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posted by teashaC

I shouldn't love آپ but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see آپ but i can't move
I can't look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so آپ know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let u win now
Though آپ should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before آپ go
Just so آپ know

It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do آپ want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't...

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RANDOM STUFF (: THAT I WROTE

posted by teashaC

she says shes fine but shes going insane. she says she feels good but shes in a lot of pain. she says shes OK but shes really not.

I will always be here for you. آپ can talk and I will always listen. I will be here until آپ don't want me. And when آپ don't want me I will be gone.

learn to live and let go but at the same time never give up on what truly matters to you. Make your dreams reality, enjoy life, and be yourself.

"Sometimes all آپ really need is that one person to tell آپ that everything is going to be ok."

all i want is your fingers in between my fingers, your eyes looking into my eyes, your lips touching my lips, but most of all, your دل loving my heart.

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MY دل

posted by teashaC

i know i can’t take one مزید step towards آپ
cause all thats waiting is regret
don’t آپ know i’m not your ghost anymore
you lost the love i loved the most

i learned to live, half alive
and now آپ want me one مزید time

who do آپ think آپ are?
runnin’ ’round leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
don’t come back for me
who do آپ think آپ are?

i hear you’re asking all around
if i am anywhere to be found
but i have grown too strong
to ever fall back in your arms

ive learned to live, half alive
and...

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DEATH OF A MOM

posted by teashaC

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic
My voice projected my life reflected

Daddy was a crack feind 2 in the morning had us running down the سٹریٹ, گلی like a track team

When he burnt the house down n my mother was in it
How could I forget it the, pain infinite
Shes my queen and I ain't even british
Shes the only reason why i go to school and finish
She told me that I had talent
Got on her knees and prayed for me when I started being violent
She saw something in me that, until this دن I don't know if I could be dat
But I'm a die tryin and when I'm done cryin
Grab the iron
And black out like I'm...

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pretty girl

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worthless

added by teashaC

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RUNNING AWAY

posted by teashaC

Runaway love
Runaway love

Now nyte is only 18 years old
She's trying to figure out why the world is so cold
Why she's all alone and ain't never met her family
daddys always ہوم and she never met her mama Part of her is missing and nobody will listen
daddy is on drugs getting high up in the kitchen
Bringing ہوم girls at different hours of the night
Starting with some laughs -- usually ending in a fight
Sneaking in her room while the girls is knocked out
Trying to have his way and nyte says 'ouch'
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her
Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her
nyte...

BLACK VEIL BRIDES

added by teashaC

the best آپ never had

added by teashaC

video

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LOOKING AT THE MIRROR PART 2

posted by teashaC

as my friend sees the death note she reads it and she starts to cry 5 feet away is my dead body.as she walks closer to me she sees me and grabs me out of the water and im so long gone its been 2 days sence i have been in the tub all souless.she goes into the room and sees footprints going into the باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ so she goes into the باورچی خانے, باورچی خانہ as she walks مزید she sees them goin to the bathroom so she new someone killed her as she picked my clothes up she
cries
screamed
and was alone
as she sits on the ground lookin at me knowing that i died in a painful way but she new i died fast as she saw how he pinned...

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BLACK VEIL BRIDES/PERFECT WEAPON (:<3

posted by teashaC

RUN!

Awake at night آپ focus,
On everyone who has hurt you,
Then write a فہرست of targets,
Your violent lack of virtue.

Leave us alone!
You're on your own!

Go!

We are breathing,
While you're sleeping, go, (GO! )
And leave us alone,
The liars cheating,
Our hearts beating, go, (GO! )
And now you're on your own.

Here's to your perfect weapon,
Crack bones with blind aggression,
Like birds whose wings are broken,
آپ live without direction.

Leave us alone!
You're on your own!

We are breathing,
While your sleeping, go, (GO! )
And leave us alone,
The liars cheating,
Our heart's beating, go, (GO! )
And now you're on your own.

GO!
GO!
GO!
GO!
And now you're on your own!
GO!
GO!
And leave us alone!

We are breathing,
While your sleeping, go, (GO! )
And leave us alone,
The liars cheating,
Our heart's beating, go, (GO! )
And now you're on your own.

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LIFE WILL IT GET BETTER

posted by teashaC

why am i still alive after i was malested سے طرف کی my cosuin why am i still moving why havnt i gave up in life yet
cries
cuts
stops breathing
why do i need to live i hate life im haunted hes always here with me hes near me i feel him touching me it scares me to death when im sleeping i feel him on me choking me i cant do shit because hes to strong im tired of feeling pain i want a gud life and im not getting that life i wanted u to leave me alone but u kept choking me u wouldnt let me go u jsut kept hurting me why what did i ever do to u

broken glass

added by teashaC

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broken دل

added by teashaC

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I LOVE U NYTE UR MY ANGEL

posted by teashaC

"SITS DOWN AND CRIES,
IM HAPPY NOW IM LOVIN HER WITH ALL MY HEART(NYTE),I NO WE HAD R UPS AND DOWNS,I NO WE FOUGHT A LOT,BUT WHEN WE WERE FIGHTING ALL THE TIME I NEVER HATED U I JUST WANTED TO FEEL BIGGER THEN U SO U WOULD FEEL THE SAME WAY I DID,NOW I NO THAT U LOVE ME STILL U JUST WANTED TO SEE HOW I FELT GETTING HURT,AND IT WORKED BUT NOW LOOK WERE HAPPY NOW IM WITH U NOW IM IN LOVE WITH U.*I SIT ON THE GROUND WITH U CRYING U SAYING"DONT CRY BABE IM HERE NOW IM NOT LETTING U GO "I SAY I NO U R AND I CANT EVER LEAVE U EVER EVER EVER IN MY LIFE.:I HEAR U CRYING I SAY"WHATS WRONG BABE U SAY...

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HATE U/PAIN

posted by teashaC

' Once upon a time
We swore not to say goodbye
Something got a hold of us
And we changed
Then آپ sat alone in pride
And I sat at ہوم and cried
How'd our fairytale just end up this way

We went round for round
Til' we knocked love out
We were laying in the ring, Not making a sound
And if that's a metaphor of آپ and I
Why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
Make آپ pain like I do
Still can't shake آپ off
I can't wait to break through these emotional changes
Seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you
Break آپ down so low there's no place left to go
I can't wait to hate you
oooh...

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MAT I <3 U

posted by teashaC

I <3 U MAT SO MUCH UR MY ANGEL NOW WHEN I FIRST MET U LIKE 6 MONTHS پہلے I WAS IN LOVE WITH U BUT U WENRT U کہا U LOVED ME BUT U DIDNT LOVE ME LIKE THAT SO WE JUST STAYED SISTERS FOR A WHILE U CAME ON LAST FRIDAY SAYING WE NEED TO TALK I کہا OK U TOLD ME THAT U MISSED ME U WANT ME UR THINKING ABOUT ME AND ITS FUNNY BECAUSE I WAS THINKING ABOUT U TO I WAS GOIN TO TELL U I WANT U BACK IN MY LIFE AGAIN BECAUSE UR BEATIFUL AND UR SMART OUTGOIN AND JUST FLAT OUT CRAZY ANND I LOVE THAT ABOUT U IT MAKES ME HAPPY TO SEE U HAPPY WHEN U MIGHT BE HURT BUT UR NOT HURTING WHEN U SEE MY NAME ON THE SCREEN...

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EMOTIONS

posted by teashaC

It's over and done
But the heartache lives on inside
And who's the one you're clinging to
Instead of me tonight?

And where are آپ now, now that I need you?
Tears on my تکیا wherever آپ go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
Lost in the song
But if آپ don't come back
Come ہوم to me, darling
Don't آپ know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight?
Don't آپ know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

I'm there at your side,
I'm part of all...

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BREATHING FOR LOVE

posted by teashaC

I've been stranded on a lonely street
Got lost in the shadows
Fell hard in the battle
Heard crys and the suffering
Walked through the darkness Left broken and heartless
I'm calling out, can آپ hear my voice?
I'm gonna find آپ through all the noise
You know there's nothing that I wouldn't do
Shine your light as I reach for آپ

My دل beats for love
My دل beats for love
It's the sound that I hear
Tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest
And it runs through my blood
My دل beats for love
My دل beats for love

I've been told at least a thousand times
It's not worth the struggle
The hurt or...

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Molly + tete = love

posted by teashaC

Molly and me been on and off,but this time its different,all we had to do was take the fake ppl out of our lives,well here is a poam for my girl.

Cute
Beautiful
Hott
Everytime I see آپ there is always something else to say to you.your cute to be with,we look amazing together,ive been with ppl but there nothing like you,all this time we were تقسیم, الگ کریں up,all I wanted was to get back with you,i didnt know how to say"molly can we be مزید than friends" because truth is I was afraid آپ say no,but آپ کہا yes and my دل was pounding in my chest.

The way I feel is overwhelming

Cries
Hurts
Pain
I cry cause...