THIS CANT BE HAPPENING TO ME ITS TOO EARLY THEIRS SO MUCH WE DIDNT GET TO DO یا SEE یا یا I J-JUST CANT HANDLE THIS!!!! I کہا as I punched rocs chest
Me:Roc please tell me this is a bad dream please please please please please please I کہا as I cried my eyes out
Roc:LEAH LEAH LEAH LEAH wake up Your having a nightmare
I opened my eyes and found myself in rocs arms ,still crying "Why has this happened to me" I hate this I hate it I hate it!"
I got up and ran to the bathroom and grabbed a razor I cut and cut and cut my arms until my wrists were covered in bright red blood
Me:Why did he have to die Roc why?
Roc:Who? Who died?
Me:Princeton he just died yesterday at the hospital remember he got fucking shot سے طرف کی fucking aiden!!"
Roc: Leah. ..babe aidens in prison and Princeton's not dead hes at his cousin's house"
Me:What!?
Roc:Leah آپ had a nightmare it wasnt true,I had to wake آپ up before آپ screamed any louder
your sleep
Me:Y-you -mean- Princeton's Princeton's alive
Roc: Wow آپ really had a bad Nightmare didnt you
I nodded my head and put my head in his chest "Im really sorry roc I dont know whats happening to me roc, I just cant think straight anymore"
Roc: it's ok as long as your ok
Me:I was really scared I thought he was dead, and I kept taking my anger out on آپ
Roc: Come downstairs ive got a suprise for you!
Me:Roc im not really in the mood right now
Roc:Trust me you'll love this one
Me:Roc promise me آپ won't tell anyone about this
Roc:That might be hard cos im pretty sure آپ screaming woke the whole neighborhood" He کہا as he giggled and wiped the tears from my face
Me:Thank you!
Roc:What for?
Me:For everything your always their when I need آپ and your just amazing , I mean even when I take all my anger out on you, And I do that alot, آپ still stick with me,thank آپ so much
Roc: Cmon lets go downstairs
He grabbed my hand and pulled me up from the cold, Bloody bathroom floor,He told me to close my eyes,So I did what I was told
Roc: 3-2-1 open your eyes
Me:No way O my god! A puppy, I have always wanted a کتے but my mum کہا its too much cleaning up after and a waste of money!
I ran up to the کتے and gave it a huge hug
Roc:So what do آپ think? Do آپ like? I thought آپ needed some cheering up
Me:"Roc I love it, Your the best" I کہا running into his arms and giving him a huge hug "I love آپ Roc"
Roc: I don't think Princeton would approve of آپ saying that
I giggled and pulled back "you know what I mean" I کہا as I looked down to the ground
Me:Im so sorry I just got blood on آپ shirt
Roc: I really don't care, I just (GCO because آپ start crying)
Me: Roc im scared I cant take care of this baby on my own
Roc:Your not alone آپ have me, Princeton,ray,Josh, all آپ friends, Your family
Me:Ha what family, My mum and dad never come ہوم cos their always travelling and Princeton is mad at me and just left
Roc: Princeton is not mad at آپ he just needs some time to get his head around everything, just give him some Time
Me: He should be mad at me, This isn't even his baby roc
Roc: Calm down Leah things will happen how they happen, Everything happens for a reason
I walked over to the سوفی, لٹانا and played with the puppy
Me: whats its name?
Roc:Her name is whatever آپ want
Me:Ill name her truffles
Roc:O Cmon thats so common
Me:I know but ive planned this to be her name since I was 4 im not changing it now
Roc: ok ok
Very sorry about making آپ guys cry in the last chapter but at least it was only a dream and dnt u think roc is just soooooooo sweet and sorry for not publishing in a while ive been pretty busy but im back
Luv u guys and wait for it #Staymindless :-P
Me:Roc please tell me this is a bad dream please please please please please please I کہا as I cried my eyes out
Roc:LEAH LEAH LEAH LEAH wake up Your having a nightmare
I opened my eyes and found myself in rocs arms ,still crying "Why has this happened to me" I hate this I hate it I hate it!"
I got up and ran to the bathroom and grabbed a razor I cut and cut and cut my arms until my wrists were covered in bright red blood
Me:Why did he have to die Roc why?
Roc:Who? Who died?
Me:Princeton he just died yesterday at the hospital remember he got fucking shot سے طرف کی fucking aiden!!"
Roc: Leah. ..babe aidens in prison and Princeton's not dead hes at his cousin's house"
Me:What!?
Roc:Leah آپ had a nightmare it wasnt true,I had to wake آپ up before آپ screamed any louder
your sleep
Me:Y-you -mean- Princeton's Princeton's alive
Roc: Wow آپ really had a bad Nightmare didnt you
I nodded my head and put my head in his chest "Im really sorry roc I dont know whats happening to me roc, I just cant think straight anymore"
Roc: it's ok as long as your ok
Me:I was really scared I thought he was dead, and I kept taking my anger out on آپ
Roc: Come downstairs ive got a suprise for you!
Me:Roc im not really in the mood right now
Roc:Trust me you'll love this one
Me:Roc promise me آپ won't tell anyone about this
Roc:That might be hard cos im pretty sure آپ screaming woke the whole neighborhood" He کہا as he giggled and wiped the tears from my face
Me:Thank you!
Roc:What for?
Me:For everything your always their when I need آپ and your just amazing , I mean even when I take all my anger out on you, And I do that alot, آپ still stick with me,thank آپ so much
Roc: Cmon lets go downstairs
He grabbed my hand and pulled me up from the cold, Bloody bathroom floor,He told me to close my eyes,So I did what I was told
Roc: 3-2-1 open your eyes
Me:No way O my god! A puppy, I have always wanted a کتے but my mum کہا its too much cleaning up after and a waste of money!
I ran up to the کتے and gave it a huge hug
Roc:So what do آپ think? Do آپ like? I thought آپ needed some cheering up
Me:"Roc I love it, Your the best" I کہا running into his arms and giving him a huge hug "I love آپ Roc"
Roc: I don't think Princeton would approve of آپ saying that
I giggled and pulled back "you know what I mean" I کہا as I looked down to the ground
Me:Im so sorry I just got blood on آپ shirt
Roc: I really don't care, I just (GCO because آپ start crying)
Me: Roc im scared I cant take care of this baby on my own
Roc:Your not alone آپ have me, Princeton,ray,Josh, all آپ friends, Your family
Me:Ha what family, My mum and dad never come ہوم cos their always travelling and Princeton is mad at me and just left
Roc: Princeton is not mad at آپ he just needs some time to get his head around everything, just give him some Time
Me: He should be mad at me, This isn't even his baby roc
Roc: Calm down Leah things will happen how they happen, Everything happens for a reason
I walked over to the سوفی, لٹانا and played with the puppy
Me: whats its name?
Roc:Her name is whatever آپ want
Me:Ill name her truffles
Roc:O Cmon thats so common
Me:I know but ive planned this to be her name since I was 4 im not changing it now
Roc: ok ok
Very sorry about making آپ guys cry in the last chapter but at least it was only a dream and dnt u think roc is just soooooooo sweet and sorry for not publishing in a while ive been pretty busy but im back
Luv u guys and wait for it #Staymindless :-P
Prince: im so sorry babe. dont worry though. i promise to keep آپ محفوظ no matter what. pinky sware.(pinky locks)
Mya: (looks straight into princeton eyes then starts crying histaricly)
Prince: its ok babe آپ know that i love you. (they sit and hug for like 10 منٹ as Mya keeps crying)
Mya: i love آپ too
Prince: (picks her head up and wipes her eyes) wanna just go chill at my house
Mya: yeah
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!plz تبصرہ and leave ur name if u wanna be in my اگلے stiry i think im writing another tommorow idk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mya: (looks straight into princeton eyes then starts crying histaricly)
Prince: its ok babe آپ know that i love you. (they sit and hug for like 10 منٹ as Mya keeps crying)
Mya: i love آپ too
Prince: (picks her head up and wipes her eyes) wanna just go chill at my house
Mya: yeah
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!plz تبصرہ and leave ur name if u wanna be in my اگلے stiry i think im writing another tommorow idk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!