Which one do آپ choose? Feel happiness along your life but never meet ss501although just a member for once, یا do something near/get job around them but feel desperate/stress in almost everytime?

To say the truth, I'd better near/get job around Hyun Joong Oppa even if I feel desperate/stress in almost everytime. I love him so much that I could die if I see him for only once in my life!!
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I would want to work near یا around them. Even if I am stressed and desparate I love them all so much so I can deal with the stress and desperation.

in the power of my position, i will choose to work with them even though i got stress, at least im spending my time with them, and i will be happy if that will happen to me,.