This is dedicated to Cat and Big Sis آپ guys are awesome!

Because I new she meant it, Every word she کہا she looked at me with cold black eyes and کہا I hate آپ I've read all the parenting کتابیں but none of them کہا anything about this pain! and No I'm NOT saying that I wish I would have not adopted her I'm only saying that parenting is hard! I love my baby girl and I know she loves me but she meant those words I no she did! I just hugged Kyle closer and closer until I finally told him what was wrong! as I finished telling him I saw Molly walk down the stairs with huge tears crawling down her little angle face! "ma ma Mom?" she کہا threw all the tears "I"m sorry Mom I did not mean it! I love آپ please forgive me" "Oh Molly Baby it's okay I no آپ did not mean it I love آپ to and I forgive آپ come here and sit beside me" she walked slowly over with her head looking down like she was ashamed "Molly it's okay baby I forgive you" I کہا and gave her a tickle I could see her start to smile! She sat down on my lap and I held her tight and I felt محفوظ again! Then Kyle put his arm around me and کہا "I found a job! I start tomorrow and the kids can start school on Monday!" "Really that is so wonderful! I guess I know what Molly and David and I are doing this weekend! Were going school clothes shopping!" "awesome" Molly کہا getting happier! "Hon" I spoke soft "If were steel going to get marred I think I should start planning now okay?" "okay and of course we are getting married unless آپ don't love me" "I love آپ hon trust me" I کہا with a giggle! Then Molly got up and ran upstairs I knew what she was up to she was going to talk to David! "I'm going to teach David to swim اگلے week okay?" "okay he will be happy to hear that" I کہا looking at the love coming out of my angels eyes! "Well I'm going to start on planing the wedding!" I کہا loving him back! "I want a fall wedding okay" "okay" he کہا "So were are آپ going to work?" I ask "I am going to be a construction worker!" he کہا I could tell he was proud and I was too "Well I'm very happy" I کہا with a smirk! "I have a poem for you" He کہا "really well please read it" "okay" he کہا and them he began "The way آپ stare into my eyes the way آپ hug me so tight the only reason I want to stay alive I wake up thinking of آپ and wondering if آپ steel love me too the way آپ talk when your in a rush the way آپ brush your hair the way آپ seem to care for me oh baby آپ keep me on my toes and the way آپ kiss my nose baby I've got my eye on آپ the only thing that gets me threw the دن I no I'll be okay when I see آپ baby! it's just the way آپ are!" I was in tears سے طرف کی the time he was done "I love it" I کہا "I did not mean to make آپ cry" he کہا "it's a good type of cry" I laughed and then there was a knock at the door.....