How do آپ deal with this situation?

Hmm...
Well, suicide is actually a very serious topic to bring up in a conversation. I mean, think about it. Suicide is practically a person taking their life out of their choice. It's their choice that they want to die. Now, sometimes people will associate suicide as a plea for attention; to be noticed سے طرف کی someone. There was a سوال about suicide on here a couple days پہلے that a select few people thought was completely made up, so it's not a shock to see how your ex is reacting to this. Perhaps he thinks you're joking یا that you're too gloomy to speak to if you've talked about committing suicide. He's probably overreacting to the whole "Suicide and depression" thing. With the feelings he's دکھانا to you, there is a possibility that آپ will feel worse instead of better. Anger and hate can really disrupt a peaceful environment, and in your case with your depression, anger is not something آپ want to receive, especially from someone آپ love.

I encourage آپ get better and perhaps speak with your ex about his attitude and how he needs to change it if he really cares about آپ and wants آپ to get better. If he continues to دکھائیں his anger, there is no point in keeping him as a friend. And, even though I realize it might be hard, perhaps آپ should اقدام on from him. If he wants to help you, he should then try to encourage some sort of happiness and joy into آپ instead of دکھانا آپ anger.

All beings on this planet want happiness and not suffering. I hope that آپ get through this alright and stronger than آپ were before.

It's very possible that he thought آپ were trying to make him feel guilty for breaking up with you. Like آپ were trying to trick him into getting back together just to stop آپ from killing yourself.

It's a very tricky topic to talk about with someone. Especially if that someone is a large contributer to how you're feeling.

What آپ can do to fix it is to take the time pull yourself together every time before آپ try to talk to him so آپ don't come accross as desperate یا out of control. Tell him you're sorry, not for being depressed but for saying things that may frighten him, and ask him if he's willing to talk to آپ about it every once in a while. آپ can understand why it would make him uncomfortable, right? Depression has a depressing effect on آپ and your loved ones, unfortunately. As long as آپ دکھائیں him that you're willing to try to feel good around him, he probably won't be so upset about it.

forget abt it! k maybe u cant do it then try to turn positive!! k dont do what i just کہا maybe try im already trying to deal a little prob like that abt my cuzin....