Bella in my arms,she was just waking up her back bare againest white sheet.Sunlight coming through the window.She was just waking up,but still laid there,absorbing this moment.My hand on her bare back,my fingers chasing up and down her spine.She used her elbow for support and pulled herself up.She covered her chest with the sheet.And looked at me,''are آپ okay?'' she asked looking in my eyes.'No',i thought.'i hate myself' i hurt her.I was angry with myself.She had bruises all over her body.My hand print on her arms.Purple and blue bruises all over.She was cover with blue patchs. ''No.'' i finally answered. She looked confused.'How can آپ not know?' i thought.Aren't آپ sore?'She took her hands and placed them on either side of my face,makeing me look at her.Holding my gaze.''Why?Did I do something wrong?'' she asked.Anxious now. Now i was mad.''Don't pretend like im not a monster Bella.''
''What?why would آپ say that?'' She was becoming mad too...
''Bella,look at yourself..Now tell me im not a monster..'' i کہا i took her arm and scretched it out so she could see the blue and purple patchs of my handprint on her arm. ''Oh'' she said.Purely Suprised at them.I memicted my hand to دکھائیں her how they perfectly matched the print of my hand. Then the feather's caught her eye.
''Why am i covered in feathers?'' she asked.
''I bit a pillow.Or two.'' i کہا back to her.
''Why?''
''Let's just be happy it was the تکیا and not you...'' i کہا a little smug.
''Im gonna have to wash these out of my hair.''
''hmm.'' I was still mad at myself.But there was nothing i could do about.And why ruin a good time for her...
Her stomach growled.I should be used to human needs سے طرف کی now.Hmm...
''Breakfast time for the human.'' I tryed smiling at her.She smiled back. ''Eggs?'' She suggested.
''U got it.'' i kissed her on the forhead and got out of bed,in inhuman speed put on some pants and went into the kitchen,to make breakfast.I scrambled her eggs just how she like them.With a little cheese.And some بیکن aswell.I went into the fridge and took a carton of orannge رس, جوس and put it on the counter.Then Bella came in smiling.
She was wearing a white sleevless cotton dress.She trying to fix her hair but just left it the way it was.She sat at the table.I came in with her breakfast,a glass,and the carton of مالٹا, نارنگی juice.I poured the مالٹا, نارنگی رس, جوس in the glass.She took a bite of the eggs.''Pretty good for someone who doesn't eat.'' She laughed jokingly.I laughed.''Thanks.Alot of food network.'' she laughed wth me.Then there was a knock on the door.''I'll get it.It's the cleaning crew.'' i told her.She continued to eat.i went to get the door. ''[portuguse speaking]'' i reply in portuguse.I looked at Bella.Confused but not suprised at the fact that i speak portuguse.
I smiled. Gustauvo and Kirstuma both had dark skin.Makeing me look that mch paler اگلے to them...
When they left,Bella and I watched a romance musical.I watched her as she watched the movie.At the end she met my gaze. ''I love you.''
I told her. ''i love آپ to.''
2 WEEKS LATER
''Bella,please open the door.'' i کہا now anxious.What was wrong with her?Was she sick?
''umm...yeah.'' she said.She looked as if taken سے طرف کی suprise.But سے طرف کی what?She had a small blue box in her hands.She had been sick lately.Always hungry,sleeping in late,throwing up,food tasteing off sometimes but what?
''Are آپ trying to pass off this sickness سے طرف کی PMS?'' I asked her confused. She looked up at me.With agonized eyes.''No.im trying to tell آپ my period is a week late.'' she explained.
Then i knew.I fell to my knees.In complete shock.Happy,worried,scared,grateful,excited,a million diffrent feelings going through my head all at the same time.