Married man doesn't exite me

I already done it. With married men, I mean, not women, because I'm gay. In Iran, many gay men are married to girls they don't really love, just to avoid being arrested and executed. You see, in my country, it's still very dangerous and also illegal to be gay, or to have sex with other guys. Me? No, I'm not married to any girl! I'm not into that! Nobody can make me straight! I won't go and marry some of my female best friends by force!!! I love guys, even those who got married to hide their own (homo)sexuality.

Only with married women, because I'm straight. Was it just a fantasy? So far, yes. There's this girl next door who's very hot and sexy, but she's married. What can I do? I'm so in love with her, but she doesn't care about me. And to make everything even worse, her husband is my best friend!!! You see, I'm in love with my best friend's wife!!! Just like in that song Jessie's Girl, except his name is not Jessie, but... Anyway, who cares about his name?!? I dream about that girl next door every night, but so far nothing happened. There's nothing between us... Except my best friend that I like a lot!!! We go long way back, to school, when we were just kids. How can I ever destroy their marriage, just because I fell madly in love his wife?!? She doesn't love me and that's just wrong! I mean, it's wrong for me to have such feelings for my best friend's wife, but then again, I'm a man, and you know what they say: Men only want sex! Well, maybe, maybe not! I don't know! My friend means a lot to me, and no sex is worth losing your best friend, and for what, for a girl who doesn't even know that I'm in love with her?!? She won't give me another look, much less to have sex with me!

Already done it. With a woman that I work with every single day. We have a love affair at work. So what if she's married? So am I! We're both married, just not to each other.