If آپ had powers, would آپ be a hero یا a villain, oooo and what would your powers be?

I would be a villain all the way. I mean, sometimes i feel like a villain in real lol, being ostracized at school and whatever. Also i feel like a black بھیڑوں, بھیڑ at home. I also have some dark characteristics like, perverseness, erratic behavior. I was diagnosed bipolar, major depression...there's more.

Sometimes i have a twisted sense of humor that nobody gets and sometimes even get angry at me for, also i'm the only atheist in my family...which..makes me feel kind of, evil :\
also sometimes i wish i could pay everybody back who wronged me *evil laugh*
i love the joker, he's a bit of a role model for me really, and i like horror movies, lollies! :D

but deep down though, underneath everything i just said, people kinda get to understand that im really a little کے marshmallow, مآرشماللو softie pushover XD (another reason why people try to take advantage of me) i really wouldn't hurt a fly and i get pretty upset when bad things happen to people یا animals. I might not have a problem with seeing blood but i don't like killing and im pretty sentimental it's embarrassing, i love snuggles and really just want to be loved.

Okay آپ can tell سے طرف کی now that im also pretty open, so give me your جوابات people and add a pic too! it would be really cool.