Chapter 26: The آگ کے, آگ Within
As the flames engulfed my entire body I was surrounded سے طرف کی darkness. “Am I dead” I wondered to myself. Then the realization came to me that if I was dead this must be hell. There are no other words to explain the level of pain that I was experiencing. Every single cell in my body felt as though it had been dipped in acid. As the pulsating pain in one part of my body would lessen it would spread and then intensify to another area. My body writhed with the invisible آگ کے, آگ that consumed me whole. I didn’t know where I was یا what had lead to this, I couldn’t remember anything except that I had been dancing with Seth. Seth! Suddenly my worry overtook the pain momentarily I found my voice and screamed in pain, then screamed, “Seth!” I felt cold hands on my smoldering arms, “Shhh, Sienna it’s ok, we will get him.” I whimpered as I was held down سے طرف کی two strong arms, it was Emmett. “Shh, Sienna its ok. Everything is going to be alright,” a quiet woman’s voice reassured me, “Mom?” I کہا incredulously I pictured her in my mind it was like she was right there. The woman paused and didn’t reply right away but she rubbed my forehead, her hands were also cold, “mom”, I sobbed again, “am I dead. Am I in hell? Why are آپ here, آپ can’t be in hell. Where am I? I’m scared and it hurts so badly. Make it stop,” I whispered under my sobs. The hand kept rubbing my face, as the woman spoke again her voice broke, and I realized it was Rosalie, “Sienna its Rose honey, آپ aren’t dead. There was a terrible accident, آپ are going to be ok the pain will be over soon, I promise. We are here. Everything will be ok.” She was rocking me at this point, I struggled to open my eyes and couldn’t. The sobs kept coming, “where are Seth, Nessie and Jake, are they ok?” I heard footsteps and three strange heartbeats as they walked up from the downstairs. Then I stopped and thought about it I HEARD heartbeats and footsteps, what was going on with me? “Sienna!” I heard Seth’s frantic voice and then felt his warm hands on my face, “Careful dog” Rose snapped. “Baby come on, be nice he is just as worried as we are come on let’s leave them alone,” Emmett tried to pacify his angered wife but it wasn’t working, “No Emmett, Seth should have been there! آپ should have been watching her,” she screeched at him accusingly. I could feel the waves of terror that flickered through his body; it was odd I didn’t even need my eyes as long as they were touching me. When Rose was holding me I could feel her heartache. She had wished that she could change places with me. Seth on the other hand wished he were dead. He hated himself for whatever it was that had happened to me, he fully blamed himself. I tried to open my mouth to tell him that I was alright and that it wasn’t his fault whatever it was but when I opened my mouth all that came out was broken sobs mixed with screams of pain. I heard Nessie’s quiet voice, “Aunt Rose that is not fair. If anything we are all responsible آپ cannot blame this on Seth.” Rose let out a sound like a sob as I could hear Emmett’s broad steps leading her quiet and shuffling ones out of the door, after a while I shouldn’t hear her footsteps anymore I wondered if he was carrying her. I felt horrible that I was causing everyone so much grief but I couldn’t move, یا speak any longer as the burning once again became my focus. All of a sudden it started to migrate towards my chest so fully that I could not breathe. I knew that this was it; I was dying now, thoughts drifted in an out of the running, the first time memory of my father rejecting my love. I went to hug him and say dada when I was two and he took my hands and put them at the side of my body and walked away, the look on my sister’s face as she walked out the door of our house for the last time as she was moving to Buffalo, the دن I met Nessie, the first moment I saw Seth and how the world seemed to stop nothing else mattered anymore, and then my last dance with him. I gasped as my دل started beating so hard that I felt as though it was going to burst out of my chest. My body twisted and contorted as there was a final battle between the آگ کے, آگ and my heart, “Grandpa!” I heard Nessie scream. The house suddenly became a frenzy of footsteps until I heard everyone in the room with me. I felt cold hands on my chest, “it’s almost time,” Nessie’s grandfather said, “Nessie, Jake Seth آپ are going to have to leave no.” “No” Seth wailed I cannot leave her again.” Nessie’s mother spoke up quietly, “Seth, آپ have to just for a bit it is not محفوظ for the three of آپ to be here. I promise I will call Jake the first moment that we know she is calm enough for آپ to come back. Please, just do as we ask. She will be ok.” I felt the crushing sadness and conflict that was coursing through Seth’s veins as he brought his face down and kissed me for the last time, “I love آپ Si,” he whispered into my ear, “I’m so sorry.” His voice broke. “Come on Seth,” Jake whispered as he led my love away. سے طرف کی body contorted one final time in such a way that I almost flew off of what I had been laying on, a bed? Four strong arms grabbed me, Emmett and Nessie’s Dad. As my دل started to slow down I knew this was the end. The pain started to diminish in the other parts of my body as a vision of my mother came before my eyes she was so beautiful, all in white she smiled at me and sadly held her hand out to me as if to touch my cheek in a gesture of goodbye, “I love you,” she mouthed, “nothing in this life was your fault, my child.” With that my دل beat its last. After that I heard nothing. The pain was gone; there was no sound of breathing, یا hearts beating. Just silence, the silence of death. And then my eyes slowly opened.
As the flames engulfed my entire body I was surrounded سے طرف کی darkness. “Am I dead” I wondered to myself. Then the realization came to me that if I was dead this must be hell. There are no other words to explain the level of pain that I was experiencing. Every single cell in my body felt as though it had been dipped in acid. As the pulsating pain in one part of my body would lessen it would spread and then intensify to another area. My body writhed with the invisible آگ کے, آگ that consumed me whole. I didn’t know where I was یا what had lead to this, I couldn’t remember anything except that I had been dancing with Seth. Seth! Suddenly my worry overtook the pain momentarily I found my voice and screamed in pain, then screamed, “Seth!” I felt cold hands on my smoldering arms, “Shhh, Sienna it’s ok, we will get him.” I whimpered as I was held down سے طرف کی two strong arms, it was Emmett. “Shh, Sienna its ok. Everything is going to be alright,” a quiet woman’s voice reassured me, “Mom?” I کہا incredulously I pictured her in my mind it was like she was right there. The woman paused and didn’t reply right away but she rubbed my forehead, her hands were also cold, “mom”, I sobbed again, “am I dead. Am I in hell? Why are آپ here, آپ can’t be in hell. Where am I? I’m scared and it hurts so badly. Make it stop,” I whispered under my sobs. The hand kept rubbing my face, as the woman spoke again her voice broke, and I realized it was Rosalie, “Sienna its Rose honey, آپ aren’t dead. There was a terrible accident, آپ are going to be ok the pain will be over soon, I promise. We are here. Everything will be ok.” She was rocking me at this point, I struggled to open my eyes and couldn’t. The sobs kept coming, “where are Seth, Nessie and Jake, are they ok?” I heard footsteps and three strange heartbeats as they walked up from the downstairs. Then I stopped and thought about it I HEARD heartbeats and footsteps, what was going on with me? “Sienna!” I heard Seth’s frantic voice and then felt his warm hands on my face, “Careful dog” Rose snapped. “Baby come on, be nice he is just as worried as we are come on let’s leave them alone,” Emmett tried to pacify his angered wife but it wasn’t working, “No Emmett, Seth should have been there! آپ should have been watching her,” she screeched at him accusingly. I could feel the waves of terror that flickered through his body; it was odd I didn’t even need my eyes as long as they were touching me. When Rose was holding me I could feel her heartache. She had wished that she could change places with me. Seth on the other hand wished he were dead. He hated himself for whatever it was that had happened to me, he fully blamed himself. I tried to open my mouth to tell him that I was alright and that it wasn’t his fault whatever it was but when I opened my mouth all that came out was broken sobs mixed with screams of pain. I heard Nessie’s quiet voice, “Aunt Rose that is not fair. If anything we are all responsible آپ cannot blame this on Seth.” Rose let out a sound like a sob as I could hear Emmett’s broad steps leading her quiet and shuffling ones out of the door, after a while I shouldn’t hear her footsteps anymore I wondered if he was carrying her. I felt horrible that I was causing everyone so much grief but I couldn’t move, یا speak any longer as the burning once again became my focus. All of a sudden it started to migrate towards my chest so fully that I could not breathe. I knew that this was it; I was dying now, thoughts drifted in an out of the running, the first time memory of my father rejecting my love. I went to hug him and say dada when I was two and he took my hands and put them at the side of my body and walked away, the look on my sister’s face as she walked out the door of our house for the last time as she was moving to Buffalo, the دن I met Nessie, the first moment I saw Seth and how the world seemed to stop nothing else mattered anymore, and then my last dance with him. I gasped as my دل started beating so hard that I felt as though it was going to burst out of my chest. My body twisted and contorted as there was a final battle between the آگ کے, آگ and my heart, “Grandpa!” I heard Nessie scream. The house suddenly became a frenzy of footsteps until I heard everyone in the room with me. I felt cold hands on my chest, “it’s almost time,” Nessie’s grandfather said, “Nessie, Jake Seth آپ are going to have to leave no.” “No” Seth wailed I cannot leave her again.” Nessie’s mother spoke up quietly, “Seth, آپ have to just for a bit it is not محفوظ for the three of آپ to be here. I promise I will call Jake the first moment that we know she is calm enough for آپ to come back. Please, just do as we ask. She will be ok.” I felt the crushing sadness and conflict that was coursing through Seth’s veins as he brought his face down and kissed me for the last time, “I love آپ Si,” he whispered into my ear, “I’m so sorry.” His voice broke. “Come on Seth,” Jake whispered as he led my love away. سے طرف کی body contorted one final time in such a way that I almost flew off of what I had been laying on, a bed? Four strong arms grabbed me, Emmett and Nessie’s Dad. As my دل started to slow down I knew this was the end. The pain started to diminish in the other parts of my body as a vision of my mother came before my eyes she was so beautiful, all in white she smiled at me and sadly held her hand out to me as if to touch my cheek in a gesture of goodbye, “I love you,” she mouthed, “nothing in this life was your fault, my child.” With that my دل beat its last. After that I heard nothing. The pain was gone; there was no sound of breathing, یا hearts beating. Just silence, the silence of death. And then my eyes slowly opened.
Hit the jump to check out the images. The film stars Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson, and Taylor Lautner. The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn – Part 1 is set to open November 18th.
Slow, we paddle through the lake
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
I've waited a hundred years
And I'd wait a million مزید for you
Nothing prepared me for of the privilege of being yours, I do
If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how آپ smile when آپ blush
یا how آپ curl your lip when آپ concentrate enough
But I would have known what I was living for all along
What I've been living for
Your love is my turning page
Only the sweetest words remain
Every kiss is a cursive line
Every touch is a redefining phrase
I surrender who I've been for who آپ are
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart
If I had only felt how it feels to be yours
I would have known what I've been living for all along
What I've been living for
Though we're tethered to the story we must tell
When I saw آپ well I knew we'd tell it well
With the whisper we will tame the vicious scenes
Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees
And I'd wait a million مزید for you
Nothing prepared me for of the privilege of being yours, I do
If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how آپ smile when آپ blush
یا how آپ curl your lip when آپ concentrate enough
But I would have known what I was living for all along
What I've been living for
Your love is my turning page
Only the sweetest words remain
Every kiss is a cursive line
Every touch is a redefining phrase
I surrender who I've been for who آپ are
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart
If I had only felt how it feels to be yours
I would have known what I've been living for all along
What I've been living for
Though we're tethered to the story we must tell
When I saw آپ well I knew we'd tell it well
With the whisper we will tame the vicious scenes
Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees
Well I can go a million miles an hour
But I’ve been bored so try to drag me down into the night
But if the morning I knew the song
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’re from
I can see the sun is on the rush
The pulse is strong, it warms آپ better than the Joe they left behind
But in the breath before آپ go
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’ve gone
It starts as a battle of luck
In the end it’s in the hands of a ghost
Well I am
Well I am
I can go a million miles an hour
But I can see the sun upon their eyes
I can go a million miles an hour
I can see it’s all true
آپ start to feel it finally
It starts as a battle of luck
But it ends when the hands of a ghost lay it down yeah
But I’ve been bored so try to drag me down into the night
But if the morning I knew the song
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’re from
I can see the sun is on the rush
The pulse is strong, it warms آپ better than the Joe they left behind
But in the breath before آپ go
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’ve gone
It starts as a battle of luck
In the end it’s in the hands of a ghost
Well I am
Well I am
I can go a million miles an hour
But I can see the sun upon their eyes
I can go a million miles an hour
I can see it’s all true
آپ start to feel it finally
It starts as a battle of luck
But it ends when the hands of a ghost lay it down yeah
So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with آپ man
Don’t آپ see it’s wrong, can’t آپ get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
آپ stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
آپ know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
آپ stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
آپ stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what آپ do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with آپ man
Don’t آپ see it’s wrong, can’t آپ get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
آپ stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
آپ know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
آپ stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
آپ stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what آپ do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your سٹریٹ, گلی light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
چرا لیا, چوری کی me a dog-eared map
And called for آپ everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
یا lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
یا lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Diving too deep for coins
All of your سٹریٹ, گلی light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
چرا لیا, چوری کی me a dog-eared map
And called for آپ everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
یا lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
یا lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down