It had been 18 months. 18 long and lonely months since he left me alone, wanting him, but having no one to talk یا turn to. Have آپ ever missed someone so much آپ actually started to imagine they were there with آپ just so that the دل wrenching pain ebbed for a little while?
But even in the worst situations light comes at the end of the tunnel eventually. Mine in the form of a new job and house a little way away from all the pain and bad memories that were left there in Forks. Now here I was in my small 1 bedroomed house in Tacoma, taking pictures of the Washington scenery for travel brochures. I would have never pictured myself doing anything like this, but after past experiences I found myself with a craving to capture beautiful scenery.
I had graduated Forks High with all right grades, I could have done better but my mind was wandering back to the perfect golden haired boy I now thought was a figment of my imagination. I had already known he was not quite your average 17 سال old boy, but still surely anything that was different about him we could get through together, he didn’t need to run away taking his whole family with him; the family that I didn’t even get the chance to meet.
Speaking of families, there was a new one that had just moved in to the house opposite and a couple of doors down from mine. It was the creepiest house I had ever seen in my life. It stood tall and looming over the whole سٹریٹ, گلی creating an air of mystery as it seemed to be constantly surrounded سے طرف کی a misty fog like something straight out of a Hollywood horror movie.
There was a big guy unloading box after box out of a massive jeep. Well I say a massive jeep but this man made it look like a tiny smart-car. A stunning blonde was stood اگلے to him, pointing at what he should pick up next; typical high school cheerleader couldn’t do anything herself in case she might break a nail. There was another guy, not quite as big and bulky as jeep dude, unloading cases and cases of clothes from a Porsche while a little pixie girl yelled at him to be carefully with her Louboutin’s.
Well life around here was about to get pretty exciting, and I didn’t even know it yet.
But even in the worst situations light comes at the end of the tunnel eventually. Mine in the form of a new job and house a little way away from all the pain and bad memories that were left there in Forks. Now here I was in my small 1 bedroomed house in Tacoma, taking pictures of the Washington scenery for travel brochures. I would have never pictured myself doing anything like this, but after past experiences I found myself with a craving to capture beautiful scenery.
I had graduated Forks High with all right grades, I could have done better but my mind was wandering back to the perfect golden haired boy I now thought was a figment of my imagination. I had already known he was not quite your average 17 سال old boy, but still surely anything that was different about him we could get through together, he didn’t need to run away taking his whole family with him; the family that I didn’t even get the chance to meet.
Speaking of families, there was a new one that had just moved in to the house opposite and a couple of doors down from mine. It was the creepiest house I had ever seen in my life. It stood tall and looming over the whole سٹریٹ, گلی creating an air of mystery as it seemed to be constantly surrounded سے طرف کی a misty fog like something straight out of a Hollywood horror movie.
There was a big guy unloading box after box out of a massive jeep. Well I say a massive jeep but this man made it look like a tiny smart-car. A stunning blonde was stood اگلے to him, pointing at what he should pick up next; typical high school cheerleader couldn’t do anything herself in case she might break a nail. There was another guy, not quite as big and bulky as jeep dude, unloading cases and cases of clothes from a Porsche while a little pixie girl yelled at him to be carefully with her Louboutin’s.
Well life around here was about to get pretty exciting, and I didn’t even know it yet.
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when the thorn بش turns white that's when I'll come home
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don't know where I'll go
And I don't know what I'll see
But I'll try not to bring it back ہوم with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As آپ watch me wander, curse the powers that be
Cause all I want is here and now but its already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far far away, no voices sounding, no one around me and
you're still there
Far far away, no choices passing, no time confounds me and you're still there
In the full moons light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear آپ calling me
But I don't know where I am and I don't trust who I've been
And If I come ہوم how will I ever leave
when the thorn بش turns white that's when I'll come home
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don't know where I'll go
And I don't know what I'll see
But I'll try not to bring it back ہوم with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As آپ watch me wander, curse the powers that be
Cause all I want is here and now but its already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far far away, no voices sounding, no one around me and
you're still there
Far far away, no choices passing, no time confounds me and you're still there
In the full moons light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear آپ calling me
But I don't know where I am and I don't trust who I've been
And If I come ہوم how will I ever leave