I rushed into my room and plopped on my بستر throwing my کتابیں at my desk, my aiming was perfect .... almost. A bunch of papers spewed unto my floor. Groaning i got up from where i lay only a few measly سیکنڈ and went to pick up the papers. They were mostly school papers from last سال i didnt care about. I tossed them into the wire trashcan sitting اگلے to my ڈیسک carelessly. I picked up the last thing on the ground, a yelow tore up folder that looked flamiliar. I opened it ciriously and those words i worked so hard on last سال flashed before my eyes- when i stepped into the brightness from the darkness of the movie house....
I shut it quickly! i didnt want to remember. Not after a good دن at school. Not after the pretties blonde i had ever laid hands on smiled at me. Not after darry and I went a دن without quarrelling. I didnt want to remember now..not ever.
سے طرف کی the way.. My name is Ponyboy, ponyboy curtis. HOw rude of me not to say that first. YOu might of heard of me....but probably not. I dont get around much. Just the gang. And two of them are dead now. Dally..his دل was in the wrong place at the wrong time and his crazy wittyness finally got him killed. shot-right before my eyes too. JOhnny... the lost small boy with puppydog eyes and not much will to survive before it was too late... We saved a bunch of kids from a آگ کے, آگ in a burning church,with Dallys help of course. HE got burned the worse, hot wood fell unto his back breaking it. He died at the tender age of sixteen..with noone to love him except us. Not even his parents. Enouth about them. i need to stop living in the past..and look آگے to the furure. Whatever that may be. آپ dont get much from being a greaser. Were stupid and poor and trash. Even darry who was smart and active..he didnt get anywhere. He gets to roof houses for a living . BUt that dosent matter either. Soda is a highschool dropout... but he is one of the most special people i will ever know.Because he can make me laugh...and thats twice as good as success and money.
I dont really know what god has in mind for me. Im not strong and practical like Darry. Im not funny and handsome like Sodapop. Im not innoncent and delicate like johnny.Im not careless and tough like dally was. Im not funny like Twobit. یا good at working on cars with steve یا good with girls. Im jsut ponyboy.Im sensitive and i dig sunsets and like reading books. That dosent mkae me nothin'. So maybe i am nothing and i always will be. BUt thats beyond the point too. Well instead of focusing on what im not and my past..why dont we focus on the future. Yes, that sounds like a plan to me.....