I was laying in بستر thinking about Collin as usual. I want just to let my sadness and madness out but not through crying. I was sick of cry! I got up put on my skinny jeans, a bright گلابی Element shirt, and my Etnies سکیٹ shoes. I was going to let everything out through skateboarding. I grabbed my backpack and headed for the door. I walked down stairs to the living room, no one was there. I looked out the big window in living and looked out. Everyone was outside injoying the sun. Everyone sparkled, it made them even مزید beautiful! Alice and Jasper were sitting in chairs soaking up the sun. Esme and Carisle were sitting close to Alice and Jasper. Emmett and Rose were sitting اگلے to Esme and Carilse. Edward and Bella were laying the grass. Jacob and Nessie were in the گھاس rolling a ball back and forth. Then I saw someone coming out of the woods. It was Seth! I hadn't seen him forever. I picked my board up from the corner and went outside. Seth was talking to Alice and Jasper. ارے ya'll, enjoying the weather. I went up and hugged him. How are you? He asked. I'm great. I کہا sarcasticly. How about you. I asked Seth. I'm good. "Are آپ going skateboarding?" asked Seth. Yeah, I am. " Where are آپ going to سکیٹ at, asked Seth." I thought I would go into town and see if there is any where good to skate. "Okay, can I come and watch you?" asked Seth. Yeah, آپ can come! So with that we took off to town. "What are آپ laughing at?" Seth asked. I was thinking about how I'm having trouble keeping up when your just walking. "oh sorry Seth said". Don't be, it helping me with my speed. I said. We found an empty lot with some nice pavement. I was practicing my ollie ( a jump). I was about to land the ollie when my back foot landed on the tail causing me to land on the 2 back wheels, whiched cause me to fall back. Right has I was about to hit the pavement Seth caught me. Woah, thanks for catching me Seth. NO problem, where is your hemit? I guess I left it when I saw آپ walk out of the woods. Oh okay. I am going to try it a couple of مزید times, its taking me forever to get down this ollie. You're going to try it again after آپ almost hit the pavement? Yeah, I don't need fear keep me from doing this ollie. آپ never have any fear of anything! Oh yes I do. آپ just don't know any of it! Tell me some, Seth کہا a little to excitedly. Well, of course I have a fear of getting hurt really bad when I skateboard, vampires coming after me, and umm i was stumpling becoming a vampire. I looked up at him. It's going to be okay. Seth, no it is not. I am going to be in pain for days! My pain threshold isn't that strong! I'm scared to death. I have less than a week! I thought my life was going to be perfect. I would have the perfect boyfriend and life with my family and دوستوں but it's not going to turn out that way! I don't know what to do. I can't run, the volturi will find me. I told him in one breath. He hugged me, I dropped everything hugged him back. I was trying my best to hold back my tears but they kept coming. Some kids were coming to the empty lot. It was a سکیٹ park and I didn't even relize it. I took a break from crying and a break from doing ollies. I decided that I would work on my drop in on the mini half pipe. I got a couple of guys to help me with it. They told me to lean my wait آگے but not to much and slam my board against the ramp. I fell and skint my leg. I tried again and did the samething and skint my leg even more. Before I knew it was time to go ہوم and eat dinner.