Prolouge
I thought about what Renee کہا at that moment. "You'll think of this years later and you'll start laughing." Oh how very wrong she is right now.
I don't think she'll be laughing if she finds out that her baby doesn't belong to her lover but instead her super abusive boyfriend. That is what I'm doing right now.
I stare down at all the documents with Edward holding our, I mean mine and Jacob's, baby. Renesmee Carlie Cullen... یا should I say Renesmee Carlie Black. I feel like crying. It was a mistake to ever start dating him.
Sobs rise out of my chest. "Sh... Bella honey. It's okay." I know it's not. How could Renesmee be Jake's baby?
I realize something so obvious. She resembles Jacob! With her dark زیتون tanned skin, her dark brown eyes... even her cry sounds like Jacob's! How can I miss something so obvious?
I close my eyes hoping this will go away. It doesn't. "Bella this one DNA test isn't going to change anything. I still love آپ and Renesmee like she was my own." I try to smile... failed at it.
I closed my eyes again. "Open them..." Edward whispers in my ear. I did. I saw my baby chewing on Edward and my high school graduation picture. I had a small bump back then. Only a few months into my pregnancy.
We're in our first سال of college. How Edward got the principal to agree to let us keep Renesmee here I don't know. We're lucky the principal's a girl.
"Bella... your exam's tomorrow. Let's get to bed." I walk numbly to my بستر with Edward beside me. He lays Renesmee down and gets in the بستر with me. We're allowed to share a room with each other because we have a baby. Now they realize that it isn't his... will they make me share a room with Jacob?
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I thought about what Renee کہا at that moment. "You'll think of this years later and you'll start laughing." Oh how very wrong she is right now.
I don't think she'll be laughing if she finds out that her baby doesn't belong to her lover but instead her super abusive boyfriend. That is what I'm doing right now.
I stare down at all the documents with Edward holding our, I mean mine and Jacob's, baby. Renesmee Carlie Cullen... یا should I say Renesmee Carlie Black. I feel like crying. It was a mistake to ever start dating him.
Sobs rise out of my chest. "Sh... Bella honey. It's okay." I know it's not. How could Renesmee be Jake's baby?
I realize something so obvious. She resembles Jacob! With her dark زیتون tanned skin, her dark brown eyes... even her cry sounds like Jacob's! How can I miss something so obvious?
I close my eyes hoping this will go away. It doesn't. "Bella this one DNA test isn't going to change anything. I still love آپ and Renesmee like she was my own." I try to smile... failed at it.
I closed my eyes again. "Open them..." Edward whispers in my ear. I did. I saw my baby chewing on Edward and my high school graduation picture. I had a small bump back then. Only a few months into my pregnancy.
We're in our first سال of college. How Edward got the principal to agree to let us keep Renesmee here I don't know. We're lucky the principal's a girl.
"Bella... your exam's tomorrow. Let's get to bed." I walk numbly to my بستر with Edward beside me. He lays Renesmee down and gets in the بستر with me. We're allowed to share a room with each other because we have a baby. Now they realize that it isn't his... will they make me share a room with Jacob?
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Materials:
Petroleum Jelly
small microwavable bowl (discardable)
Stirrer (discardable spoon یا skewer)
Eyeshadow یا body shimmer یا pigment (the color آپ want your lipgloss)
Lipgloss container w/ lid
Procedure:
1.scoop some petroleum جیلی in the small microwavable bowl (more petroleum مزید lipgloss!)
2.Microwave for 5minutes یا until completely melted.
3.Take out the melted petroleum جیلی (carefull it's hot) and scoop in some eyeshadow for color. Put eyeshadow until آپ reach your desired shade.
4.Mix the mixture well. Then carefully pour the mixture into the container.
5.put the lipgloss in the container in the freezer for 15-30 minutes.
Enjoy!!
Tip: To make flavored lipgloss mix in kool-aid to the melted petroleum instead then continue regularly.(careful WILL stain lips)
Petroleum Jelly
small microwavable bowl (discardable)
Stirrer (discardable spoon یا skewer)
Eyeshadow یا body shimmer یا pigment (the color آپ want your lipgloss)
Lipgloss container w/ lid
Procedure:
1.scoop some petroleum جیلی in the small microwavable bowl (more petroleum مزید lipgloss!)
2.Microwave for 5minutes یا until completely melted.
3.Take out the melted petroleum جیلی (carefull it's hot) and scoop in some eyeshadow for color. Put eyeshadow until آپ reach your desired shade.
4.Mix the mixture well. Then carefully pour the mixture into the container.
5.put the lipgloss in the container in the freezer for 15-30 minutes.
Enjoy!!
Tip: To make flavored lipgloss mix in kool-aid to the melted petroleum instead then continue regularly.(careful WILL stain lips)
Edwards pov
"Bella family meeting " I کہا while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run یا race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank آپ guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward کہا very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a سال یا so okay and آپ guys can leave if آپ want to . But I am Going to start سے طرف کی asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when آپ come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are آپ leaving یا staying" i کہا " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
"Bella family meeting " I کہا while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run یا race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank آپ guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward کہا very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a سال یا so okay and آپ guys can leave if آپ want to . But I am Going to start سے طرف کی asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when آپ come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are آپ leaving یا staying" i کہا " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
ارے ... This is my first fanfiction :D so if its not good just give me some constructive critism to make it better. Thanks (:
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
consider me warned i have been scorn to breach a life i envisioned for us
i will not mourn anymore. my دل conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what آپ have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have lost all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as آپ did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could آپ leave did آپ not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always love you
i will not mourn anymore. my دل conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what آپ have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have lost all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as آپ did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could آپ leave did آپ not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always love you