Like I کہا before, it was a endless nightmare. So close سے طرف کی the end, and then آپ start all over again.
The days flyed by, and we still didn't know were my Rose was.
My soul was gone, like my other. My future was dark, dark like the night.
Not being with my soul was the most horrible thing what could happen to me. I felt empty. I was empty. I mean, how could آپ live with one half? How could آپ live without your heart? Rose was my heart, the reason I excist.
'This is Rio Blanco, I worked here years ago, before I changed Edward. آپ have to look out, it's... very sunny,' Carlisle said. I didn't look around, why should I?
Alice closed her eyes. Searching in Rosalie's future.
Edward was searching in Rosalie's head. 'There's something wrong. Something happened...' Edward suddenly gasped.
'Something bad is going to happen,' Alice eyes snapped wide open. 'We have to hurry up! Before...' she didn't finish her sentence.
'Where is she?' I shouted confused. I would never, never forgive myself if something happens.
I tried to smell her scent. We have to follow it.
'I guess this way,' I pointed towards the end of the سٹریٹ, گلی were we were standing.
We started to run in vampire speed. There was no human, we were very sure of that.
'Hurry up! There isn't much time!' Alice yelled confused. I felt waves of calmness. It was Jasper, no time to thank him for that. What was going to happen? I didn't know, but we had to hurry up.
'What is she thinking?' Bella asked Edward.
'I... I can't hear her anymore. Like they blocked us again,' he whispered quitly. Oh, damn, why are they so annoying?
'I don't know Em. Alice can آپ see her future?' Edward asked his sister. We already knew the answer.
'No...' she whispered.
I looked at the sky while we followed her scent.
'Please,' I begged. 'Please my Rose, be strong.'
Joshua looked with wide eyes at me. Horror and anger, all written at his face. He unwrapped his arms around Sophie and stepped slowly towards me.
'What did آپ say?' his voice made me shiver. His voice cold and hard.
I didn't dare to say it again. I didn't realize that it was a very sensitive subject for them.
'I... I'm sorry,' I looked at my hands. Joshua pulled me harsh on my feet.
'Don't آپ dare, do say Chad's name!' he yelled in my face.
'Joshua, easy,' Jason warned his brother.
'Stay out of it, I'm done with her!' he snarled. 'I can't let her live anymore.'
I froze. He wanted to kill me this time. I wanted to fight back, but I knew I would lose it. I looked hopefully at Jason. The only one who could protect me right now.
'Joshua, please. Don't be so insane,' Jason stepped closer to his brother. 'It's okay, brother. Think of what Chad would do.'
'What Chad would do? He would let her go and then we would die all!' Joshua screamed.
'I'm sorry for your brother, I'm really sorry,' I cried. 'But I would never do something like that. It wasn't Chad's fault. But look from his point.'
'I said, don't آپ DARE to say his name again!' Joshua screamed before he slapped me. I lost my balance but Jason catched me. I looked in his eyes. He felt guilty for this all.
'Thanks,' I whispered after he pulled me softly on my feet again.
'Are آپ insane? Why are آپ so heartless?' Jason yelled at his brother. 'All those years, you've been acting like a horrible monster. All those years آپ did like آپ was the only one who felt torn about what happened with our brother. We were patient with you, Joshua. But I'm done with you!' he pointed at his brother. 'I unblocked them, Joshua. Her family would find her soon!'
I froze. What did he meant with "unblocked"?
'You did WHAT?' Joshua screamed. And then he lunged for Jason's throat. Suddenly the two were fighting like beasts.
'Stop it! Stop!' I heared Sophie screaming, suddenly Caroline was there too. The women tried to calm down there husbands but it didn't work. I looked at the door. I could run now... but I stood like frozen. Suddenly Joshua stood smashed his brother on the ground and grabbed me.
'We have to go!' he shouted. I tried to pull him away but he was too strong.
'Go! Do whatever آپ want, but I don't want to see آپ again!' Jason yelled at his brother. Joshua murmered something but I couldn't understand what. I looked at Jason. Why didn't he help me? Even Sophie didn't say anything about her husbands behaviour.
Joshua pushed me out of the house, into the forest. I fell almost on the ground but he grabbed me harsh and dragged me with him. I smelled the air, it was so light that it almost hurt my eyes, I was so long stuck in a dark room, that I almost forgot how it was to be outside.
'Nobody has to hear this!' he murmered.
'Hear what?' I asked. I was really done with him. I wanted to rip his head off.
Joshua didn't answer my سوال and pushed me even harder.
After a few منٹ we stood in a open place in the forest. The sun shined on our skin and the flowers were beautiful. I couldn't enjoy the sight because Joshua smashed me hard on the ground. I tried to stand up but he held me on my place.
'I'm going to do it fast,' he کہا to me. 'I'm sorry, it's the only way.'
It was the first time that Joshua apoleziged for something.
'Please...' I begged. But Joshua looked resolute.
I glared at him. Why was I begging? No, I'm going to fight for my life.
And before I knew I hit him in his face with my fist. I stood up but he grabbed me.
'You didn't had to do that,' he whispered in my ear. I shivered.
He turned me so I stood face to face with him and slapped me in my face. I screamed when I felt on the ground and he slapped me again.
'Keep your hands off of my wife,' I heared suddenly a beautiful sharp voice saying. I turned my head and smiled when I saw the love of my life.