what's the WORST سال (so far), season, ماہ and day? why? (only 3 reasons max)

(to my girlfriend) i miss you, i miss your smile, and i still shed a tear, every once in a while. and even though it's different now, you're still here somehow... my دل won't let آپ go, and ('cause) i need آپ to know... I Miss آپ

she was my first and only girlfriend...