Im a werewolf. Im a freaking werewolf. Oh my god. I have to go and apoligise to the Cullens. Im so sorry for what i did to them. But im a werewolf. Im a freaking were-
آپ get the picture. These were just some of teh jumbled thoughts running though my head as I ran back to my house. I thanked my lucky stars that I had left my window open as I jumped into my room. I got changed and then sat down for a منٹ to think in private.
Okay, so Im a werewolf. What will Edward do if I tell him. Will i be able to see him again. What if Sam forbids it. I cant go against him. But I just forgave him for what he did. Surley he cant forbid me. But im a werewolf. Im a freaking-
I shook my head. Go to Jacobs house, I ordered my self. Sam told آپ to. They'll all be there, maybe they can help آپ make some sense of what happened.
I Immdiately felt better the منٹ I got into my truck and drove up the road to La Push.
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(Jacobs House)
I shut the engine off and walked slowly up to the door. I raised my hand, hesitated, then opened it and walked in. Whatever disscussion had been going on before immdialety stopped as all ten pairs of eyes in the room stared at me as I stopped where I was standing. Some eyes were cold, others warm and welcoming. I couldn't make sense of any of it.
"Bella," Sam greeted me. His expression was carefully blank, his voice controlled and دکھانا no emotion.
"Sam," I کہا back, my voice betraying my fear. I decided to just ask straght out. There was no point pretending i didn't care. "What the fuck just happened?"
"I have no idea Bella. We're all just as confused as آپ are."
i sensed there was a but coming.
"But" Sam said.I was right "We just want آپ to stay away from the Cullens for a small while."
I stood there, npot realizing what her really had said. Then it sunk in and my legs buckled underneath me. I grabbed the میز, جدول to hold me up.
"Obviously thats a no," someone muttered under their breath, followed سے طرف کی a "Ouch"
Jacob came over and helped me up, his eyes the same as Sams.
"Wsam.." I stuterred out. "sam, I can't do that."
His expression didn't change so I thought I'd continue on with anther pressing question. "Sam, what just happened? I mean, im not a Quiletue ro anything, and I can hardly call myself a Forks girl anymore, so.."
I trailed off. Sma stated emotionlessly, "Bella, I dont know either. The only thing that we can think of is that some of Jacobs werewolf stuff rubbed off on you. Anyway, آپ cant phase at all. Not until آپ can stay away from the Cullens. And آپ cant tell them about us."
I nodded. Not phasing would be hard. "Okay then, I guess Ill go then,"
Sam nodded, and I left for my ouse, feeling مزید than just a little confused.
آپ get the picture. These were just some of teh jumbled thoughts running though my head as I ran back to my house. I thanked my lucky stars that I had left my window open as I jumped into my room. I got changed and then sat down for a منٹ to think in private.
Okay, so Im a werewolf. What will Edward do if I tell him. Will i be able to see him again. What if Sam forbids it. I cant go against him. But I just forgave him for what he did. Surley he cant forbid me. But im a werewolf. Im a freaking-
I shook my head. Go to Jacobs house, I ordered my self. Sam told آپ to. They'll all be there, maybe they can help آپ make some sense of what happened.
I Immdiately felt better the منٹ I got into my truck and drove up the road to La Push.
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(Jacobs House)
I shut the engine off and walked slowly up to the door. I raised my hand, hesitated, then opened it and walked in. Whatever disscussion had been going on before immdialety stopped as all ten pairs of eyes in the room stared at me as I stopped where I was standing. Some eyes were cold, others warm and welcoming. I couldn't make sense of any of it.
"Bella," Sam greeted me. His expression was carefully blank, his voice controlled and دکھانا no emotion.
"Sam," I کہا back, my voice betraying my fear. I decided to just ask straght out. There was no point pretending i didn't care. "What the fuck just happened?"
"I have no idea Bella. We're all just as confused as آپ are."
i sensed there was a but coming.
"But" Sam said.I was right "We just want آپ to stay away from the Cullens for a small while."
I stood there, npot realizing what her really had said. Then it sunk in and my legs buckled underneath me. I grabbed the میز, جدول to hold me up.
"Obviously thats a no," someone muttered under their breath, followed سے طرف کی a "Ouch"
Jacob came over and helped me up, his eyes the same as Sams.
"Wsam.." I stuterred out. "sam, I can't do that."
His expression didn't change so I thought I'd continue on with anther pressing question. "Sam, what just happened? I mean, im not a Quiletue ro anything, and I can hardly call myself a Forks girl anymore, so.."
I trailed off. Sma stated emotionlessly, "Bella, I dont know either. The only thing that we can think of is that some of Jacobs werewolf stuff rubbed off on you. Anyway, آپ cant phase at all. Not until آپ can stay away from the Cullens. And آپ cant tell them about us."
I nodded. Not phasing would be hard. "Okay then, I guess Ill go then,"
Sam nodded, and I left for my ouse, feeling مزید than just a little confused.
"hey bella going to a party dressing like that." alice pointed at my jeans and t-shirt
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just کہا that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine آپ can dress me up. aneways it is a halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell آپ that آپ had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 گھنٹہ later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just کہا that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine آپ can dress me up. aneways it is a halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell آپ that آپ had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 گھنٹہ later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
sorry if this sucks I'm trying this for the first time.
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he کہا to me. "yeah and آپ should be hunting." I کہا with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see آپ later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what آپ looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he کہا to me. "yeah and آپ should be hunting." I کہا with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see آپ later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what آپ looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
Introduction
What if I told آپ I was a vampire and not the good kind, would آپ believe me? Of course not. آپ live in a world where vampires don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. آپ must not let your دوستوں nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once آپ turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell آپ is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect آپ to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where vampires aren’t supposed to be real, but آپ my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before آپ turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask آپ again to keep this book a secret, if آپ don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
آپ may now enter. If آپ dare.
What if I told آپ I was a vampire and not the good kind, would آپ believe me? Of course not. آپ live in a world where vampires don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. آپ must not let your دوستوں nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once آپ turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell آپ is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect آپ to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where vampires aren’t supposed to be real, but آپ my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before آپ turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask آپ again to keep this book a secret, if آپ don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
آپ may now enter. If آپ dare.