Hi!!! Ok here's a recap from what happened last time:

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It's time." Father said.

He came over and hugged me roughly, it was very awkward. It was like he didn't want to touch me but felt it was what I needed.

Mother came over اگلے and knelt down in front of me. "We will be back soon, don't be scared. Dr. Gordon کہا that they will take very good care of آپ and he will watch out for آپ personally." She کہا as she hugged me tightly.

Cynthia came over last. The tears flowing down her face. We hadn't been apart for مزید then one دن and both of us knew that this was going to be a bit longer then that.

She wrapped her arms around me and hugged me as tight as she could. We both knelt on the ground crying, neither one of us wanting to let go.

That's my پسندیدہ memory of my sister, we weren't going to let go of each other. I remember that often when I get sad...which happens a bit around here.

I will write مزید the اگلے time I am alone, please understand."

That was all that was written. I laid there my head back against Jasper wishing I could cry. I must have been so lonely, so scared, so hurt. I can't imagine a small girl left سے طرف کی her family.

Jasper took my hand and smiled down at me. "We should get back. Everyone will be back سے طرف کی now and people will be getting up soon." He کہا as we both stood up and started running back to the camp.
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We ran to the edge of the woods and walked back down the path to our camp site. We passes a few girls who were heading to the bathroom. They all looked at Jasper and I who were holding hands and smiled at us.

"Good Morning." I کہا cheerfully as we passed them.

"Good morning ladies." Jasper کہا like a good southern gentleman.

They all giggled and smiled walking into the building that held the showers/bathroom.

We both laughed a little bit and were still smiling when we walked into the camp. Everyone had made it back before us, they were all sitting around the آگ کے, آگ pit waiting for us. The entire camp had been broken down and all supplies were put in the cars.

Emmett and Edward were comparing their kills from the night before. It sounded like they both went after bears and for what I could tell Emmett found a larger one. Rosalie sat on a chair watching them while picking the dirt out from below her nails, a disgusted look on her face.

Carlisle and Esme were staring into each others eyes, talking quietly like usual. I smile at them as we walked in and sat down اگلے to Edward and Carlisle.

"Can we go now? I need a shower." Rosalie whined as she stood up brushing the dirt off her jeans.

"Yes we should be going. It will be sunny soon and we need to be getting home, I have to work anyway." Carlisle کہا as he herded all of us into the cars. He motioned for Rosalie and Emmett to take the backseat of his car while Esme climbed into the front. He looked back and nodded at Edward before driving off.

I climbed into Edwards backseat, allowing Jasper the front. Edward climbed in and began to turn the radio on.

"Edward," I thought "Can I please read? Could we leave the radio off?"

"Sure Alice. Feel like sharing? I have to admit I am interested in this now...if آپ don't mind." He کہا out loud.

"I don't mind." I thought.

I grabbed the journal, flipping through the pages trying to see how many pages were left. It seemed like there were a couple entries left, I wanted to skip to the end but knew better.

I bent my knees under myself and began reading out loud to the 3 of us.

"Hmmmm. The تاریخ on this one is June 3rd." I کہا to myself.

"Wait that's a ماہ after the last one isn't it?" Jasper asked

"You guys read another one?" Edward asked, jealousy peaking in his voice.

I had to laugh, this journal was دل breaking yet my family all seemed almost as addicted to this as I was.

I smiled up at Edward and explained that Jasper and I had read a entry that morning, after we found and hunted moose. I had to fill him and let him know that my family had left me there, my father was مزید distant then he was before, my mother promised to come visit me and finally that my sister was terribly upset because she had to leave me for the first time.

"No offense Alice, but I really don't like your father." Edward کہا after I explained everything.

"Neither do I, how could he want to leave you?" Jasper کہا as he reached back and took my hand.

"Thanks, I understand. Now..I want to read this before we get home." I کہا softly.

"Ok it's dated June 3rd." I کہا again as I began to read the short entry.

"It's been a while since I had time to write. Dr. G is taking مزید of my time, trying to work out a treatment plan and taking me on دن trips.

We have gotten to go out to a different town and go for lunch, but he says that we will not be going to my ہوم town because of my family.

I enjoy all my free time, especially at night when I have found that I have مزید time to either write in my journal یا write letters to my sister. I'm not sure if they are making it to her, but I like to think she gets them and will write me back soon.

Enough of my rambling, where did I leave off?

My sister and I sat on the ground holding each other, crying and knowing that soon he was going to separate us and take her and mother home. This meant he was going to leave me here, and I didn't want to be left here alone.

Father walked over behind Cynthia and wrapped his arms around her. He tried to separate us but both of us were holding on to each other like we were each others lifelines.

"Cynthia, let go." He کہا sternly.

She didn't let go and neither did I. I didn't care how mad he got at me, I wasn't going to let her go yet.

He cleared his throat and bent down اگلے to us. He looked down at me, the anger and something that I thought was fear دکھانا in his eyes.

"You let her go now!" He کہا to me.

I hugged her close one مزید time and let go before his anger could reach the boiling point. However; when I let go she clung on to me even tighter.

"Cynthia. It is time to go, آپ want your sister to get better don't you?" He asked.

"Yes sir." She کہا a sob escaping from her lips between the words.

"Then let go, we need to go so she can start her treatments." He stated.

Cynthia gave me one مزید hug before letting go and running over to mother. Mother picked her up and held her close as they both cried. Father walked over and wrapped his arm around them as he lead them out of the grounds.

I stood there on my knees sobbing. I'm not sure how long I stayed there, but eventually someone named Christopher came over and helped me back up to the building.

Once there a red haired woman named Janet took me into a wing of the building where the women stayed. I was shown where the bathrooms were, where we would eat meals, the common room and finally the small room that would be my home.

She left me in my room, telling me that someone would let me know when رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا was before closing the door. I heard a lock slide into place. I didn't understand and had so many سوالات that I just flung myself on the بستر and cried until I heard the lock sliding again.

It is time for lights out, I must stop writing now. I will write soon, I promise."

"That's all there is." I said, my voice no مزید then a whisper.

I was so into my story that I hadn't noticed that we were ہوم already. I looked around to see Carlisle, Esme, Emmett and Rosalie on the front porch wondering why we were just sitting in the car.

Edward opened the door and stood up, looking in the backseat at me and then back up to the porch.

"We'll be up in a moment." He کہا to everyone at the house.

No one up there کہا anything, they all just looked down the drive at me and then each other before walking into the house.