The window's cracked, I'm looking out
I see her and I'm filled with doubt
I don't know if this parking place
Is just another empty space
Words I've کہا aren't coming true
I don't know if it's me یا you
This promise is too hard to keep
I have to speak

So what, I lied
But the truth would've been suicide
Monogamy is all she wants from me
But I see my life
And it's way too short
Don't blame me for not being subservient to others'
needs
I'm at the point where honesty just doesn't fucking
work for me

I did my best to try and be
A mirror of society
But we both know the mirror's cracked
And everybody's in the act
Faking...

Take me for a ride when I don't even know the set-up,
Get into a fight just to make the sex better,
You got a hold of me but there ain't nothing here that's holding آپ down.

I believed in this except it wasn't getting better,
You got me in the middle but I never found the center,
Even when آپ know what I know it's not stopping آپ now.

I can't always see what's in front of me.
No I can hardly breathe,
Suffocating me,
Bleeding it out,
All over the ground.

Tell me when it's over,
Wake me when I'm sober,
The scars [are] too hard to hide,
I should've known better,
If only I could be strong enough to see that...

Age five just a little boy shy is he ready for the big surprise
Hell be playin lego in a dream when the shadows come to life
Age nine well he shoulda been fine with a secret hes sure to keep
Two times had to tell a little lie for the sake of him and me
Now its over
I need closure

HEY! look what آپ did to me
When آپ where takin me ہوم gettin me stoned leave me alone
Ive waited for mom to comfort me
But when i open my mouth
Dont say, nuthin, shhh

Age 12 and it isnt goin well
Now its three years to the day
Confused but unlike آپ this feelin wont go away
16 and the woman down the street
Has invited him to...

I held onto آپ for as long as I could but today
You fell away
Now what I hold are the memories we barely made
I stood on the edge of your bridge until I felt the rain
Wash me away
My confusion left me fast as the vertigo came

What I believed to be true it was only a dream
Believed in me
I just projected it over your beautiful screen
I self medicated my way through this mess that we made
So I could stay
There was nothing, but I waited
I waited

This was my mistake
Broken are plans we made
So I will be traveling any place
Cuz anywhere's better than
Here we rest in peace
Rubble beneath the feet

I shouldn't have...

I wrestle with my thoughts at night
Anchored to the ropes I tied to myself
Heaviness in my both my legs
Like I walked a thousand miles a day

If I could stand on سب, سب سے اوپر of my world
I’d still be looking up at stars that I can never touch

When a sky full of tears falls to the earth
I gotta believe we’re healing now
Now before آپ give up, before it gets worse
I have to believe we’re healing now

Healing now
Healing now
Healing now

From where I stand it’s hard to see
What anyone has to offer me today
Courage comes from letting go
And loving everything آپ fear away

If I could stand on سب, سب سے اوپر of my world
I’d still...

آپ mean everything to me, don't آپ know?
You're the thing that brought me back to life
I put آپ on a pedestal
You کہا I do, I کہا آپ will
Now tell me do آپ wanna
Keep any of this alive? (Alive?)

Didn't I didn't I love you?
Wasn't I good enough for you?
You're not walking away
You're not walking away
(Do آپ wanna keep this alive?)
You and I, we should be together
You and I, we're in this forever
You're not getting away
You're not getting away

Where would آپ be without me?
Just ask yourself
No one's gonna love آپ like I do
Look into my eyes and see
I could never let آپ leave
Now tell me do آپ wanna
Keep...

Here I sleep with one eye open
While you're dreaming اگلے to me
Well at least I gave up hoping
Some kind of miracle would set me free

Starting over
God only knows where we've been
Starting over
Is not an option

You're like poison on my tongue
So bittersweet, but I like it, I love it
Poison on my tongue
And it keeps killing me, but I like it, I love it

Here's a pill
Why don't we take it
Cause I heard it makes it all okay
And wait until we both are naked
Save the bullshit for another day

Starting over
God only knows where we've been
Starting over
Is not an option

You're like poison on my tongue
So bittersweet, but...

I've tried to balance these lives that we are living
You always feel justified but آپ never feel forgiving
I woke up one morning to find myself wrapped in the things I swore I'd never touch.
And here I am again trying to save what's left of آپ and I
So why aren't آپ satisfied?

I reached out, fell short
Now you're hurt, too many words
Breaking the silence
I felt it, bled it, screamed it,
It only gets worse
And it kills me watching me too angry for us to survive
I used too many words tonight

I tried to get it right
But I was just wastin' my time
'cause آپ never compromised when it came to us
We struggle...

If آپ wanna sink to the bottom with me
Come get gotten, reelin' and rotten beneath
1, 2, 3 and down آپ go
You'll be smilin' before آپ know
If آپ wanna sink to the bottom with me

[Chorus]
We're all rotten, buried and forgotten
Livin' it up underground
So take a ride
HEY! HEY! HEY! HEY!
You really can't be lookin' so surprised
If آپ can't beat them, might as well eat them
No one's gettin' out alive
Give it a try
HEY! HEY! HEY! HEY!
It really is a wicked way to die

Listen my friend to the sound of a sweet melody
Doesn't it seem to resound like an old memory?
Screamin' and cryin' we'll have none of that
Yoy...

I'm not coming back, I'm not gonna react, I'm not doing shit for you
I'm not sitting around while آپ are tearing it down around us
I'm not living a lie while آپ swim in denial
'Cause you're already dead and gone
You'll leave me out on the curb just like everyone else before you

Welcome to my world
Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone
Another lesson burned and I'm drowning in the ashes
Kicking, screaming, welcome to my world

I don't care what آپ think, I'm not seeing a shrink, I'm not doing this again
I'm not another student یا a mother to take your shit out on
So let's see what...

I dont mind where آپ come from
As long as آپ come to me
But I dont like illusions I cant see
Them clearly
I dont care, no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually what you'll do
I dont mind
I dont care
As long as you're here

[Chorus]

Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred دل in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take آپ for who آپ are
If آپ take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's all the same

Hours slide and days go by
Till آپ decide to come
But in-between it always seems too long
Suddenly
But I have the skill, yeah
I...