Forever
Anywhere,
With one another.
We were always
Together,
آپ کہا forever.
When we came to
High school,
I tried to hold
On to you.
آپ come to talk,
once in a while,
But I only give,
آپ a smile.
I always listen to the
Same melody,
And آپ keep appearing
In my memory.
I think of آپ every
single day,
But your face seem to
quickly fade away.
I give out hopes and wishes
Just to see آپ one last
time,
But I can only see آپ in my
Mind.
آپ will always live in my
Heart,
And nothing will ever tear
us apart.
I'm trying not,
To cry,
All I wanted to do
Was say goodbye.
It hurts knowing that you're not here anymore
If I think back it hurts even more,cause then I remember again what I've lost
All I have left from آپ are the fun and beautiful memories,but they're not so real like آپ were
My thoughts wander,trying to find yours,but you're to far away for me to reach
I try to think how it would've been if آپ wre still alive but you're resting now
My tears are sad,but also happy because I'm lucky to have known you
A great person in life one who loved to have a great time
Now you're flying with the angels,but one دن we'll fly together and have those great times again
To give it all away
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw
Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer
Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure
The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be سے طرف کی my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num
Please آپ cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave
Pain fills me
Getting hit سے طرف کی the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall
Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well
I call for you
But all آپ do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down
All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry
They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw
Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer
Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure
The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be سے طرف کی my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num
Please آپ cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave
Pain fills me
Getting hit سے طرف کی the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall
Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well
I call for you
But all آپ do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down
All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry
They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright
when i wake my eyes start to water
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be brave for my brothers and sisters
we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my دل fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be brave for my brothers and sisters
we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my دل fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u