You care enough to ask me but I'm too selfish to tell you.
I do recall mentioning this:
that of all the sports I have tried
running and jumping hurdles
did not sit well with me.
I simply cannot keep up with you
for your pace quickens after every hurdle
even as they get higher,
آپ seem to pass over with ease.
I really want to keep up but alas
I realized that آپ are stronger than me,
smarter than me, braver than me,
then it was made known to me: I had no chance.
I just want آپ to be happy
and see the smile that first captivated me
the smile آپ make whilst doing what you've wanted,
even if it meant leaving me behind.
Someone once said,
"Success is about moving forward"
while conquering every trial
and learning from them…
I'm happy that you're successful,
I'm happy that you're happy,
I'm happy that we've met,
and it would make me happier if آپ looked back.
Even if it was unintentional, it still hurt.