bella's pov

i quickly felt asleep when we arrive ہوم
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i was in the woods
i was wearing my پسندیدہ dress it was a white cotton dress i wasn't wearing any shoes and my hair was free the sun make it look like it had red in it and the wind make it اقدام ......
this was my happy place
then i saw that edward was standing سے طرف کی a درخت in the shadows
i run towards him and he open his arms
i jump and hug him tightly he hugg me سے طرف کی the waist also tighlty and sigh happily

"i love آپ edward" i کہا he smile brightly at me
he اقدام clser until our lips touch when our lips touch i suddenly felt uncomfortable his lips felt hard and harsh i pull away confuse this kiss reminded me of..
when i look at edwards face i realize it wasn't edward anymore it was james i yelled in horror but he continue to kiss me

i wake up gasping and cover in sweat
it was just a dream ... i told myself

but i was too scare to sleep and dream of james kiss well attack again so i hop out of my بستر to open my window it was still night probably 2 am

i walk out to my balcony and decieded that i would go to the garden ...but then i realize my mother would find out i was in the garden if my night گاؤن, gown got filled with dirt i sigh

wait i could used my white cotton dress i used this morning it was already dirty i happily change

then i walk quietly down the stairs to the garden

i went to my پسندیدہ spot at the garden it was the part of the white roses and in the middle of it there was a beautiful fountain

i sat on the edge of the فاؤنٹین, چشمہ and play with the water

i heard some bushes اقدام i look at them scare
"who is there" my voice shook i was terrify what if it was james یا my mother ...

i heard i chucled i would recongnized that chucled everywhere

i felt silly but i کہا "edward?"

edward step out of the bushes he look a little bit embarased as when i little kid is caught doing something he isn't suppose to do

i laugh at his face

he stay there and i run and hugg him

"i miss you" i کہا happily
edward laugh and کہا "me too Bella مزید than آپ imagine"

i look down embarassed i really just known edward what 1 دن پہلے and i was already acting and felling like this.... this wasn't like me but

i look at edwards eyes he took my hand and pull me the فاؤنٹین, چشمہ i sat besied him

"Bella i have to confess something to آپ ..." he کہا and then his forehead wrinkle
"well i have 3 things to confess to آپ but 1 thing i can't never tell آپ because i love آپ too much and if i tell آپ , آپ would ran away from me and am too selfish to allowed that am sorry of that Bella but آپ could run away from me now "
he talk really fast i concentrate to get it all
he sigh heavily and took both my hands in his
"it all started....."